Becoming Aiden

Im a star bitches!

2011-04-27T13:52:00.000-07:00

People have always asked me to do another video. So I finally decided to do one. It is a wonderful song, and I feel I do it justice.

Thanks again for still paying attention to my rants and rambles, and I hope you didn't find the last two posts too preachy.

Have a great day!

-G

I just want to do everything I can

2011-04-26T22:13:00.000-07:00

First off, I wanted to extend a huge thank you to whichever reader donated 75 dollars towards my Invisible Children fund to help me reach my goal. I also wanted to thank everyone else who helped volunteer.

I recently found a new organization that I think the Porn industry should really be more informed on, and should be taking about. It is called Hope takes action. Here is a quick link to the website. http://www.hopetakesaction.org/

They are an organization that is doing research and an experimental study on a HIV vaccine. The vaccine is not meant to be something that you take once and then you never have to worry about HIV but with enough research, they can come up with something that can strengthen the immune system so people are less likely to contract the virus.

I must have been naive in Houston, because I did not realize how much of a problem HIV is in the gay community. I have met so many people in Orlando that are infected it kinda makes my head spin.

The worst part about meeting all of these people, is that most of the people that are fully honest about having it and taking the right steps to take care of it are treated like outcasts as if they have the plague.

Now, I understand most people will be uncomfortable having sex with someone who has HIV for multiple reasons but lets think about some things. When you are having sex with someone who has HIV you know how careful you have to be, because you know what to expect. When you are having a random Adam4Adam, Grindr, or likewise sites... You might be more inclined to get a little crazy and do risky behavior that can put you at risk to contract HIV. If you know the person has HIV the boundaries are already set, which to me makes it easier to know what you can and and can't do. This does limit your options on how crazy you get, but sex can still be fun.

I'm the first to admit that as long as a person is upfront and honest with me, I can get over the fact that they have HIV. Am I extra cautious, of course. But to treat people with HIV like they are some freak is just plain rude.

We need to stand as one to show the world that we are no different just because we are gay, whether we have HIV or not.

Life is a crazy hot mess

2011-04-11T12:13:00.000-07:00

I know its been almost two months since I updated. I haven't quite got the hang of blogging without someone (aka Logan) hounding me to do it all the time. Life has been crazy busy since I updated and a lot has happened.

Im about to celebrate 2 months of having a boyfriend. We celebrate that on Wednesday. He is really good for me. He accepts my past, and lets me be myself but also challanges is me to think in new ways. There will be more details about him later. ;)

I have really stepped up my game in the hair world and feel I have grown tremendously. Me and my best friend in school entered a school wide fashion competition and our group won best make up! Here are a few photos to give yall a taste of what I looked like.

I just recently started hitting the gym and laying out in the sun in preparation for Gay days 2011 and my birthday. Both of which are the first weekend in June. If you are going to be coming to Gay Days, let me know. I would love to stop in and say hi.

I would like to end this post with making note that if you notice on the side I added a box for donations to an organization called Invisible children. I started doing this fundraiser to do my part in helping out in this world. God knows that I wouldn't be where I am today if people more fortunate than I hadn't stepped in and helped me out, so I am just trying to do my part and pay it forward. If you could think about donating, even if its just a dollar it would really mean a lot to me. You can also either click the link to the right or click this link http://ic.stayclassy.org/member/ic-fundraising?fcid=76092 both will take you right to my page.

And for anyone who is going to ask, yes i put my real name in there, because the blog is no longer about Aiden and the life that was his porn career, but is about the life of a young man trying to figure out what to do with himself after having a crazy couple of growing up years. I'm looking forward to re connecting with all of my readers.

Love you bitches,

Its 2011 Bitches.....

2011-02-15T09:05:00.000-08:00

Ive received several e-mails lately asking what has happened to me, so I figured a blog post was in order.

First off, Happy 2011! Its already shaping up to be an adventurous year, and if it is anything like 2010 it will be a lot of fun and fly by.

So in the 9 months it has been since I last wrote I have been through a lot, and come out a much stronger person. I have fallen in love, and had my heart broken. I have started a new school that is shaping up to give me a wonderful career. I quit a job that I thought was my dream job, to get a new one that has already been more of a blessing than anything I've ever had before. Ive been disowned my parents once again. I have created a family here in Orlando that is unique but loving none the less. I've been through more hairstylists than some people go through in a lifetime. I went through a celibate phase, that I'm starting to give up. So where to begin....

I am going to begin to say what my plan for 2011 is. 2010 was my year of figuring out who I really am as a person, so this year I am implementing that in making my life better than ever and being all I can be. I'm doing a pretty good job of it already. I have started to stand up for myself, and am making sure that only people who are the best for me get my free time.

I will be writing more explaining my 2010 in more detail but each of the statements I made above deserve at least a blog post each. So I am putting it out there to you, the reader, to decide what you hear about first. Let me know!

I may have gone away for a while, but I'm back. Be prepared. 2011 is going to be an intense year!

Love you bitches,
Aiden

Sharpening my Shank...

2010-04-13T18:35:00.000-07:00

I've been doing porn since the weekend of Hurricane Ike. For those of you not from Houston that was almost two years ago... For most of that time I've had some conversations with Mr.Diesel Washington. (MOST of which have been playful jest.) Now don't get me wrong when I post this I think Diesel is a fine porn performer. He takes his work seriously, he knows how to market himself (a vital skill that many new porn models should model after him), and Mason tells me he is incredibly nice guy. (Though every time Mason and I talk about Mr.Washington he seems to get taller and taller in the stories. I think he's up to 9 feet tall according to Mason.) There have been incidents where Diesel went after the Twink Models and often decided that I would alluded to, or times where he had a few choice words for me, but thats water under the bridge and I'm glad he came out of retirement because I could never wish ill on another comic book junky. No scratch that... Diesel is the king of the gay comic book world. You need to check out his blog and you'll see how hardcore Marvel this guy is and I respect that! But as much fun and poking as he's at my expense and I at his... I beg of you Diesel... PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! Be gentle with Derrek Diamond! I love him and his perfect body and I would die if anything happened to him! Derrek is everything that is beautiful and perfect in the world and I know how you like to give it fast and hard.

Just look at how perfect Derrek is... Diesel please send him home intact...

Okay so here is the game plan I'm going to put together a grassroots militia to be on Standby while Diesel has his way with my precious porn love Derrek. We are going to be sharpening our dildos and anal beads and be ready to create an angry mob to stop Diesel if he doesn't listen to Derrek's safe word...

Aiden, why is this such a big deal you ask? Well look what he said to Zachary Sire!

@ZacharySire Im going to treat that ass like it stole money from Me, slapped my mother, killed my dog, and busted windows out of my car!!

I've been on the end of his wraith and I didn't do anything remotely close to any of this! So whose with me! We need to protect Derrek! So join my cause and together we will protect that perfect man from having to use a wheelchair for the rest of his life. (I've seen Diesel's videos! He's an aggressive top!) Why... Because I'm insanely Jealous Diesel gets it and I probably never will :(

Not even going to sign this happy... and in all lower case . aiden ash.

Sex, Sex, SEX!!!!!

2010-03-25T01:31:00.002-07:00

I want to first off apologize for it taking so long for this to get out. Ive been working between 40-50 hours a week, and taking classes... I know I've said it before so I am just going to say to my fans I thank you for sticking with me it means a lot.

So as you all know, I love sex. Its why I love that I have gotten many opportunities to get paid to do it, because it is something I enjoy a lot. I've always wanted to explain to all my readers and get their feedback on how i view sex. I view sex as something that can happen on 4 different levels.

1. Hookup/Bathhouse/Work sex
2. Friend Sex
3. Sex with Feelings
4. Love Making

1. Hookup/Bathhouse/Work Sex

This kind of sex is pretty self explanatory. It generally does no involve feelings and generally is only good for gratification right here and now and leaves no lasting effect. I have had some really good sex like this (my scene with Rad Matthews, and my Broke Straight boys scenes) and some really bad sex like this. I have come to learn that a lot of gay guys only like this kind of sex. It is my least favorite

2. Friend Sex

This is the kind of sex that involves friends with benefits and can sometimes involve feelings but generally does not. I can't really give much details with this because I don't have this kind of sex because it makes friendships really awkward in my opinion. For a lot of people this is the only thing that gets them off though.

3. Sex with Feelings

This kind of sex is pretty self explanatory, its sex that involves feelings. Its more than a hook up because if you are having this kind of sex you hope and/or plan to keep the person you're having sex with around for a good bit. This is the most tricky sex in my opinion because sometimes one of the people is having this kind of sex while the other may think its a hookup or sex with friends kind of thing. I am the worst person that unless it is clearly expressed as a hook up I will assume it is sex with feelings. I love sex just as much as the next guy, but I do my best to have the sex I have outside of work mean something. That may make me sound like a dumb twink, but okay with being a dumb twink if it means I get to have great sex. Sex with feelings usually ends up being worlds better than Sex with friends or Sex as a hook up.

4. Love making

This kind of sex again is self explanatory. Love making, in my opinion, generally takes love planning but when it takes you by suprise it is the best sex of all. For me, this kind of sex is where the real orgasms are at. Knowing the person you are having sex loves you just makes my whole body shiver and makes me moan extra loudly. I have luckily been blessed to have love making with two people life. I have talked with people who are much older who have never experienced this kind of sex. Giving yourself to one so completely that only they and you having sex matters can be risky but it so more than worth it. I recommend everyone have love making as much and as often as they can.

I may have a favorite kind of sex, but in the end any kind of sex is still worth it in my opinion, as long as you are being safe and having fun. No one deserves a shortened life because of an orgasm. Please, please, please know I may love sex and have it often, but I am always safe in hopes that I can entertain people for many years to come.

I would love to hear your thoughts on all of these and know what your favorite kind of sex is. So please leave comments so we can start a good discussion.

Love you bitches!

Aiden <3

I Am Sorry!

2010-03-23T13:39:00.000-07:00

Okay, Okay, Okay, So maybe I underestimated the amount of time and effort this internship was going to take! (Shouldn't they pay you more if you work your butt off?) And like I did tweet I'm going to put a more thought out blog up once I've proofed it a bit but I just thought I'd say 'Hello! I'm Alive.' And I'd just answer a few blog comments.

I have taken the advice of one guy and made it where I don't have to moderate what is said. That way there can be more discussions going on.

Logan's Helga Von 'Unt blog is alright. I wouldn't call it hilarious but I think it is him when he is drunk bitching about stuff in our circle of friends. I'm interested to see if he continues to write it or he lets it go to wayside.

I'd also like to wish Logan a Happy Belated 25th Birthday and a speedy surgery recovery. (He had surgery on the 17th to remove some Polyps on his vocal cords lets all hope they're not cancerous.) It's completely changed his voice too! He now has this booming deep voice its scary.

I'm doing well myself. I'm really enjoying Florida and the weather! I just work so much! Its not unusual that I pull a ten hour plus day and that usually will be all the shifts I do in a week. Nine hours one day, ten the next, twelve the next. Thank God for days off! The real balancing act is that I'm enrolled in classes back in Houston so I have to do that on my days and try to work fun into my schedule for the sake of my own sanity!

I have not abandoned the porn world. It is still something that I have in my life and I'm still in touch with my contacts. Unfortunately porn careers don't last forever and rumor is that twink careers are even shorter so I have to focus on things sometimes that will prep me for life after porn. So that's where I am at right now. Though I was really thrilled to be made fun of by Zach Sire today. Though I have a feeling covering myself in food product will haunt me the rest of my life! (But I had really good sex after the "shoot" thats all that matters.) And for the record Diesel made me his arch-nemesis. I never raised my voice at the big loveable teddy bear!

To all my Houston boys: Mason, Marcus, Porter, Logan. - - Etc, Etc, Etc : I miss you guys and you better come out visit me soon! We'll go to the beach and to the bars and play Window Bingo at Parliament House!

I will post a blog of more substance once I proof it a bit.

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Love,

Aiden

Attention Everyone, This is the REAL Aiden Ash

2010-02-12T12:45:00.000-08:00

First off I would like to apologize for the time gap between the last post and this one. I had meant to post that day but my internship is keeping me super busy. I am generally working until 9 or 10 at night. Then driving to the gym because I value my body being in shape, then trying my best to make some connection with my room mates, and then sleep. When I wake up I have homework generally to do, errands, and then of course work. (Maybe I'm over reacting a little bit to how busy I am, I guess this is what real life feels like)

In regard to the last post. Yes I am meeting some new boys here, and going out a few times here and there when my schedule allows, but the post that was written was a little over exaggerated. I had asked Logan to help me out with the post because I felt terrible for not posting since arriving to Florida and gave him some ideas of what to go off and he took it a little too far. This is why you should not let other ghost write for you.

I'm not going to lie, I love sex, and have had some AMAZING sex since being here, but I have not sucked a different dick every night of the week. If that is the kind of blog you are looking for there are plenty out there for you to read.

To all of my readers who say they value that I am a down to earth guy who is articulate and noticed my last post did not sound like me, I am very grateful. To the people who read one entry and disregarded everything else they had read or seen I could really care less.

I also would like to take the time to inform everyone that my blog will be changing a little bit over the next couple of months to more of a video based blog atmosphere. If yall don't like it, let me know and I can change it back to doing video blog and text based blog entries.

Lastly I just want to say I do this blog for you, I try to give everyone some humor, some stupidity , some craziness, some fun, and some entertainment in their day. If you dont think I'm doing that let me know. I want to please you in the best way i can. I also promise that I have a whole slew of pictures to show everyone from my adventure so far buy my camera chord is missing and I am doing an investigation to find out as I type this.

-Aiden

I LOVE THIS TOWN!

2010-01-30T01:13:00.000-08:00

Why didn't anyone tell me Orlando was the greatest city on the planet! It is so fun! It has all the theme parks and the best clubs. Basically it's this child-at-heart's wet dream! When I'm not hanging out on a rollercoaster or shopping at huge malls, I'm dancing half naked at a gay club or getting a blow job on the back bar! This place is great!

In Orlando they have a gay bar for every night of the week it's a non-stop party! I mean sure, sure, sure, my job is aight and stuff but it's once the 9-5 is over that the real fun begins.

Houston? Houston who? This city kicks Houston's ass into next week. My friend's from back home are telling me that it's the excitement of it being new and I'll want to come back to Houston in August, but we'll see. I'm falling in love with the sunshine state! Logan lived here for a year and said the glamor wears off and you realize that you're not living real life and it is just one pointless game. (That is why Logan is still in undergraduate school after seven years, because he's a moron!) As for the Wyler boys... Wyler who? Maybe if they called a bitch I'd be able to remember who they are!

Oh man and the men here are so hot! It's a tourist town so it is an all you can suck buffet of cock. Adam4Adam, Craig's List, they're all just rotating doors for new men. Married men, traveling men, single men, cheating boyfriends! I can say I want an uncut cock tonight and find like ten options! If I want a white guy with a big ass, BAM! If I want a married man whose kids are off playing in the theme park, Breed me Daddy! It is fantastic! I'm never leaving! My friends can come here! It's not like it wouldn't be nice to have a change of scene from Houston anyway!

I've made some awesome new friends and am loving it. Most of which are interns as well, Logan, as usual is being a preachy bitch and says that "It will only last 8 months and it all goes away". It must be hard to be a cynic. I'm living in the here and now! This is age of Aiden Ash! I'm gonna go out and get what I want!

And right now I want to suck a big fat cock!

Love,

Aiden

Sorry Guys.

2010-01-26T20:43:00.000-08:00

Hey Guys! So sorry I've been away! I thought I'd have a lot more free time than I do now! Florida has been so amazing and so busy! Did you know that there is different club for every night of the week in Orlando! It's like a week like circuit party that never ends! I promise to update soon! I'm doing well! I love y'all!

Love,

Aiden

That Son Of A Bitch...

2010-01-16T01:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Mason Wyler and Whom It May Concern,

Tonight I received some rather troublesome news from Logan. He was hanging out with Mason who was bragging about winning the Unzippy for Slut of the Year... Apparently he is very,very, very proud of it. As we know all Sith Lord's apprentices must eventually face off with their apprentice and either defeat them, or fall themselves. I am one who will not fall in the face of a challenge. I love my boy Mason, but I will overcome him and I will one day be the master. Mark my words, I will be the Slut of The Year. You can all keep your Performer of Year, Newcomer of the Year, Blogger of the--- (Okay no, I want that eventually too), you get the jist of it. All your fancy pants awards are fine and dandy and I'm sure look shiny on the resume you send to Chi Chi, but what I want is Slut of the Year! Why? It will be hell of fun to earn, and I'd love to plow through... ehhem, get plowed through the crowd to get it. Here and now I vow to bend over, suck, lick, jerk, eat, and wiggle on whatever is necessary to get the attention of the masses to say... "Whoa, that Aiden Ash is a fucking slut." I will learn my way around every bath house, taste the cum of every man between here and the judges, and make Mason Wyler look like a little school girl licking on her lollipop. The apprentice will become the master. I understand that "Mechanical Bull Wyler" has a few years in his hole, and I understand that I may not be able to stuff that award in me just yet but my time will come. Mark my words... I will be lurking in the shadows ready to suck you off and get you to attest in time. I am a fucking slut.

The Line In The Sand Has Been Drawn.

Respectfully Yours,

Aiden Ash

200th Post!

2010-01-15T11:55:00.000-08:00

What better way to celebrate my 200th post than by saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friend and secret lover MASON WYLER! You've been an amazing friend to me this year, whether it be taking me in when things are rocky or just telling me how much I suck at video games. I love you friend and here's to another great year! (Oh, and you're still the Houston Porn Mafia's oldest member. NEVER FORGET THAT!) What better way to celebrate Mason than to post naked photos of him! Happy Birthday!

Aiden Is On His Way!

2010-01-12T21:35:00.000-08:00

Today was the start of Aiden's big road trip to his internship. He headed up to Dallas today then to Arkansas then on his way to Florida for his internship. It was a great two days and I'm (Logan) am going to be doing the blog while he is on the open road the next four days. (Hopefully I can keep up with it better than he can!) I'll give you any notable updates from the road, which thus far there is nothing to report other except for the fact that he had a good smooth drive! But to not make this all fluff I took some photos today of him getting ready and heading out!

Oh and in the next week I wanna talk about this guy!

The Wee Hours Of The Morning...

2010-01-11T02:17:00.000-08:00

Hey, It's Logan. It's 4:15 am and I am sitting here next to a sleeping Aiden. My room is hot from the heater that is in the attic directly above my bed, and Jay Brannan's IN LIVING COVER is playing softly from my iPod speakers. I should be able to sleep. I should take comfort in the fact that my guy is home for a few days before heading off for 8 months but I think that is exactly the problem. I'm a senior in college and I'm about to enter real life and when Aiden and I are not love-making or hanging out with the Wyler boy(s) I am in left with my thoughts. What am I going to do? 8 months apart with a few visits scattered in between. Sure, I think this is what is best for him. This internship is something he has been talking about for the last two years but there is a form of resentment that comes with him deciding he wants to go and do it. I used to leave by the motto that we are too young to live for someone else.... But, lately...

When Aiden and I were on our break, (which we called a break-up at the time) I was the most miserable I had ever been in my life, I didn't eat or sleep. Every text or call that wasn't from him would make me furious. I lived for the moments we would talk or spend some time together... Coming out of that, I have realized I love this goofy little man. He completes me. I am so thankful for our break because I know now what I want in life is him. I know this is a porn blog but... This is what going on in our lives.

If I sleep, I will miss some hours of listening to his breath. I will miss the moments of feeling his skin against mine. If I sleep, I will spend 6 or so hours dreaming about Aiden and not being with him. I guess it is silly but... In 8 months, I will be done with school and I have no idea where I will be... Or what I will be doing.... Will I be able to provide for him? Will things be different when he gets back? Will our love still be strong? These are silly things but they are the thoughts that plague my head as I lay away awake and play with strands of his blond hair between my fingers.

I have not done much to prepare for a career in Advertising. Shit, it isn't what I want to do with my life. I want to write books. It is the one thing in my life I know I am amazing at... But, I know once I finish the book it takes years from notebook to a bound copy. Those are the gaps I worry about. I am not asking for much in my post college years, but I know I want a house for Aiden and place he is happy to rest his head at night. The future is scary. He leaves Tuesday. My world is going to change Tuesday. Maybe for the better. Maybe for the worst.

All I know is that I love him. And I had to get this off my chest because the silence of this room is deafening. I need to go. I am wasting moments I could be laying next to him on this silly machine.

Thanks for listening.

~ Logan

Happy Birthday Marcus!

2010-01-10T02:34:00.000-08:00

For those of you who aren't familiar with Marcus (ex)Wyler, he is one of my best-friends and the ex-boyfriend but still roommate of Mason Wyler. (Yeah, it's complicated... Don't worry too much about it.) But I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to the old man! I was in Seattle and unable to attend the party at the house of Wyler, but from what I hear it was a great time and all the boys had a good time. I am up early because I am about to fly back to Houston to spend the next three days with Logan before I make the trek to Florida. I'll worry about talking about this and mourning what I will be missing for the eight months later. But right now I'm just excited to see my boys and get to cuddle with Logan.

Love Aiden.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

Where the hell have YOU been?

2010-01-05T21:06:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year guys, ex-lovers, and previous one night stands. I promise you I haven't abandoned you, I'm just in bumble fuck Alaska. Yes, I am up here looking for my very own slice of the American Dream... In fact I am thinking about 'Going Rouge'. But thus far I have spent the last three weeks confirming that my parents are in fact, insane. Yes, yes, yes, we already knew this from the whole disowning me fiasco, but we have entered a new kind of crazy. Dad never shuts up, I mean he has something, no scratch that, he has a lot to say about everything! And my Mom just lets my sexuality and relationship with Logan be the big fat elephant in the room. The way they talk to me is crazy! You would think I am was their seven year old child if you didn't see me standing there. "Great job Aiden, you did a super vacuum job!" Really? Really? Really! I'm 20 years old and I'm not retarded! Over New Years I Went with my old church to a youth retreat... It has been a family tradition and I really enjoyed the whole weekend catching up with people I used to know and such... Though I couldn't honestly answer the question, 'Oh, what have you been doing?" Oh well... Though I was secretly worried this whole trip to Alaska would end up me being kidnapped and sent to a 'Pray the Gay Away' camp.

I am ready to be home to Logan. I get a total of two days with him, maybe three, I haven't decided. I'm going to see him before I drive to Arkansas to visit some family, then I drive to Florida to start my internship. I will be a weird 8 months, I have to work in, the internship, the porn career, and the boyfriend. I probably won't get to come back to Texas until August when it is all over... So this means Logan will have to come visit me... A LOT! Now before you call me selfish and jump all over me you must remember that Logan at one point lived in Orlando and enjoys going back to visit friends. It is just the price of air fare and all that jazz that he may or may not be able to afford. I'm hoping he can. Shoot, I may put out a collection plate if I get desperate! But for our anniversary weekend, we're looking at 300 dollars... I'm worth it right? If the big project starts to actually work I'll have some extra income to help with the tickets. I love the kid and want to see him at least monthly but, it will probably be Feb, March, June and Aug. I'm hoping we can figure something else out.

Speaking of Logan. He finally joined the gym! He's counting his calories and is allowed 1,700 a day. (He has an iTouch application , MyFitnessPal, that is really helping him along!) He weight 230 pounds at the moment, which surprised everyone because looking at him you can't tell that he's a heifer. Before you jump all over me I have his permission to post his weight and stuff on here to keep him accountable! I can't wait to do his before and after photos! Go Logan go!

I can't wait till Sunday when I get to go home and be pounded and I get to see my boy Mason!

New Years Resolutions tomorrow!

Love Aiden

2009-12-25T23:51:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas From Logan and I!

Grandma Booty Call

2009-12-22T15:09:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, as usual I am sorry that I haven't been around. It has been CRAZY! Between saying good bye to Logan, a wedding weekend, flying to Arizona and packing for my Florida internship, my hands have been tied! But I'm back! Hello! You might remember me, my name is Aiden and you're reading about my big adventures before I hit the big time! (Oh, it is coming, I am just not allowed to talk about it quite yet!)

So thanks for all the comments about Logan and his weight loss. Please don't think I'm a man-bitch, he was totally okay with me posting it, and I would like him to keep a progress report on his blog. (Or just use his blog in general!)

So I am currently in Arizona spending time with my Grandmother and Aunt and their families. I haven't seen them since the whole coming out fiasco and it has been nice to get reacquainted. They were both very supportive of me through the whole thing even when my mother told me to "Get AIDS and die" for being gay. But that is all behind me now and "There's a great big beautiful tomorrow..." (Can ya tell me where that is from?) The reason for this post it so share a funny story... (Enter fog and wind chimes as we go back to when Logan and I were on a break.)

I was upset and talking to my Grandma about if I had made the right choice or not when separating from Logan and she told me about this "Nice gay man, she goes to church with." She then asked me if maybe I would like to e-mail the man back and forth and I would have a positive gay adult influence in my life. So the guy and I start to become internet pen pals. Eventually he and I start to text message each other and it was a lot of fun he was a really nice guy and I really enjoyed talking to him. Well one night he and I got to talking a little dirty on the text about how I do porn and how he has a rather large penis he would love to fuck me with... Then Logan and I get back together so what was the end of that talk and talking to him was few and far between.

Okay kill the fog! So here I am in Arizona and I suppose that my Grandma sent a text to her friend to tell him I was in town because I get a text message that says

"Hey guy! I hear you're in town! What are doing?"

"Oh hey! I'm shopping with my family."

"Cool! Did you buy anything good?"

"Just a new pair of flip flops."

"Why don't you come over here and I will fuck the flip flops off of you."

That's right Grandma's church buddy sent me a booty call text message saying he wanted to fuck the flip flops off of me. Logan thought this was hilarious. A few messages later I showed him the photo of the guy and Logan said... "Why don't you tap that!" I told him I wasn't looking to "tap" anything but all Logan had to do was tell me what he wanted to do to me in three weeks when I am back in Houston and... well....

When you think about it this... My Grandma was my pimp and set me up on a booty call...

Love Aiden

Logan Is Fat

2009-12-12T20:44:00.001-08:00

Before we get to the main part of this blog I need to claify a few things. I wrote a very long blog about why I moved out of MASON'S HOUSE, but I after reading it I realized that writing a blog about this man's petty nature and the petty list he wrote, makes me just as petty. (Also, I do not want to be guilty of putting things down on paper that may be untrue because they are written out of ANGER... That's right, that was Mason's chinese take out all over the microwave. I would never find a "booger in the shower" and blame someone... Unless of course I was an alien who was not capable of producing mucus.) Okay, I admit it, that was bitchy of me, but I am just so mad! I've calmed down a bit, but after all that drama... You couldn't drag me back into that house until it was minus one clean freak! (Hey, hey, hey, don't shame on me to me! He is behaving the exact same way, so I'm having a twenty year old moment.) But I just want to clarify, I am not mad at Mason or Marcus. Come to think of it.. I'm just over it as far as the other one is concerned. I go back to Alaska in 4 days anyway so I'm going to spend most of my time in Houston with Logan before my internship anyway. (Details later.)

Okay, The Logan question... Are we together? Yes... Ish... Did we really break up? Yes. (Look for photos of when were broken up you can see the black circles under our eyes.) What happpened to bring us back together? A very romantic date, a diamond ring, and nights of lonliness... I realized while laying naked next to another man that I wasn't happy jumping from bed to bed or sucking random cocks off to feel wanted. I had someone who loved me 100% the whole time even when I was a completly awful person to him. I would tell him about my wonderful date, he would buy my flowers. I would go get gang banged, he would still bake me dinner. I would tell him not to touch me and sit across the room from me, he still wrote me love notes.

Something was missing from me when we were apart. He may have been an asshole when we were together but he was my asshole. Things have been going great since we decided to give it another whirl. And this is where the hate flames are going to come in...

Logan... We had a deal. You are going to lose weight. You are no longer going to bitch about how you look fat or how you feel fat. You are going to join the gym. You say you have a low sex drive because you feel unattractive with your shirt off time to change that! Gentlemen and Ladies... Logan 2006 and Logan 2009:

Logan you are the man that ate you're little Logan. So here it is out in the open. You can be better for me and for you! How many people get Mason Wyler, the man with the body millions lust over to offer to be your work out buddy? You have a golden opportunity to turn your life and health around. I suggest you take it....

Well, hope no one gets mad at me for this one. I just want to put this out in the open where thousands will see and hope the boy gets his butt in gear! Any weight loss suggestions for him guys?

Love Aiden

Out Of The House Of Wyler

2009-12-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

CENSORED RANT FOR POLITICAL REASONS!

Thanks for listening to my rant. I needed to get it out.

Love Aiden...

Mom and Logan

2009-12-02T20:41:00.000-08:00

It's my blog and I'll bitch if I want to!
Dad: Are you purposely trying to hurt me?
Me: What do you mean?
Dad: You haven't called in 8 days!

Boys... Do you call your parents every time you turn around? Now don't get me wrong... I love my parents... But they cut contact with me for a year. Not the other way around. I tried to keep in touch and to make amends and I was told that I would eventually "Get AIDS and die." Now I really want to work things out with my Mom and Dad and I want to have that close relationship with them we once had... But... Time people! Time! Texts are sufficient are they not? Do you need a detailed report of everything I do every time I do it?

Why is this bothering me today? Logan and I aren't totally back together, but we are in a semi getting back together process. Working out our issues? I don't know what the hell to call it but it is what it is. But here is the issue...

My Mom and Logan are TEXTING!
Small talk!
Not real talk!
Small talk!
What do I do? They were talking about coffee and shopping!
I don't know what to do... Advice please!

Love Aiden

The Green Monster....

2009-12-01T23:55:00.000-08:00

"Aiden where have you been? You always say that you're going update and stay on the ball but you never do!"

Well I'll tell you why! My roommate is off to a big company tomorrow to possibly sign on with them! Don't assume you know who it is, because you don't. So don't guess and pity me. I guess I dropped the ball for a bit. All these things with Logan and my internship coming up, I've just gotten discombobulated. Yes, I said it things with Logan. I don't know what it is. Last weekend he begged me to take me on a really nice date so of course I let him... I didn't know it was going to be dinner at fancy Italian restaurant, staying over night at five star hotel (that I know cost him most of his paycheck for one night!), and get his... A ring, a freaking diamond ring! He said it was a promise ring that I can wear to know he's waiting on me for when I decide I want to come back to him. Sweet? Yes. Arrogant? Possibly! Did I like it? Yes. But right now... I also like sucking dick and taking names!

Living in the house of Wyler has been amazing and I love it, but sometimes it is hard to look around and see these jocks totally trampling me as far as porn goes... I know twinks only do so well in porn... Hell, my friends at Unzipped love to poke fun at us... as do my house mates. I love them but I guess I am just discouraged. Okay, okay, I know I have talked about this big deal I may have coming up but that's months off and I just really want to feel like a star in something! I know it sounds lame but... Is that too much to ask? Just to be the alpha dog at something! (And no I won't join the king of the twinks battle!)

On a plus side, I threw a great get together last weekend. Met some cool new people and almost broke some of my friends up. (Opps!) But it was a lot of fun! And my Thanksgiving was fantastic. Logan's Mom had me over and we did the twenty person Cranium thing! I promise more news soon boys!

Love Aiden

Big Rob, Little Rob, And Me...

2009-11-23T23:43:00.000-08:00

I don't know if this is a blog or a rant. But I'll risk it. So a few weeks ago I was contacted by a guy on Adam4Adam claiming to be a guy from Orlando Florida in Houston selling Medical Robotics. That makes sense since Houston has the largest medical center in the world. The man's photos are smoking hot, and he is quite the internet charmer... But he is very elusive. He won't give his phone number, he's always in meetings, he only wants to meet up at very obscure times. At first I bought this. He was a cool guy looking to hang out with younger men. But lately, he seems to know everything about me on surface level. That I do porn, about my break up, he has the same interests... I started to look to other sources... My friends, Logan, maybe a guy I had recently befriended (Little Rob). While I could make connections and motives behind some of them, I don't think any of them would take things this far. There are too many things that are too similar for this guy to be real. At the moment I have my primary suspects, if indeed the man is not real.

What triggered such a petty blog you may ask? Logan was bitching to me tonight that he was having a good conversation with a guy who later asked him if he was the "evil genius behind Big Rob (The A4A guy.) " Logan then got really upset and said that made him just feel dirty and cheap. Why would someone accuse myself or Logan of being this guy? Because he frequently sets up gang bangs trying to lure guys to him with me as the bottom boy, and sometimes apparently he throws in Logan from time to time. He has also thrown in some guys that I'm friends with on a4a or have been out with at the clubs. So I'm starting to get the vibe I have a stalker/cyber-stalker. Are you this guy? (I don't want to give out his SN just yet in case he is real.) But I've started to wonder if it's a blog reader that just went a bit too far. I mean it wouldn't be too hard to find information on any porn star if you really wanted it.

So if you are not real... Please stop. I get it, you're all kinds of crazy. You like me. You know things about me and you like to flaunt this. But really... Really... You're starting to disrupt my life and my friends lives. Marcus even questioned if I was making this a big elaborate hoax. NO! So Big Rob... From Orlando Florida.... Who Sells Medical Robotics... Are you real? Or are you an asshole who gets off using me and my friends as fantasies?

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Gay Bashing In My Community

2009-11-19T23:24:00.000-08:00

The image I am starting with is Langham Creek High School. The High School is just about 5-10 Minutes from where I live. (Depending on if lights are cooperating or not.) If any of you follow the gay rights rags, or any local Houston news you'll know that recently there was an attack on a student because he was a homosexual. The student asked for help from an assistant principal and his bus driver who both ignored his pleas for help and he ended getting beaten for 7 minutes with a metal pipe. What did the principal do? Went on with his after school duties and let the student get on the bus. What did the bus driver do when he saw the gay student being chased by a gang of nine boys? He drove off. Thank God a local property owner was home, and thank god he had a shot gun. The man fired warning shots, possibly saving the teens life. The assistant principal thus far has remained undisciplined and the bus driver is on suspension. A young man could have died because someone PAID... PAID... PAID! to ensure safety of all their students didn't take the threats seriously. A child was beaten for being gay. Most of my readers are gay this could have been you as a kid.... What really freaks me out is that this could have been Logan.

Logan attended Langham Creek back in 1999-2003 and he has relatives who go there as well. What really concerns me is that one of Logan's baby brother's sweet homosexual friend attends school and now has to spend the next year and a half walking these halls fearing for his safety. This is not just a random school that a random act of violence occurred at. This is MY community. This is the place I call home. This is the place I walk the streets at night to enjoy the fall air. This is the place I work out at. This is the place I go to dinner with my friends in. This is the place I rest my head at night. This is disgusting! This is uncalled for!

This was not an attack on a young gay guy. This was an attack on all gay guys in my community. There are 9 guys in my community with so much homophobia in them they would attack another... AND IT WAS ALLOWED! It was affirmed. They were told it's okay because the adults responsible for their upbringing stood by allowed it!

Here is a link to one of the many coverages of this story!

Please guys.... Call the school: (281) 463-5400

Fax The School: (281) 345 - 3509

Write the School: 17610 FM 529, Houston, TX 77095

LANGHAM CREEK HIGH SCHOOL

Principal Cheryl Johns

This can't stand!

Please do this for me.

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The House Of Wyler

2009-11-17T23:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Bravo T.V. and LOGO,
Why have you not picked up our house as a show for your networks? We are totally suited for late night trash T.V. We have two warring ex-boyfriends. (Mason and Marcus.) Seriously guys you two chill your tits. DRAMA MAMAS! Then there is Porter, Mason summed it up correctly when he said that the boy is an attention whore. I think I need to help him with his actual whoring skills. I don't know all this about Shepard. That's their cup of tea, Shepard and I exist in the same world but as far as these torrid love affairs, I don't have anything to do with that. That's their Kool-Aid, I've got my own drama to deal with. (Logan. For real, the flowers are cute but again I say, Cool Your Tits.) So Mason, this is an open call to you, the one with the power... CALL THE NETWORKS AND GET MY ASS ON LEGIT T.V.! LEGIT!

Also... I won't lie... Sometimes I get on www.Cam4.com and put on little shows when I get bored. (Yes, I do it for tips. And by tips I mean you can give me some love via PayPal. Hey... Ryan Raz is a rent boy, so I am just taking it virtual. Stop hating... Aiden needs to buy his White Chocolate covered oreos, that shit is expensive.) So if you ever are on Www.Cam4.Com look for me TheAA or www.cam4.com/TheAA . Get an account so we can talk on there! And if you're lucky you'll hear the rare yell of the Wyler beasts in the background. And yes, I am working on Porter or Mason to let me give them a little suck. But that'll cost you extra bitch! (Just kidding!) But if you interested e-mail me to set it up. AidenAsh89@gmail.com

Oh this leads me to another topic that makes me mad. If you agree to pay a porn star for a cam show, dirty phone talk, underwear, or any other services rendered.. DON'T BE A GOD DAMN DICK AND TRY TO BACK OUT OF PAYMENT OR TRY TO GET A REFUND! For real, some asshole last night "Missed the money shot" then demanded a refund. Okay bitch, do you go to the movie and say, "Oh sorry, I missed the part where Bruce Willis gets shot, can I have my money back?" This has happened to Mason as well, the conversation didn't go as well as the guy wanted so he wanted a refund! Really, Really, Really? Can I have a refund on the college I don't want to you use. Oh I regret breaking up with Logan, can I take back hurting him and the nights of tears. NO BITCH! So you can't have have your 26.09 back! (THATS RIGHT I'M CHEAP BUT IF MULTIPLE PEOPLE WATCH THE CHEAP SHOW ITS GOOD MONEY!)

Anywho.... Thanks to all my new friends for stopping by... (Last night my hits doubled more than they ever have before! )

<3 Aiden

I am a Lonely Little Boy!

2009-11-14T23:09:00.000-08:00

Where have I been? Where have you been? You don't comment, or IM, or write! It's like you don't love me anymore! Okay that's a lie, you guys are always up on my nuts, and I love it! I've just been really busy trying to meet people. You would think being a porn model, meeting and getting laid would be so much easier than it has been! I'm by no means arrogant, I know I'm just a good looking guy and there are guys that are worlds better, but for real someone take me to dinner! I've decided I'd like to date another porn model. Why? Arrogance? Fantasy? Nope! Practicality.

If I were to date another porn model, it would make the tension of telling someone, oh I do porn so much easier. That and I wouldn't have to worry about jealousy. (Now, Logan, don't get your panties in a wad, I'm not saying you were crazy about it, but some of these new guys... JESUS CHRIST ON A CROSS!) This is my Adam4Adam profile now:

Nice to meet you

20, 5'6", 127lb, 26w, Swimmer's, Blond Hair,
Some Body Hair, White, Looking forFriendship, Relationship.

Just here to meet friends Not here for Sex.

1. No im not a prostitute
2. Yes I have done porn.
3. Yes i really do just want friends, not sex.

Thanks and have a great day

I am just over being called an AIDs magnet, a Whore, a slut. One guy told me the other day that I'm only 20 and have already ruined my life. Yeah, fuck you very much. I hope you enjoy your 7.50 an hour at Abercrombie and Fitch. Bitch. So yes, I think I'd start to like seeing other boys in the pornography industry and let the commoners sort themselves out. (And if you don't see that I am joking at calling you commoners, you're crazy!) And before anyone says it... No... I will not be dating Mason Wyler. He is my older horny brother. Okay maybe my cousin. I wouldn't suck on my brother's dick. Not that I'm saying I have sucked on Mason's... (Not saying I haven't. Gotta keep you guessing! ) But living in the house of porn, I've gotten to meet and/or talk to some very hot porn guys. (Ok... Ok... Guys, don't whine, I've met a lot of hot non-porn guys.)

You know what guys really get me hot?

Phillip Ashton

Chase Harding

Ryan Raz

Blake Riley (Retired)

I mean are any of these boys too much to ask for! Wow, how arrogant do I sound! It is just tough to meet guys who don't just want to fuck me because I do porn, or who don't judge me for doing so. (Living in the porn house helps.)

So stop doing porn you say! Make me! I love it! It's fun and a community that is pretty exclusive. Heck, I can write a tell all novel about it in a few years and it'll be on the CLEARANCE shelf in weeks! I mean have you ever been on the clearance shelf! I have high goals.
And to address those of you who are asking about Logan, the link to his blog is to the left of my blog text.

I would also like to say... I am not anti law enforcement at all. Again... I am not anti law enforcement. But tonight, I was out driving with a friend and it was midnight, and a cop just saw that we were young and started to follow us to the grocery store. When we were inside the store he sat and waited by the door , then proceeded to follow us to our car. We ignored him and drove off. He freaking followed us half way home, going slow like a creeper. Really?! Really?! I'm a tiny blonde twink who was with a preppy looking guy we are so threatening.

Alright, I missed you guys! I'll update soon!

<3>

UPDATE!
HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID AS TO LEAVE OFF THE MAN WHO GETS ME OFF MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE PORN INDUSTRY ! WHEN I WAS WITH LOGAN I REFUSED TO PLAY AROUND OFF CAMERA... THE ONLY PERSON I WAS ALLOWED TO PLAY WITH WOULD BE :
DERREK DIAMOND (<3)

Auditions...

2009-11-04T18:49:00.000-08:00
So lately, I haven't been as online active as I usually am. I've been preparing for a big audition that I had today in Austin Texas. (No, it wasn't porn.) So, I have been dancing, and dancing, and dancing. (Don't get me wrong, I'm not quitting porn, or what is that term that everyone is throwing around these days to get attention... 'Retiring'. You gotta get benefits to retire!) But, I am trying to get a gig setup to bring in some income. (I have a job now, I just don't work there much.) But, please don't mistake this as me leaving the industry after a year. (After all, there are things coming up that I can't tell you about!) So, Marcus "Wyler" and I are in Austin, living it up at the Extended Stay motel (Hey, it's got a kitchen!) and living it up on our mini-vacation. We've met some hot boys, gotten some phone numbers, and of course taken in the local Austin weirdness. I also saw a pair of underwear here, I can't live without! For the love of God someone buy me an early Christmas present! (I'd def do a sexy shoot for the blog with these.) There is something big coming up for me soon, but I don't wanna drop that bomb just yet! But it's gonna change my life for a few months.

Things are going awesome with my mother. She came down for a few days. We hung out, went to see MARY POPPINS: THE MUSICAL, Went shopping, she found an enema kit in my car. You know all the normal things that a mother and son do together! I'm going to go back to Alaska for Christmas this year! I am really excited. She wanted me to come for Thanksgiving as well, but do you know how long all those flights are? Plus, I already promised some people I'd be spending the Thanksgiving holiday with them. Oh, I left out that Logan, and my mother met face to face when she was down here. They have never really been two peas in a pod, but it was... good? awkward? I'm not sure how it went... I just needed him to sell us a bottle of Cinnamon Dolce syrup! But, that was odd the ex... Meeting the mother... Than they started text messaging each other back and forth! VERY ODD.

Alright, Marcus and I are going to go out and try to get some Austin boys naked now.

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Just a few photos from Halloween.

2009-11-01T19:32:00.000-08:00
I didn't have my camera at the club. Which I regret. Jail Bait... And His Date Helga.

Okay Guys...

2009-10-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

Click Here For My Solo Scene Clip on Broke Straight Boys!!

My Life Is So Hawt...

2009-10-24T19:51:00.000-07:00
Not to sound like I'm full of myself but my life couldn't be more awesome than it is right now. The freedoms I have are amazing. There is nothing and no one tying me down. I am making amends with my family. I am twenty, flirty and thriving! (13 Going on 30 reference.) I guess I am just really happy with where I am right now. I'm meeting a ton of awesome guys. Going on some stellar dates. It's just fun! (Well there is the occasional creepage from Logan. I am trying to be his friend but he just doesn't get it. Friends boy! Friends!)
I had an amazing date last night. It was a guy I met on one of the fag locator sites and we had started to swap texts back and forth for a day or so before we decided to hang out. I was a little worried though because his screen name insinuated that he was after sex and most of photographs were either of him with his cock out or his cock. But he ended up being a good cuddle buddy!
So Halloween is coming up and I'm going as Jail Bait! How does one go as Jail Bait? Wait and see!!!

<3 Aiden

Dancing...

2009-10-23T00:50:00.000-07:00
Nothing makes you feel more sexy than being up on stage with hundreds of men's eyes all focused on you. I know it makes me sound full of myself but really... Think about it. You. You're underwear. Showers pouring over you... There is just something purely sexual about it. Even the fat drag queen in the swimsuit someone makes you feel hot. (The ex boyfriend pouting in the audience, not so much.) But it is pretty awesome to have a room full of men cheering for you and slapping your ass. And, boys, it's a great way to make friends. Strip for horny men and bam(!) instant conversation starter. I can't till I am 21... I so wanna be a go-go boy in the bars in town. It will be a great way to meet guys and get my name out there.

So tonight I took second place... I always get crappy songs when I strip. The Black Eyed Peas Boom Boom Pow... All the other guys get the more sexual songs... And I always get the goofy Black Eyed Peas. Shit, I might as well get some 80s Glam Rock song. Dancing in these things is all about working the crowd before you go on. You have to become their friend before you get on stage. That way they think if they yell loud enough they can fuck you. It isn't about the moves or the sex. It's about the connections you make. (Hell, the same can be said about the porn industry.) You can be an average guy but if you have the room on your side, you're a super-star! And baby, I'm a star!

If any of you can make it out to Meteor Lounge in Houston on Thursdays that's where I'll be shaking my ass! Come on out and say hello!

<3 Aiden.

Things Are Getting Lonely..

2009-10-19T21:07:00.000-07:00
I got a very pointed comment today... I should blog more or call this blog, "The End Of Becoming Aiden." Okay... You're right you win. I need to blog more. I don't know... I don't think I am a funk. I mean I'm happy. I'm meeting new people. I have some amazing things coming my way in the next year. (GAAAH, It kills me I can't blog about some of it and saying that is probably already saying too much!) So the next few months I may be touch and go because I have so much going on outside of more porn life. (But it is all building up to a huge event.) But, I'm not going to do the whole, "oh, I'm retiring, oh, I'm back thing." (Sorry Kameron.)

It is always hard when someone is away. Mason is out shooting and our other roomies are never home. It's not too bad to be alone, but I sure do get lonely from time to time. I wonder if I made the right choice leaving Logan. I mean I need to be me, but it is so weird to be alone in a big bed. It sucks when I see him out though. It's like I dunno, he's trying to rub it in. When him and Marcus Wyler were out together its like I got the total blow off. I know I didn't go with them but they could at least acknowledge me. It's getting late. I promise to blog more.

<3 Aiden

The Houston Boy Porn Crew

2009-10-14T18:13:00.000-07:00
So I feel like I should address the entry on Unzipped.Net It is true! I do live in a house full of hot single porn stars! We are young, dumb, and full of cum! It is alot of fun! I sleep all day, and I party all night! What isn't to like? Now I'm not trying to be arrogant but we are two boys on the right side of a break up, aren't we? So why shouldn't we celebrate our new found freedoms? And I am not going to answer the rumors if Mason and I are fucking or not. And NO Mason does not write my blog I have written everyone of my 178 entries myself! Can't a boy just be damn horny and wanting to get plugged? I am getting alot of flames on Unzipped.net something I would normally not acknowledge but my project that I am starting on soon makes me able to smile and "shake them haters off". I would tell you all I really would but I am sworn to secrecy until it is 100% official.

Also I just found out when I was modeling at the art show that people were reading my blog! (Sorry if I gave you guys the wrong idea but just because I do porn doesn't mean I let just anyone fuck me!) Also, just because I meet up with you doesn't mean I want to have sex with you. When I say let's have coffee I mean let's have coffee...

And I was correct it took Logan exactly two entries to talk about me. I am really not sure how I should respond to that? Any ideas?

'A series of unfortunate events that drew the two of us together... I couldn't stand him on our first meeting... Now I can't stand to be without him.'

Sigh, I dunno... Oh and he drops a real bomb in there, I'm not going to repeat it in fear of encouraging it. I just don't know what do! (You can read it and lemme know if you wanna know the bomb.)

<3 Aiden

Now Accepting Applications To Fill My Hole...

2009-10-13T17:09:00.000-07:00
Saturday I was sick and Logan brought me a sandwich at the Wyler house. (My current address.) Along with it he brought a three page list of things he loves about me and six long stemmed pink roses. He sat me down and talked to me he said he loved me and was willing to do whatever it takes to get me back. I said... It's too late for that! He argued with me. He yelled and cried. He told me if I couldn't see that I was his world he must be blind. He said he wakes up sick and goes to bed crying. It's good to know I'm worth all that. He said "Aiden, lets try to go back to being casual boyfriends." No... I'm sorry, Logan. I told him. He was my first boyfriend, my first sexual experience and the first man I truly loved. But right now I need to explore! He said he'll always be standing outside my door. He'll make me see that he loves me.
I said to him... "I will give you the same chance I am giving everyone else." What does that mean you ask? He can take me on dates. He can hang out with me, he can be my friend, he can eat my ass (He does it so well), he can hang out with me on Halloween but I am coming into my own and need to explore this world! I have done so much since I split. I have modeled naked at a pride event holding up art. I have gone to pull parties thrown by Houston's in crowd, I have gone on dates with older men. I have been rejected by hot guys ("You're too young for me!") I have made Logan submit to me to sexual please me. I am sexy. I am powerful!

My life is amazing! I love my life!

So now I am accepting applications to fill my holes! So any hot boys who wanna fuck the hell out of me and turn me into the power bottom I long to be... Please let me know!

<3 Aiden

Oh and and someone pointed out to me Logan is now blogging.... Yeah... Well I'll plug it... It'll be interesting to see if I Come up... http://www.justwhereiamrightnow.blogspot.com

Astrology. Yup... Astrology. I'm so confused.

2009-10-10T18:01:00.000-07:00
Found this on a www.gayastrology.blogspot.com

I'm an Gemini... Someone else is a Pieces a day away from Aires.
This is us with his Aires side. This is crazy accurate thus muddling my feelings even more. It's his Pieces that can be the problems with us...

When together Aries and Gemini are full of outrageous fun. Theirs is a romances without angst. Friends love to go out with them as well as gossip about them since their relationship is like a carefree and hugely entertaining sitcom. They talk and argue and make up, never sticking to one topic, never keeping to one plan. They simply follow their whims and seem quite happy to do so.

Aries and Gemini appear to be in flux at every stage of their life together. Though Aries says he is after commitment, neither he nor Gemini does much toward establishing permanence. Both make passionately effusive declarations of love, but seem baffled by what the next step should be. Even after they make a commitment, the relationship keep transforming itself into new forms to meet the changing emotional needs of Aries and Gemini.

Neither man has much of an attention span, yet each can maintain an interest in the relationship. Gemini with his lightning fast mind and ever shifting moods is a constant challenge to Aries. Aries, in turn, brings passion and energy to the detached Gemini. These two love talking to each other more than anything else. Each finds the other's mind fascinatingly unpredictable, a kind of puzzle one wants to spend a long time trying to solve.

The pair does share a restlessness. Moving, vacations, new activities – they will latch on to anything that can pull them away from old habits. Their many social commitments and their pursuit of new acquaintances are also intended to kept them from falling into a rut.

Because their life together goes through so many changes without moving in any one clear direction, outsiders might think that this couple is stuck. But owning property, living more upscale, and acquiring status are less important to these two than having an interesting time together. Some might label this as immaturity; others might call it enlightenment. Still, Aries will get frustrated at times with Gemini's aimlessness, while Gemini seethes over Aries' boorish brashness, which he thinks holds them back. In truth, both of them reinforces these traits in the other, so any "progress" in lifestyle is going to come from the effort of one individual, not from the two working together.

What this pair calls physical affection, most of us would consider goofing off. And what they call sex, most of us would also consider goofing off. Aries and Gemini treat sex as recreation rather than anything heavy, so their lovemaking is giddy and varied. They often switch roles and positions, but in general Aries likes to be the pursuer and Gemini the tease. Much more attention, and much more pleasure, is taken in the preliminaries than in sexual act themselves.

In dealing with the world, Aries and Gemini can be naïve. Intensely social, they interact with many people as a couple. However, neither is suspicious by nature, so it is hard for them to judge who their real friends are. This couple is particularly prone to breakups engineered by some manipulator in their social circle. Preying on Aries' jealousy and Gemini's flirtatiousness is enough to drive the wedge. Gemini is usually the first to catch on to what is happening, but Aries is the one who works hardest to patch things up.

Advice I've gotten:

[20:10] SNHERE: be open and honest about everything you are feeling, within reason that is
[20:10] SNHERE: maybe you should take him back
[20:10] SNHERE: and just have better communication skills
[20:10] SNHERE: talk to him about stuff like this
[20:11] SNHERE: Just be like, I feel like there is a problem
[20:11] SNHERE: and then talk about it
[20:11] SNHERE: be proactive, not reactive

I Don't Think It Is Supposed To Be This Way....

2009-10-07T18:13:00.000-07:00
The world is a strange place for me these days. There is so much freedom in it and at times it can feel like a prison. I am free but still a prisoner. There are good days and there are bad. There are days that I just can't stop texting Logan and moments I just wish he wouldn't text me. (It's mutual.) I know, I know, I know, everyone tells us to not talk for awhile if we want to be friends. They say to give each other room to breath. But it's not that simple. You can't go from talking to someone every day and holding them every to quitting them cold turkey. Granted I haven't seen him in about a week... but I want to... and I don't want to... but I do want to... but I shouldn't... but I have to... This is my mind at the moment...

You can offer up all the advice you want but I don't think it will change my mind much. Though recently I've engaged in some, what some would call, destructive behavior, but don't worry I am smart about it and just having fun. I've also found comfort in the arms and on the dick of another recently single friend. I just gotta keep my time (and holes) filled and the pain will go away I suppose.

I am supposed to go see him tomorrow. I may cancel. Sorry babe. I just don't know if I can handle it right now.

Okay... so two huge things in my life... A Huge Production Company wants to work with me... But I may really alter my life in January... But they said they'd be willing to wait till next summer so I really may get a chance to become a big person in the biz. So much in the air right now it is scary. And I'll make the announcements as soon as I know more! (Or it is all in stone.)

<3 Aiden

Where I Am Right Now...

2009-10-05T12:54:00.000-07:00
Okay guys... So here it is. I promised to share all of the details of my life with you and here is something that tears me up as I type it. It's over. Logan and I ended our relationship.

We have been apart since last Tuesday when I decided that I don't know who I am anymore, where I am going to be, or even who I want to be. So much of my life is living in this moment and I have found myself in a whirlwind of cataclysmic events since the summer of '08 there has always been something knocking me down, over, and over, and over, and over again. I came out and my parents disown me, my school leans on me and makes my life difficult. I can't get a break when it comes to classes, it is always something. I do porn and I am singled out by people for absolutely no reason other then the facts they are bullies and somehow picking on me makes them feel more secure. I've had my ups and downs with Logan and just someone all of this combined has gotten to be too much. It's like an internal combustion burning me up from the inside.

I don't mean to sound like a whiny drama queen but it has just been so much for my heart to handle over the last 20 months. Somethings in my life have to change. So why Logan you ask? Alot of you have been really supportive over the last week about my choices and helped me talk out the things I am feeling. I just decided that I love Logan, but I am not in love with Logan. We shared a small room at his parents house, the only time I could get me time alone was like at one in the morning in the television room or at the gym. People were always home and always talking or making noise. It killed our sex life. Its not comfortable to have sex in a house when someone could walk by the bedroom and hear it. So sex became few and far between and when we did have it, it had to be quick so that no one came home and heard us. The age difference did start to get to me as well. I can't go to the places Logan and his friends like to go so I'd often volunteer to go dance at the local club and they could meet me after. Soon, Logan being gone for a drink or two would lead to him and his friends being gone for hours. And the little comments he would always make. I'm your boyfriend not your friend! (He later apologized for this when he realized how he was behaving.)

Now please don't get me wrong. Logan IS an amazing person. He has been my protector, my provider (even now that we are broken up he is looking out for me), he has been my best friend, my dance partner, my companion, and my lover. In fact, I used to be a meek boy who didn't like to leave his room, because there wasn't video games or magic cards out there... I am no where near that person I used to be and I owe a huge majority of that to him. He would push, and push, and push, and push me to do things outside of my comfort zone and I thank him so much for that. In fact, you should too! There would be no Aiden Ash if it hadn't been for Logan!

Where are we going from here? Well... We had dinner and it went so well. He brought me flowers we talked and agreed at this point in our lives it would be best for me if I left for awhile. We are still going to be friends and I hope we are still best friends. I can not imagine my life without him in it and I hope he feels the same about me. I still want him to be an active part of my porn career and have him actively help me with the business side. I still need him and the people who come with him in my life. (Even though I don't know where that will be.) So for the moment he is down but not out.

Just for those of you who are going to ask: No, Logan is not doing good. He's going through his stages and being incredibly moody. (According to friends he doesn't eat or sleep much so his eyes look like a crack whores. Sorry to all you crack whores.) I know he will pull through this. I text him to check up on how he is doing, and we are going to try to hang out in a group next week to see if it works. (Which I hope it does. I can't not have him around, plus he can't beat Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2 without me!) So for those of you who IM and Tweet with him be nice and uplifting, he is spending some time getting to know the Wyler boys better so that should help him get his head back in the game.

As for me... Well my Mom came down to spend a few days with me! I think we are on the road to recovery! I'm having a wonderful time with her, nice dinners, Broadway shows, hanging out together in a really nice hotel room in town. So I am excited... We made an agreement as a family to put the last year and half's hostilities behind us and start anew. I am living with a friend in Houston, who said I can stay as long as I need to and he enjoys not being alone in a big house. (I also stay with the Wylers in their new home (beautiful by the way) for the times I just need to get out and have some fun.) I really do miss Logan, but I am going to stick to my guns and discover who I am as an independent person and am not closed to the idea of maybe one day being with Logan again if our hearts ever meld back together. It's terrifying to be where I am but I know it'll be good.

Thanks for being there for me... No really, all of your comments, concerns and phone calls have really helped me through this. It is going to be hard. I am going to have dark moments. He was my first, he was my first boyfriend, and one of my best friends. In the end I will come out a stronger person for this and so will he. (And for all you Logan fans, he isn't going to be gone. I'll still do updates about him and all that jazz.)

Alright... I think I am done. Here is my heart guys. Any advice, comments, or possibly naked photos of you are appreciated...

<3 Aiden

(Oh, and I have some really big and excited porn news. Like HUGE NEWS! But more on that later.)

Time For Some Tough Choices...

2009-10-03T16:35:00.000-07:00
Okay... Logan is about to pick me up. We're going to have a talk. I don't know where it is going to go. My heart hurts.

"You Can't Spell Break-Up Without Break."

2009-09-30T19:06:00.000-07:00
Okay guys... Truth time.

I've been struggling with some personal issues. Logan. We are on a break. Out of the blue I know. It kind of was for me too. I just woke up yesterday and realized, I don't think I love him anymore. I mean I still love him as a person, but I'm not in love with him. I think. I dunno. Just so much in my life is in shambles. My job, my schooling, my career, my family. I dunno. Logan just is the easiest to let go.

He just always would make little comments, and I know to him they were innocent but they really hurt me. Maybe I should have said something to him but I dunno if he would have stopped. The other night he went out with Matt and I danced at the club and they were going to meet me later. I felt better in that two hours alone than I did with him. My selfesteem was way up.

Also at his place its like I share a small bedroom with him and a house with his family. I don't have a place I can go and just turn my music up and think. I know I had it good there, no rent, or food, or bills, but I just had to get out to think for a bit.

I told Logan it's a break. But I have a feeling it could be a break up.

I feel bad though, Logan's friends say he is a mess. Apparently in class he just stares at the floor, and he tears up alot. I feel kinda bad because I called into the radio station to make a comment and he randomly had that station on and heard me and apparently upset him more.

I told him we will talk. And we will. When I am ready.

I don't know what to do. He texts me and he apologizes for everything he's ever done wrong. But he just doesn't get it. I don't even know if I do. What do I do guys?

This guy is so important to me but I don't know where he fits anymore?

<3 Aiden

Time For A Quick One...

2009-09-29T10:58:00.000-07:00
Hey guys sorry it has been over a week. We've had some issues at home. Logan gets really bad migraines and is showing the same symptoms his Grandmother showed before she had brain clotting and passed. So we've been doing the R&R thing and need to get him to the doctor next week for a CatScan and all that jazz. (Not to mention and ENT for his jacked up vocal cords.)

And on the weekends I've been hitting the club scene hardcore. I know I should take the five minutes to update. Lots to talk about. I may have to hold out on some of it for later.

I've spent ALOT of time at the Wyler house hanging out with the guys as Logan does his sleep alot thing at home. We are working on getting me a contracted job come January so I can do some porn again. I guess it hasn't been that long but a month and a half feels like it has been forever!

I am still without a power cord that is why the updates are far and few between. Not exactly wanting. Www.AidenAsh.com to be one of the family computers most visited sites!

Okay, if I don't update tonight I promise I'll give you a REAL update tomorrow.

<3 Aiden

Things are of the strange sorts.

2009-09-19T11:17:00.000-07:00
So I'd like to start off by saying this whole not having a lap top and having to use the family computer is for the birds. I much prefer being able to pound these things out in my little hole at the top of the stairs, it makes it more private and they are not rushed!

Britney was amazing! They were not third row tickets... They were VIP "In The Zone" (Basically six feet from the stage.) The whole show was a spectacle. Circus acts, Magic Acts, Singing, Hot men in leather. I think the show was more designed for our people than anyone. Lots of hottie grinding on each other, hell I think it was required in their contracts to present their bulge to the audience at least twice per show! And it was homo city in our little VIP section. Everything from twinkies, to oldies, to thugs, yes their were two thug gay boys! (One of which had three tear drops on his face. Intimidating!) Overall the concert was amazing, we lost our voices and days later our ears are still ringing.

There was one thing that bothered me at the concert though. A christian group was standing out front with signs "Gays go to hell." "Homosexuality is a sin." "Marriage is one man and one woman." I mean it is whatever really, those things are so common place at any event homosexuals gather at in Houston but what really bugged me was that a little boy who couldn't be more then ten or eleven was holding one of the signs... I mean let the boy make up his own mind if he wants to go down the bigot path or not. So we and by we I mean our friend Matt did the only thing one could have done in that situation. Asked to take a picture holding their signs! (Which I'll post soon. Along with the rest of the decent concert pictures. We aren't sure where the connector cable is. Lack of the proper cords is kind of common place in our life these days.)

So I love my new job. It is fantastic. I'm teaching small kids at a @*#(!)$@, a job Mason and Marcus' roomie got me. So it is fantastic because they like me because they like me because I am little and I love hanging out with them. (Do you think their parents would flip out if they knew their their teacher did porn?) Speaking of porn I haven't heard back from the guy about that possible opportunity, so Logan and I are gonna find some cute guys and take some sex shots for Dudes Nude and the blog and start the tiresome process of submitting myself to multiple companies looking for work. It is a really discouraging process because there are no "No Thanks" or "We are interested but..." in this biz. So, a lot of times you don't know if you got something until weeks later. But unlike the boys at Unzipped suggested a few months back, I'm not just a blogger, I'm just struggling to find work. (I was watching porn from the 70's and realized I have a 70s porn body, somewhere along the line we went from slim muscles to a jock dominated industry. But that is a blog for another time.)

And finally I am in love with a go-go boy from JRs and South Beach. He was very talkative to our group before and after his gig. Like after he got dressed he came out and just sat and talked to us. (So would it have been weird to see if he wanted to get a bite to eat with the group? There were like 6 of us. Let me know.)

<3 Aiden

A Few Things....

2009-09-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

1.) THIRD ROW BRITNEY TONIGHT! I AM SO EXICTED! I will get to visit R.J. Danver's "Britney Land" he kept talking about when he saw it! We are gonna go early and try to get "Get in the Zone!"

2.) I got a job! Mason And Marcus Wyler's Roommate got me a job! It's a fun gig! They basically told me to get to work after my interview! So I'm really excited I don't have to go back into the food industry!

3.) I'm not updating as much until we (Logan and I) buy new power cords for our Mac Powerbooks. (I am on the family PC. Does anyone know how to delete Safari's history files?)

4.) Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2 is AMAZING! Fan boys, GET IT!

5.) I have some real posts in me and will do my best to get them up tomorrow. And Logan wrote a paper on gay men and Super Heroes that I'd love to post if I can persuade him!

Alright Boys! I promise to be back soon....

<3 Aiden

BRITNEY!!!!!!

The Morning After

2009-09-13T10:44:00.000-07:00
So last night at South Beach they were doing a tribute to Britney Spears. All Britney songs and videos all night. The highlight of my night though was Derrick Barry a Britney impersonator who was on America's Got Talent and he IS Britney it was phenomenal. Well we went out with Matt and a bunch of our crew and there was a drawing to win Third Row tickets to THE CIRCUS on Wednesday. Matt's friend won! So jealous! So jealous! But once we (Logan and I) got over being bitter we were so excited for her. So then, (keep in mind we just had met this girl tonight) she makes the offer to Logan, that if we just buy her two tickets to anywhere in the arena she will trade us for her third row tickets since she knows we wanted to go so bad and she just wants to see it. Her kindness is jaw dropping! My year was made last night! So, there is a 90% chance we will be doing this trade! (If she changes her mind I won't hold it against her, but I certainly will be a tad bit disappointed!)

So the night was fantastic... Lots of dancing and merriment being made and I am debating if I should forgive my friends Mason and Marcus Wyler for being like in the next building over and not texting me to say hi! For real bitches if you wanna have dinner parties you better tell your buddy Aiden hello! (I am just giving them a hard time, I love those boys!)But over all I am really excited about Wednesday! Anyone else going to the Houston show? Let me know guys!

As far as the job search is going... I had an interview with Buckle on Thursday and I will be getting an e-mail either tomorrow or Tuesday to see if I have employed or not. It'd be a fantastic week if I do get a job and to the see concert! Also this week I am hitting the gym really hard and am gonna take some photographs to send out to porn agencies. I seriously can't remember the last time I applied anywhere. I relied on other people to get me work and that sticks me in the boat I am in now. I think I'm gonna try something that may advance my Adult career, or it could set it back. But at the rate things trickle one or two every few months I don't think it would really change much in my life!

And I'd like to address a comment that was approved in my previous excited entry and I don't mean to be bitchy, but Anon, I do love you coming to my page to see me and what's up in my life and if all you are here for is to see me naked, that is totally great with me and you can find all those photos if you click on the link Photo Sets below. But that does kinda kick me into gear I need to be out there taking some sex photos for the blog!

Aight Guys I Got A Ton Of Stuff To Do Today!
<3 Aiden

2009-09-13T02:47:00.001-07:00
99% PERCENT CHANGE I WILL HAVE THIRD ROW BRITNEY SPEARS TICKETS!

that is all!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Not What It Was Supposed To Be

2009-09-11T12:23:00.001-07:00
Okay guys, so Logan broke my power cord... Logan broke his power cord... We have no power cords. I have no job. (Fingers crossed for Buckle.) So it could be a few days between blogs, or I will just hijack the Wyler's laptop when I am over there. (I think there is supposed to be a dinner party at some point this weekend.) So what an amazing week is it going to be? Britney Spears party at South Beach (The Dance Club), Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2, Great Marvel Comics lineup, Wolverine Origins on DVD, and THE BRITNEY SPEARS CIRCUS TOUR is back in town!!! There was a lot more to this post about some drama that keeps surfacing... But I am not gonna post about it I have decided. But it was therapeutic to get it all out. I'll just draft it for I guess.

I'd blog more but I spent an hour and a half on the hidden blog so I may post more later. I may not. I'm just drained.

Love you guys.

Aiden

Just A Little Case Of Death...

2009-09-09T18:21:00.000-07:00

Hey guys... So the last few days I've been busy... Dying in bed. I looked and sounded like a Chipmunk. The I'm not afraid of germs Logan locked me in the bedroom and threw a bunch of rented DVD movies at me. I guess I can't blame him too much for sleeping across the house and burning the holy cross in the threshold of the bedroom. But I am 85% better and visited the Wyler's new home and had my third interview, I am pretty sure I got it!

I also got a call today about a possible gig soon... But I am not gonna count my chickens before they are hatched. Cliche I know...

Okay... Okay... Stuff... Stuff...

I really have enjoyed the conversations going on in the comments. And don't worry about Logan's feelings, he approved most of those comments not me!

But I will be back for real real tomorrow! Hopefully I'll be 100% tomorrow

<3 Aiden

"I know where I've been..."

2009-09-05T10:18:00.001-07:00
It's been a trying week for me. Between the looking for jobs, the drugs, and the Wylers I've been pretty mentally exhausted. So let's get this thing started.
I make no secret of the fact that I live with Logan and his family, you can laugh if you want but it is really a great arrangement and I really enjoy living with my foster family. There really are not real rules except we have to do dishes and clean up once in a while. It is like renting a room I don't have to pay for. (Or if you ask Logan, one I don't have to clean.) But anyone who knows me would know that Logan's family is more like my first family now, since my other family seems to think I'm the anti christ because of who I like to share a bed with. So this week Logan's 15 year old brother who we already knew was a pot head, leaves his door wide open with his bong and a tin of "altoids" laying out in plain view. So Logan goes in and takes it out, but sees he's MySpace is open and since we are asked to do weekly inspections of the kids room he looks at this e-mails and finds out the kid is in a mountain of trouble. Everything from who the kid is banging to who he gets his drugs from. Now, I'm not gonna tell you if its wrong or right to smoke pot, if you do that is your business, if you don't that is your business. The reason this is such an issue is A.) There is a zero tolerance policy for anything illegal in this house. B.) The kid is into alot more then pot. (Acid, Cocaine, and other nasties. Forgive me if those nasties are your pleasures, they're just not mine.) C.) He is repeating his freshman year of high school because he didn't pass because he skipped so much to go do these fun little drugs or would get high in school and would sit the whole day in DMC. So that was a huge issue around here this week. Oh, and last night Logan's Mom gets her camera back from the 15 year old and it turns out the idiot took photos of him and all his 15 year old friends with bongs and getting high on her camera and forgot to delete them! This kid is on the fast track to success I think!

The job search. Logan has forced me to ride with him every where he goes and drives through every strip center we come to and makes me run inside for applications. (Unfortunately most places are now doing online applications, which is frustrating because I am prettier in person than I am on paper.) So I have been going back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, to places. I had three interviews that went no where. Hell, one even mailed me a letter of regret. I would have much rather been told no on the phone when I called then to get the perfumed postcard that told me with roses and smiles that they were "Impressed by my talent and what I have to offer, but (they) just can't use it at this time." Fuck you, you're a story for fat ladies anyway. (Forgiveness asked from all the fat ladies.) But those of you who follow me on Twitter will know that I had two job interviews from the same company. It isn't the most glamorous job in the world but it'll do for now. Okay... Here it goes... I have my third interview for a restaurant called STRAIGHTS. I'm not even joking. Logan's family will not stop hassling me about this. Come on everyone get your gay jokes out of your system. I'll wait...

You done?

How about now?

Okay, so anywho, I have my third interview and it is in a really upscale area so it should be good money.

But Aiden what about porn you ask? Well, I am still doing porn! I just have not been able to be as active as I'd like because a few things. I have to have a steady income or they are gonna take Iron Lad (My car) away from me! And I can't drive Iron Lad if I am not insured! (Does anyone know where the name Iron Lad comes from?) And I would have not had to get rush to get a job if the person who was acting as my agent had not just abandoned me. Supposedly I was supposed to have a shoot the last weekend of August. Well, after no e-mail contact back to me or not calling back after I called him probably 20 times I figured the shoot, (My bills for September) were not gonna happen and I had to go out on the job search. I know... I know... Everyone has to get a job but that just makes it harder for me to do porn work. (And no I will not name any names in this scenario, I will just learn from it and not do anything with this company again. It has almost been a month and since I last heard from them.) But never fear, I have plenty of work out there that is still going to be posted. I am going to take this down time to work on my body and put things first that I had put on the back burner. I guess I really never took this whole recession thing into consideration for real real... I live in Houston and our economy is booming down here. The only real effects we can see are things done from companies with their national headquarters are somewhere other than here. So long story short --- Yes I want to still do porn. But I gotta put my "survival" first.

And now the big one... We went to a house party last night. It was good times. All of our local crew getting together for some Drinking, Rock Band, and Steak And Shake. But this guy was there Tyler and he was invited by Logan. He has known Logan longer then I have and I know Logan used to have some serious crushage on him. So last night they spent most of the night drunk and alone together out on the patio while we were inside playing drinking games. I'm really not trying to be the jealous paranoid woman, (Forgiveness asked from all jealous paranoid women) but I dunno what was so interesting outside that wouldn't have been just as interesting inside. Then after we got home at 4:30 am, Logan was continuing to text Tyler till well past I went to sleep. I asked Logan what on Earth could be so interesting that late in the early morning. He said they were continuing their discussion on Christian Salvation and Homosexuals... What's your take on this guys?

And finally The Wylers... Well, I'm not always a Wyler boy. Sometimes I'm in the club sometimes I am not. Right now they are in the middle of a big move, (They chose to move closer to me so I can see them more!) so WylerNation will be up and running soon I think. If not I can try to keep you updated on what's going on with them but I can't tell you everything since it's not my place to be the town gossip. But if you ask me... I think... Nah, nevermind. ;)

<3 Aiden

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A sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, day....

2009-08-31T21:58:00.000-07:00
I'm not even lying, I had a really fun blog planned for today. It was gonna feature me naked and having sex... But this morning I was woken up but a very distraught Logan. Marvel comics is slated to be bought out by The Walt Disney Company. Slated should just be said as it will happen. Disney will buy the company for 4 Billion Dollars and pay every shareholder 30 dollars for every share of Marvel they own. There is going to be a shareholders meeting to vote on the future of Marvel, but more importantly what will happen with their portfolio of 5,000 characters? I've been reading a ton of articles about what little news is out there with this just being an offer and I believe MTV.Com offers some of the best thought provoking questions...

Will Marvel dumb down its adult story lines?

Will the racy and gay characters disappear or be faded out?

I don't think this will happen because as they bring up, Disney does have some more adult oriented story lines and shows. (Desperate Housewives, Ugly Betty, The Soaps.) But I guess any true fan boy would be a bit nervous when a Cinderella Captain America cross over is just an e-mail away. It was a long day reading e-mails and getting my nerves rattled, so I had to go out and buy myself some graphic novels.

Oh, and what Universal Studios, Island's Of Adventures .... They host Marvel Super Hero Island, and Spider Man is their mascot! Universal is Walt Disney Worlds biggest rival.

Think about it guys...

"Bros Before Hos"

2009-08-28T19:31:00.000-07:00
So tonight I sit at home due to a violation of the Bros Before Hos policy... For those of you who do not know what this is, it is the policy that you do not put your hormonal urges before your friendships that will surely outlast your fling. So since someone put their hopes and in a man and told me they didn't feel like socializing with anyone tonight. So instead of seeing what is bound to be a classic, THE FINAL DESTINATION in 3D, I am sitting here. Also, I am really feeling my age because Brent Corrigan is in town dancing and I can't go because I am so young. So I have to hit the gym so I can dance with Mason when I convince him to perform at Meteor.

Job hunting is going well, I had two interviews today. One for a waiter gig and the other is a woman's boutique. (Stop Laughing!) But hey at this point a job is a job right!

I really had a lot more to talk about but then I started watching T.V.... I'll be back tomorrow with a real post...

Whoa... Total Brain Fart.

<3 Aiden

I've taken on a big load!

2009-08-26T10:52:00.001-07:00
Hey guys sorry it has almost been a week, well half a week since my last entry. I've been so busy. I'm looking at houses with the Wyler boys and looking for a job every waking moment. (Not to mention that Logan has started school so he's not really around to kick my ass into doing my porn duties.) But all in all life is good at the moment. I kind of wish I had signed up for classes at this point since it seems like porn work will be few and far between this semester. (I'm really hoping my thing in January works out.) It's funny how one minute you're getting jobs left and right, then nothing, then another pop! Fickle industry. I guess we can't all be Mason Wyler! (Or excuse my ignorance... Who is the big thing right now?) So here I am trying to become a slave to the retail world and hitting a bunch of walls. My favorite wall was this "I love your energy and enthusiasm, I just think I have to give it to somebody else." Work will come. I just hope I don't have to go back to the coffee shop, while I enjoyed, that is Logan's thing and it is soul sucking!
Oh and in honor of back to school I think I wanna post photos of my hot college readers. So if you're hot and in college send me a pic to AidenAsh89@gmail.com and in a week or so we'll do tribute to our hot collegiate boys.
Have you picked up this month's Unzipped Magazine? If not... WHY? I'm in it!

<3 Aiden

2009-08-22T08:52:00.000-07:00
Well... It's Saturday... I was supposed to be in Florida on a shoot today but the person booking it did not even contact me back to cancel they just let it slip away without notice. That is very frustrating. I'd rather be told no then told nothing at all. But I guess that's the way it goes sometimes. So since porn work is slow for me at the moment, and twink porn pays what it pays I'm back in the game of job hunting. Due to a complicated issue at my old school I was placed under a block at my new school and unable to attend classes this semester. So this semester is going to be about improving my body and making money. Unfortunately Logan is a senior in the home stretch so he is going to be really busy with everything at school. I'm really hoping that I get to see him more this semester then last. Maybe I'll have him teach me American Sign Language so I practice with him. (Hey at least he'll talk to me!

So it's tax free weekend, be good guys! Don't get all crazy about .07 cents! Yesterday at work Logan (who works in retail) apparently lost his cool with a customer who asked for his help then didn't like his recommendation and stuck his hand in his face to shut him up. (The "talk to the hand" gesture.) For those of you who care, he walked away and refused service to her. But for those of you taking advantage of the weekend. Remember a few cents isn't worth losing your manners!

<3 Aiden

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Home, Home on the Range...

2009-08-19T09:43:00.000-07:00
(Yes, that Peter Pan was as gay as he looks.) So I'm back in Texas after a fifteen hour straight drive from Orlando. It sounds more brutal then it is. I drove for most of it and Logan slept or played video games. That sounds unfair, but when Logan drives especially at night I fear for my life and everyone's safety around us. Basically think of the lane as a game of Pong. We are the dot, and the lines are the paddles. We just bounce off each line to the other and keep doing this until I decide that it's time for me to drive. Nothing really of note happened on the way home. Well, we stopped at a LOVES TRUCK STOP and got to read the oh so clever banter of truckers and the locals of po'dunk Louisiana:

"For a good BJ ch 23 till 8pm"
"Fuck you faggot"
"Gays must die."
"Let the men have their fun."
"Fuck you."
"Fuck white faggots"
"Fuck Obama!"

This is exactly how it appeared on the wall. We went from getting a BJ to bashing Obama. Bathroom wall banter never ceases to amaze me. I thought about pulling the sharpie out of my car and joining in on the fun and then... I realized your IQ must be this low to ride, so I didn't.

I had a great vacation though! When I have a hot minute I'll flicker all 2,000 + pictures and throw the link up here for anyone who is interested. And of course I'll throw up some good ones on here! I'd like to again thank Seth for being so amazing to us on our trip and making it amazing! And I'd like to thank all the cock that squirted in my face while I was in Orlando. (Yes Mom, I was safe.) I do have one final story about sex though. I make no secret of the fact that I don't put an age cap on my men. I'll sleep with you from 18 - 55 if you're hot and have a nice cock, so when the opportunity to stay the night with a cute guy at a very posh hotel came up, Logan and I decided that we'd meet him see how it goes and if it went well we'd crash at the 5 star hotel and not some Motel 6 again. (Okay, it was gonna be a Quality Inn and I don't know if it would have been gross or not but why risk it!) So this guy ends up being really cool and we'd be talking to him all week so we decide to go up to his room for a little bit of naked fun. (Let me tell you I'd kill to have the bathroom this hotel had. KILL.) So we get down to it, Logan and him naked on top of me sucking, and doing that thing we gay boys do and it is a good time. So the guy gets me doggie style and is holding onto my shoulders making me holler when I feel something cold on his finger. Yup... A wedding ring. Am I going to hell? And am I going to hell because I didn't know I was sleeping with a married man, or because I finished him off and enjoyed it! Thanks again for the hospitality and a good fuck! That does make curious on how you guys feel about that. Is it wrong to be the "other woman"? What if you didn't know? Oh, well it was a very good time!

On the porn front, I was told by a representative that I am supposed to be shooting some scenes in Florida this weekend. He confirmed before the trip that I need to keep this weekend open to shoot some scenes so I have... But I have not heard back from him after multiple e-mails and my calls are not being answered or returned. I can read the writing on the wall and I figure that this means that the shoot is not happening. It is just so frustrating because I feel like I run into this more and more lately. The promise that never goes through. I'm not bashing on anyone, because I don't know the story on their end yet, but I just feel that if you give someone your word, or tell them something you should follow up. So please follow up guys! I'd still love to do it!

Oh and have you picked up this month's UNZIPPED MAGAZINE, I'm on page ten of it! You should go grab a copy or two for yourself and closest friends and neighbors! I'm really excited to see it myself. (I was unable to pick up a copy since I was on vacation, I shall remedy that today.)

There is also a new scene of mine up on www.BaitBuddies.com it turned out pretty good assuming it was a last minute thing for me! So go onto the site and check out it. You should buy a membership but I won't get mad at you for not doing it! The Previews show you an awful lot! So check it out! (I don't have the pull to threaten like Brent yet! Just Kidding!)

Well I think I have to go figure out school and look for a real job today... Since I'm having issues with the porn world. (Logan is gonna go back to trying to get me work... And if you can get me hooked up with a porn company please e-mail me guys!)

<3 Aiden

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Beauty And The Beast

2009-08-15T14:41:00.000-07:00
Well I am sorry that I have been so far and few between this week. Internet has been harder to come by than I thought. I have to go to a Starbucks or pay way too much for it. And when I did have it in Disney World I was looking for some special friends to come over and play with me. Which you would think would be an easier task then it was. So many married men, flakes, and worse... pure bottoms. Not exactly my thing. So when we finally found a hottie, via on-line hookup. He came over and looked nothing like his photo. He was fat and drunk as hell. I didn't invite Jack Daniels over to hook up with me. But since I hadn't cum in a week I just went with it... When he took off his pants soft... he looked like a thumb nail. There was no cock there! None! So I was praying to Jesus that he was grower not a shower. Well it grew... to about the length and width of my pinkie finger. It was NOT hot... I've never faked an orgasm but Logan and I both faked one to get that liar out of our hotel without any confrontation. So Logan ran and got a towel to "catch the cum" but the fool kept yanking it away trying t get me to cum on him. It was so awkward. Luckily Logan got a text almost as soon as the liar walked out the door from an 8 inch, uncut, British, 21 year old tourist. We decided the best way to spray our loads would be to go play with a Brit. Totally worth it.
This was not a story to get pity or to say what a slut I am it. Its a PSA saying FUCKING SEND OUT RECENT PICTURES OF YOU AND YOUR REAL DICK YOU WILL BE CAUGHT. Cocks don't get performance anxiety! Bah! I say! Bah!

I am now in the beach town of Fort Myers hanging out with Logan's family its fun. I will post all my Disney photos when I get back in town guys!

<3 Aiden

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Pics For A Reason Only We Need To Know

2009-08-12T12:51:00.000-07:00

Disney Update

2009-08-11T23:41:00.000-07:00
Monday

Wow Guys, It has a been a long fun-filled day of Disney Magic. That’s right I said it! The guy Seth, who I have mentioned a few times before (total hottie) has really pulled some strings to make this vacation more than I dreamed it could have been. V.I.P. seats for parades, know little tricks to get to re-ride some of the coasters and thrill rides quicker, was able to book us on a fireworks cruise, and is working on something really, really, cool for us to do Wednesday, oh and he taking Logan and I to the water parks on Tuesday. I am really excited for all of this. If you are gonna do Disney, you need to get to know one of their cast members. We are supposed to go out tonight to the Parliament House in Orlando, both Seth and Logan assure me it is pretty trashy so I am excited. That is right I said it, I’m excited to go to the trashy gay club! (Though at the moment, Seth’s keys are locked in his trunk and Logan says my car battery is dead. Tragic!) So it may be a stay in night or a pool night. I’m hoping it is a night for something else with two hot boys, but I don’t wanna push my luck or make things weird with Seth until I know it wouldn’t be weird to do so?
I feel so out of the loop guys! With Twitter down at the start of this week and the fact that I can’t check my e-mails or blog... Weird. This probably won’t even go out for a few days so you’ll get a shit mess of information at once! I miss you guys! Those that know my number should text me! Though I am hoping to prolong this torture and stay a few extra days after this weekend, but we will see!

Oh, and I’d like to share with you something that I shared with Seth today.... The B.A.C. pronounced back.... B.A.C stands for bombass cock! A BombAssCock is a boy that you wanna get with because he is hot, thus meaning he probably has a BombAssCock. And if doesn’t have a Bomb Ass Cock... He should. So try to use it today... Like, damn that boy is a B.A.C!

While there is a B.A.P. (Bomb Ass Pussy) that is used on women who are trying to get away with an outfit or a situation that they probably shouldn’t. For Example, today we say a B.A.P. in the Magic Kingdom. She was a very large woman whose love handle were hanging over her skinny jeans, and by the cut of her top she was telling the world... I am proud of my boobies! Tragic.

Okay, well I’m gonna go help Seth with either his car or an orgasm.. Oh and I’m gonna try to convince Logan, an 8 ounce bag of Chex Mix is not a dinner substitute.

<3 Aiden

Tuesday

Today we all went to the water park and a life guard randomly asked me if we were in the Magic Kingdom on Sunday. He was a total hottie... I was unable to get more then innocent flirts from him after that. He was always around co-workers. George at Typhoon Lagoon, get in touch with me! Seth parted ways from us today. Sad. I will miss him. He has made this trip so awesome! Today was really relaxed. We basically were in the water from start to finish, we just swam... And now looking for some hot Orlando boys to play with.... Yup I'm a slut... I'll throw some pics at ya. I will try to update tomorrow.

<3 Aiden

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Disney Vacation Part 1

2009-08-08T18:36:00.001-07:00
Hey guys! So we have an issue... My resort wants freaking 10 bucks a day for me to have the internet... Crappy internet! So I'm not going to pay it! So my blogs will be when I go somewhere when I have the net! So it could be Wednesday or till Friday! But I am taking lots of pictures I will have a complete album for you guys when I am back!

But here are the basics since I want to get back to Disney stuff!

We stopped in New Orleans for lunch but pretty much drove straight through! Logan slept... I drove. I'm scared of him driving because he drives like a ping pong ball. Hits one side of the lane then goes to the other! Our friend Seth is meeting us up tomorrow and staying with us a night or two... Hopefully that will lead to some fun photos! Okay here is the trip in a nut shell...

When I got there I wasn't sure what to make of this city NEW ORLEANS!

But I do love these ornaments! So if you're in NOLA buy me a sexy merman ornament!

But after a sub-par overpriced Pizza lunch with Logan I was hooked!

Some reasons I love New Orleans!

So then we couldn't find a hotel anywhere! So we found a really gross Motel 6. There was "Purple Drank" or vomit all over the shower wall, cum stained shower curtains, and when Logan and I got in bed the legs like broke or something crazy I was not too happy but a bed is a bed! We are safe in Orlando now and at our hotel the crazy fun starts tomorrow! I'll post some of the Disney Pictures later! Cause We wanna get to Downtown Disney before closes, haven't done much Disney today since Logan is catching up with old friends today. I'm excited though because they seem awesome! I may cave and pay for net Tuesday and do alot of pics up. Hope I talk to you guys sooner. If you are in Orlando Email me!

<3 Aiden

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Two More Days!

2009-08-05T13:54:00.001-07:00
Only two days till I fuck my way across the USA. (Not really. But there could be some of that going on... We'll see.) We depart Friday morning for a Disney/Florida vacation. Logan wants to stop at certain places along the way for photos of myself, and our friend Max. (Max always travels with Logan and has to always take photos at somewhere interesting if one comes up.) I probably won't write much while I'm on vacation but I do plan on turning the blog into a photo blog for a majority of that two weeks! So please come back, comment, heckle, whatever it is you kids are doing these days! So please check back frequently... If the situation presents itself we will post multiple times day! And if anyone is on the road from Houston to Florida or in central or southern Florida let me know! It's always great to say hello!

<3 Aiden

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The City I Love

2009-07-31T12:09:00.000-07:00
A lot of people always ask how is Houston... I found this AMAZING documentary that basically shows the Houston I know and love! Lot 8!

<3 Aiden

Dancing at Johnny's Tonight come see me!

Sorry Guys...

2009-07-26T20:54:00.000-07:00
I'm sorry about not posting I've been in a totally blah mood and planning this vacation like nonstop. I'll be in Fort Lauderdale this weekend dancing at Johnny's all weekend... If all goes well. Then I am driving back to Florida with Logan on the 7th for a week at Disney then a wedding on the 14th. Then driving back on the 17th. THEN I'm flying back to Florida the following weekend to film a scene. Lots of Florida in the next three weeks! It'll be good though.

If you wanna see what's up and I haven't blogged in a while please feel free to use my contacts! I love to hear from you guys and will respond unless something major is going on with me. I'm usually on at night.

Oh and do any Walt Disney World Cast Members read this? If so can you e-mail at AidenAsh89@gmail.com that'd be great!

But I'm gonna go back to my little cave right now, I will try to get things back on track tomorrow.

<3 Aiden

Oh and the weird ass pictures just prove to me Logan needed to take summer school instead of photoshopping all day:

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Waiting... Waiting... Waiting....

2009-07-21T19:25:00.000-07:00
Waiting is the theme of my life right now. It isn't necessarily a bad thing, it is just a thing. I'm in between gigs. (Though I have one in Mid-August) I'm waiting on Disney. (Which we'll see how I end up paying for that.) I'm waiting to hear back from some companies if they want to work with me or not. I'm waiting for something I am really excited about in September. I am waiting for January and hoping something happens that is slated. And I am waiting for Logan's store keys at work while he is at home sleeping. Like I said, not a bad thing, just a thing.

So we have confirmed a vacation to Florida in August. Logan and I will be in Orlando Aug 8 - 14 then to some random beaches then back to Houston. We are gonna drive because there is something about driving that can make you feel relaxed like nothing else can. There will be a plethora of photos from this trip and it will be a lot of fun. As I said earlier, the trip's funding is up in the air but anything could happen right? (Fingers crossed!) It will be a nice relaxing trip before I have to go back to Florida for a shoot.

I have applied somewhere tonight but I don't wanna say anything as not to jinx it. So that is it as far as Aiden news go. Tomorrow is comic book day. Nothing too big going on this week soooo here are some more photos!

<3 Aiden

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A Hunch...

2009-07-20T23:45:00.000-07:00
I just thought since I dunno maybe we haven't seen my work in a while I'd post some of it just for shits and giggles... (And Other Things)

There is my DVD POPPING HIS CHERRY

And my work for Boy Fun:

Don't forget I'm on Boy Crush:

Also the small time stuff I did when I got Mega Sexy for Unzipped:

There is also my time with Broke Straight Boys that will be released soon, and a few projects I can't talk about yet.

I mean... I'm just saying...

Enjoy the photos boys. And BOO-YAH, you know who you are.

Dear Mom and Dad...

2009-07-20T09:32:00.000-07:00
Someone messaged me on Meebo the other day and asked me a question that actually had never occurred to me before. Well, the scenario had never really crossed my mind. They asked, how did it go down when I told my parents that I do pornography. The thought has never crossed my mind... Telling my parents I did pornography would probably end up with my mother having a heart attack or throwing holy water on me. (My Biological parents are a bit intense when it comes to religion.) Now on the flip side my Mom and Dad in Texas (Logan's parents) are a little more liberal but I still don't think I could tell them that I do porn. There is that stigma attached to it still. And of course most Mom's and Dad's that have no interaction with the gay community have the very ignorant point of view that people in the pornography industry are automatically slated to get HIV. We all know the truth is ANYONE who engages in sex with multiple partners on or off camera is at a higher risk for conception of the virus. (Most companies I have worked for require testing before a shoot or proof of testing, in fact one company I am slated to work for in January requires me to have a six month history of being HIV negative before I can sign on to work with them.) So no... My biological parents and my Texas parents do not know that I do porn.

This is where it gets tricky. I recently quit my job at the hotel, that way I could have a free schedule to do what I needed to do in the porn world. (What can I say June was a great month for me!) Granted, I am going back to work in the Fall, but it has to be a job that is very flexible that basically I tell them when I am working. (And I actually have found it, now I just have to bag the interview.) So it has been a little tough to explain where I disappear to sometimes. I've visiting family quite a bit in the past year, if you get my drift. Funny story actually, I stupidly left my Twitter open and Logan's Dad walked by and said, "Whoa, what exactly are you trying to sell there Aiden." It was an awkward moment.

Though I have talked to some porn stars who parents knew exactly what they did for a living. Heck, one of them said his mom was his agent for a bit. Then there are people I know who are the same scenario as me. Living at home and its just not talked about.

It is a really tricky balancing act... and hard to explain how all this money keeps popping up when I'm unemployed! I guess I'll just have to keep "dancing at Johnny's!"

I'll try to get on here tonight and post again. To make up for the serious lack of posting this month. And again sorry about the comments having to be approved now. Just having to delete too many of the rude for no reason ones.

<3 Aiden

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90 Minutes In Heaven...

2009-07-18T20:26:00.000-07:00
Picture it if you will, a hot steamy summer night in July. Downtown Houston home of beautiful architecture, marvelous art, a hell of a lot of homeless people and The House Of Blues. Inside the Bronze Peacock room awaited my destiny. The man of my dreams, sorry Logan... Mr.Jay Brannan. For those of you who don't know the music of Jay Brannan. 1.) Shame on you. 2.) After reading this go to iTunes and purchase his new album IN LIVING COVER 3.) Let me introduce you to him. Jay was born in Houston Texas, before being shipped off to Canada, only to be brought back to Texas to finish high school. He writes and plays his own music which he produces on his own label GREAT DEPRESSION RECORDS. Jay does not do happy music (his words not mine.) but has a sweet and charming personality on stage. His comedic timing is perfect and not forced at all, sometimes I think that he's not even trying to be funny. If you were to see his laugh your heart would sing it is such a lovely sight. Okay, okay, okay, I'm doting over him! I'll stop. But for real check him out. He is one of the two men Logan said I'm allowed to leave him for. (You know who you are other one!)

The show was perfect. We always get there early to sit by the stage. I think both times we've been five feet from him. Creepy.. Nah.. Just devoted and we get great photos of him. The venue though was incredibly rude to him, they were trying to run him off stage when he was going to do an encore, and some drunk asses at the bar were yelling mid show. If you know anything about Jay he's a soft spoken guy. It was totally not cool that people were being so rude to him.

After the show Logan and I got to meet Jay again. And it is so adorable because when it comes your turn he puts his hand out and says... Hi I'm Jay. He's so humble its adorable. And he won't let you leave without giving him a hug.

Jay Brannan. I love you. I would give up my dirty sinful porn lifestyle for you.

In other news::::: CONFIRMED WORK! I AM A WHITE BOY IN AMERICA WITH A JOB!!!!!

Also I have changed the comments to where I have to approve them. Sorry guys... I just have been getting some nasty ones... I'll approve some zingers but stuff that is just hurtful you can save it for PerezHilton.Com!

<3 Aiden

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Well....

2009-07-17T23:43:00.000-07:00
I'm Sorry I've Been Gone I Have A Good Reason: r
More Saturday....

Ready... Set... Vent!

2009-07-15T21:52:00.000-07:00
I am sitting here thinking about what to write to you today. I don't have much. I mean there is stuff I can write about but most of it I shouldn't write about. I am very... Frustrated for a lack of a better word. And what makes it even more frustrating is I can't talk about most of it. Well, I could but I want to stay professional. But between people thinking I'm trying to use their thunder to get ahead, and lack of some crucial communication I have had a really long day. Today, Logan and I were gonna get some photos of my friend who wants to do porn but didn't really hear much from him until he canceled. It wasn't a huge deal because he had a good reason for bailing, but I just felt it was the icing on a day that just proved that when things start going your way there are things that will push against you. I think a lot of this is that June was such a fantastic month for me... and July is just doldrums. Worst of all, the vacation Logan and I planned to Florida in August may not happen! While funding is a very small issue... A shoot that was supposed to happen at the end of July may be happening the week in August that we have been planning our trip. So it is just like... Do I work? Do I cancel? Logan is totally supportive and understanding but it just sucks that I may be the reason he didn't get to go on the trip he had been saving for for a little under a year. There is also the stress of do we book the hotel room now and risk losing money or do we wait and see when the shoot is and risk the hotels filling up... And here is a fun one. I've lost my ID in the last few days so I have to be able to prove my age at shoots. Whooo.. And that is just the non work related stuff! Sorry this turned in a let it all out session!

And in other news! Today I did talk with Chi Chi! I won't tell you the contents of that conversation but I will say... What a sweet lady! Lots of things that made me happy came from those e-mails. That is all I am gonna say about that for now...

Also, does anyone in the Houston area know someone who makes costumes professionally? Logan and I really wanna get started on our Halloween costumes now that way we can invest some time and money into them. Just shoot me an email at AidenAsh89@gmail.com

Sorry about all the randomness of this one guys!

<3 Aiden

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For putting up with me I'm gonna throw in a few photos from the spur of the moment photo shoot Logan and I had today!

I hope that makes us okay again. You and me...

I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends....

2009-07-14T10:02:00.000-07:00
Well it has happened... An event so big that sites like Gay.Com, Unzipped.Net, hell CNN.Com will pick it up. Today I will hit 100,000 views. While this may not seem like a huge deal to all of you, it is a huge deal to me. It means lots of you guys have checked me out and taken the time to see what I had to say. Which is pretty damn cool!

I'm sorry I haven't blogged in the past two days. I've kinda been a bum. Yesterday Logan and I and his mother checked out ICE AGE 3. I wasn't a fan of the first one but I gotta say I got some good laughs out of the third! I'd recommend it if you're looking for some light hearted fun. I'm blogging early because today is: Logan's Mom birthday, A date with the Wyler boys, and Harry Potter 6... It is going to be a busy day. Maybe that is why I haven't left my bed yet... Because once I do it is ready set go... and go... and go... and go... and it won't stop until 4 am. Then I have to get up around noon and meet with my friend who wants to get into porn because we are going to get photos of him to send out to agencies and sites. We also have a little shoot in mind that will make certain porn stars jealous they didn't think of it first! It is going to be a busy week with stuff like that. Tomorrow we're doing one friend and Friday we are going to photograph another friend. So I should have lots of new photos up by next week. I recently just did an interview with another blogger so I'll keep you updated on all that. Anywho boys... and girls... I will TRY to post tonight but I really have to get this day rolling!

<3 Aiden

Oh this is what Logan did to my 100,000 image when he found it on the computer. Click it to make it full size.

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The Evils Of Aiden Ash...

2009-07-11T17:33:00.001-07:00
"He should be 'Boy-cotted' for this. He is an example of everything that's wrong with L.A. and it's general mentality." This is a comment that was left on Unzipped.net when they responded to my letter to Chi Chi. I'd first like to clarify, I've never been to Los Angeles in my life. My mentality is hardly L.A. because I'm about half a country away from it. This really got the gears in my head going because, at the risk of beating a dead horse, it makes me think of how easy it is to throw stones at people you know nothing about. The letter to Chi Chi was in general good fun and if she responds, awesome, if she does not, I still adore her! The way I go about thinking about my porn career is that is about taking risks and doing things to get noticed. If any of you follow Andy Kay's blog, he makes a comment that they get so many applications in that they can't even bring out half the people they want to. Think about that for a moment. There are hundreds of boys a day applying for jobs in the industry. Hundreds of boys willing to get naked and have sex for your jerking pleasure. We are all replaceable. Can you name many porn stars from ten years ago? Heck, can you name some of the guys randomly thrown into DVDs that are just more bodies for the orgy scene? A lot of us look the same naked and I think after seeing cock, after cock, after cock... A casting agent starts to see the same cock in every photo. What are you going to do to stick out?
While I tried to pick out a porn name that is memorable, and "hot". It is just a name and there has to be an image or a reputation behind that name that is going to make the companies call me and not give the next guy a call. So as for my Letter to Chi Chi. I do think it was a little bold of me to do over my blog, and it was something Logan and I talked about for a while but we've yet to know the results either way. But that is the same as my little adventure for Unzipped. It was something I didn't know if I should do or not and ended up getting me attention and positive results (more on that later), heck at the club a guy remembered who I was and said my cheeto shoot cracked him up. (I got a free energy drink out of that one and didn't even have to wear it.) I've always said if you can't have fun doing porn why are you doing it at all? Like last night I went to a club in Houston and stripped in a contest and it was nothing but catty fighting and bitchiness all night long amongst the dancers. It just wasn't fun! Until lately I've been stripping at South Beach on Wednesday nights (they are no longer doing that) and I have a blast the dancers dance with each other and compliment each other. It is such a good time. But due to my life motto, I won't be going back to the bar I danced at last night because it just wasn't a good time. The money was okay. But I didn't have fun doing it. So why do it?
Porn is about taking risks to get noticed, just like any other performing gig in the world. I will continue to take the risks and I will enjoy it. In fact I am ready for my next big challenge which I believe the boy's at Unzipped have offered to present to me and .... well... I'll just leave the ellipses. So mock me if you will, tease me, and snicker under your breath because Aiden Ash is one fun kid, with a personality that is larger than life.
But don't get me wrong I very much so believe in professionalism and business conduct on and off the set, so I will be going through the formal channels to apply with Ms.LaRue. Just as I do with any director or site I speak with or elude to. I'm no Mason Wyler so I can't just say hire me and it's done. But that's what I'm hoping for one day! If not... I have been having a hell of a lot of fun!

<3 Aiden

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Dear Ms. LaRue....

2009-07-10T00:11:00.000-07:00
Dear Chi Chi,
I figured in this world of so many porn stars and boys who want to rise up in the industry I should introduce myself to you. My name is Aiden Ash and I would love to work with you. Now before you click the X button at the top of the screen because I am sure that you get a million and one guys coming to you telling you the same thing, I think you should hear me out. I am a fan of your work, honestly anyone with a penis and an ounce of gay in them knows you are one of, if not the best at what you do. Seeing as you are the queen of all gay porn, it only makes sense to be prepared to do what it takes to get an audition with you. Recently, I was subjected to the sick and twisted minds at Unzipped.net which ended up with myself naked and covered in snack food. If I can do this for Unzipped I can do what I need to for the attention of the woman who keeps the world jerking.
I'm a bottom who has an enormous appetite for cock but an even bigger appetite to be a part of quality porn. My body is a constant work in progress. (I'm being whipped into shape by my friend who is big in the industry so I can promise you it's a porn star's work out.) I am also a model who while I believe am a lot of fun to work with, believe that pornography is a business and should be treated as such. I have around 12 scenes under my belt and some in the works but none have compared to what it would be to work with one of greats. (Sorry guys!) Below are a few of my recent photos for you to check out:

So Ms.LaRue I inquire of you what task, what action, what words, would it take for Aiden Ash to get an audition to possibly be added into your amazing repertoire of work. Just let me know and it shall be done.

<3 Aiden Ash

And for all of you ignorant gays out there who don't know the icon that is Chi Chi LaRue (Pronounced She She) you should totally bone up on your knowledge. Most of you know I'm a gay history buff and Chi Chi is someone who is destined for the history books. She moved to California from Minnesota to do drag and got a job doing administrative work at porn company and was able to work her way from the desk, to behind the camera, to running her own production company, to running clubs, DJing, hosting awards shows, and soon to be running a shop in West Hollywood. If there is one thing the Wyler boys always tell me it is that pornography is about longevity... and this girl has that down pat! I don't think Chi Chi is ever going anywhere. My girls (drag queens) at the club and I have talked about her and she is defiantly not only a porn icon buy a drag icon as well. (As most of you know I have weakness for drag, don't be surprised if you see me on the stage one day belting out a song in a fabulous dress.) If all of this information is a bore to you, shame on you. I'm sure owe at least one orgasm in your life to this porn goddess and credit should be given where credit is due. A lot of times in porn people forget there was a camera man, there was a director, there was an editor. These are all people you owe your loads to. Whether they want your orgasm or not... That is to be decided. But it's now 5am Houston time and I have now watched Bubble Boy, Donnie Darko, The Nightmare Before Christmas and Pan's Labyrinth and I do believe it is time for bed.

So let's cross our fingers and hope Chi Chi sees this and doesn't find me out of mind. Hey when you're interacting with someone with a personality as big as hers you have to be big yourself!

<3 Aiden

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Letters From My Death Bed...

2009-07-08T18:36:00.001-07:00
Hey guys it's Logan. I am writing you this from what very well might be my death bed. Why do I say this... Because who get the flu in July? Alright, go ahead and make your swine flu jokes... I'll wait right here why you go to the comments box and make every little clever swine flu comments your warped brains can come up with. (Yeah, I'm talking to you guy who told me to die so you could date Aiden.) Alright, if you are done making your comments I will proceed. I just figured I'd talk about some porn stuff tonight. What does one do to keep one's sanity when the porn star is away playing... (Not watching Elektra that's for sure, I am NOT digging this movie.) I talked to a fellow porn boyfriend over the 4th of July holiday who went with his boy to a shoot. This is something I don't think I could do... It's better to get a text that says "TTYL BABE, SCENE STARTING." then distract yourself for a few hours. I usually plan on hanging out with Matt during shoot weeks, (he knows our dirty secrets) seeing like every movie that is out, or working a hell of a lot. (The last one usually is the best option because I get so frustrated with retail my boyfriend being fucked seems like a walk in the park.)
I have also found that it is easier to not watch the scenes that Aiden is in. In fact we don't even own POPPING HIS CHERRY. (Though I'd like to see it once.) The only works of Aiden's I ever see are the stills we slap on the blog for publicity. We live normal lives outside of shoot weeks. Our bedroom has no porn in it. The only photos of Aiden are the ones beside our bed of he and I at Pride 08 being goofballs.
It makes it easier when I have some control over the situation. For example, I get to help pick out flight times or this for example. When I get to blog it connects me to this world that I'm not really in but when you're with someone you need to not completely isolate yourself from aspects of their life.
I've also found it therapeutic to have friends that are going through the same things that you are. Marcus Wyler and I have an understanding of things most gay men couldn't fathom. (This is not talking down to anyone, but how many men know that thousands and thousands of men are pleasuring themselves looking at someone performing one of their most intimate acts. Then again, sometimes Aiden and I play on Web Cam!)
But I think one of the parts that really does it for me is that excitement of booking a shoot. For example, in a few moments we will be sending Aiden photo sets to Chi Chi Larue directly to see if the goddess of all porn has any use for him at the current time, or when we were waiting to hear back from Afton Nill's about Twinklight. (He never returned Aiden's e-mail, most porn companies do not do the courtesy of declining like other performance arts.) We are waiting to hear about July's shoot in Fort Lauderdale at the moment. (Though this is kinda nerve wracking because our Disney vacation rides on this shoot!)

It can be tough. It really can be. But overall I look at this way. This is something he really wants to do and makes him happy. You guys get him the next few years, if all goes well. I get him the rest of our lives, or till we break up. Whatever comes first.

~ Logan

I've got a sick child.

2009-07-07T19:17:00.001-07:00
Logan is sick... He swears he has Ebola but I'm pretty sure its just a minor case of the flu. Point of telling you all this... Wait what if it's Swine Flu. I've just infected the whole industry! I'll be black-listed! They'll never let me work in this town again! Oh, sorry... Anywho, so Logan is sick, he's an annoying baby when he is sick so I don't want to sit in the house too long, I'm gonna go swim in my friends 0-Edge Salt Water pool. So since I'm trying to escape the moaning baby I will keep this short and show some pics of my favorite guys in porn at the moment:

Ryan Raz:

RJ Danvers:

Mason Wyler:

Phillip Ashton:

The Visconti Triplets: (Do they even have names?)

Was this blog a cop out from writing something again? You bet your ass it was!

<3 Aiden

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Work and Pleasure

2009-07-06T19:24:00.000-07:00
Well News: I will be returning to Fort Lauderdale in late July for some shoots.

That is all I really have today and now I want to talk about comic books. If you don't like comic books return tomorrow for a non comic related blog... Here are some photos to tide you over... My comic talk after the jump. (There will be spoilers.)

Yup it was Comic Porn. (But hey it is my blog.) Okay, so for anyone who lives in the Marvel U(niverse) you know that everything is topsy turvy with ol' Norman Osborn in control but there are some things going on I just don't understand right now. (Granted I only follow like six series.) Lets just start with the obvious... Why the hell have they handed the reigns over to Normal Osborn? That would be like us handing the keys to the kingdom to Osama Bin Ladin. You just don't forget and forgive mass murderers! I mean I get that it is a comic book and I really do like the idea of the villains in charge but why didn't an underling take over and Norman be the one pulling his strings. Secondly, if this is truly a post civil war government operation why is H.A.M.M.E.R. based out of Colorado and not D.C. like every other defense department?

Those are my two complaints with the overall story line. Now I'd like to move on to Ms.Marvel... Does anyone else find it kinda jarring they went back to the idea of the story teller? (Do we even know what happened to Devin after the Ms.Marvel: Storyteller one shot?) I'm just curious why Marvel keeps relying on reality altering characters to jar change. I would ask what anyone else thought about the death of Carol Danvers, but after last issue... It is a little more than obvious. Don't get me wrong THIS is my favorite storyline and I really was upset when she died but if you're gonna fake the death of the title character, make it a big deal and don't be like... She blew up... moving on. I would of have loved to see mourning and sorrow but everyone else was like, 'Welp, that sucks." But since the blue entity put the Ms.Marvel logo on the ground I think it is safe to say the Storyteller babies will bring back Carol and all will be well plus.... have you seen this week's cover?

Dead Pool - I know right now the Merc with the Mouth is just having some crazy antics with Hawkeye/Bullseye and is going to run off and be a pirate but I'm so confused why such a keyplayer in this game is being treated so lightly. Yes, I know he's Dead Pool but Ms.Marvel and him are the two that could destroy Norman and they're kinda brushed aside.

Elektra - Does anyone know what "The Stars Are Safe In The Sky Means?" I just read issue 4 and I think I missed something.

War Machine - What in the heck did that whole Zombie Computer virus have to do with anything in WAR MACHINE DARK REIGN.

Dark Avengers - I think they are going to be crucial in final hours of Norman's Dark Reign but does anyone else feel like they are off doing their own thing right now and for people as close to Norman as they are not really involved.

I want to say again I LOVE Marvel and I LOVE Dark Reign but I do have the question :

How are Dead Pool , Hawk Eye, Norman, etc... in so many books and never reference it in the other books what went on? (I know they have 30 pages to tell the story.) But it really just feels like Hawkeye/Bullseye is on EVERY book trying to kill EVERYone. (I am not really following his book till the TPB.)

There are some books I follow but only as TPB (Trade Paper Backs) or HC (Hardcovers) if I find them used (Or you want to buy them for me!): Wolverine Origins, New Avengers, Mighty Avengers, The Amazing Spider-Man, and the various odds and ends like I will get the mini-series in TPB when they come out.

So come together comic nerds lets discuss leave your comments. You too Matt! I want to know!

<3 Aiden

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"I think about that pretty woman in the picture... I thinking what he do to me, he done to her, and maybe she liked it."

2009-07-05T21:01:00.000-07:00
So I am watching THE COLOR PURPLE with Logan. The boy loves this movie (I love the musical) so I think we watch it every few months or so. He cries like a little girl every time. But I enjoy it. Today was kind of a strange day. Logan stayed at home and claimed to be in a "funk" while I went to a pool party with friends. The weird thing was that it was his best friend and he just didn't wanna go. I guess he can't keep up with all this hotness! I love, love, love, love, Logan's best friend but she really does hang out with some extreme country boys. (Which is kind funny because she's so classy.) I thought for a few minutes I was going to die but I found the gay loving city country boys I guess. They were really interested in what it was like to dance at Johnny's and stuff. And that was pretty much my day. Oh and I got a 12 inch cocked twink into porn. But I'm not allowed to really say more than that till it is set in stone... I can't show you him but I can show you this:

If all goes well I will be getting fucked by that.

And since I don't have much to write I leave you with a really creepy video from the early 90s:

Ok... Ok... I'm Back...

2009-07-04T17:36:00.000-07:00
So somehow I thought my hiatus had only been a few days. Nope... It's been quite a bit! I am very sorry for that, where I was staying in Arizona did not have access to the internet except at the Boy Crush office and it is a little weird to be like hey guys, can I blog on your expensive editing equipment? Why don't Logan blog you ask... HEY LOGAN! WHY DIDN'T YOU BLOG!! There we go... He's in the corner on a time out. So much to tell you guys! But most of it I can't tell you! (That's a little unfair isn't it?)

Where shall we start? How about with the porn? Seems logical doesn't it? I filmed two scenes this weekend in the Boy Crush studios the first one was a solo scene that involved me and the Rascal a very, very, long anal toy. It kind of looks like a butt plug but it is much bigger. It was ALOT of fun to play with. My second scene was with Rad Matthews, a hot twink with an even hotter cock. First of all it was a great scene to film because I love to play with big cocks! We were both are pretty loud in sex which is great because it only makes the scene even hotter because both guys are trying to be heard over the other guy so they just louder and louder. Rad was a really nice and fun guy to work with, which always makes the scene go smoother. We are both Boy Crush veterans so that made it even EASIER since we both know Brian and Andy Kay (The two behind the cameras.) It always helps me when I know almost everyone is having a good time at the shoot and enjoying themselves. After all why do porn if you can't have a good time with it? As always I will have a few stills posted from each of the scenes when they are put up on Boy Crush. (This means I still have three things waiting on the shelves at Boy Crush to be put on so be on the look out!)

Other then that I really enjoyed my time out in Arizona. I got to meet some fun people and hang out with some old friends. It is always good to see everyone. (I learned I don't like smoking from a Hooka!) Though I always have the worst luck when it comes to flying! My plane leaving Houston going out to Arizona was unable to take off because of bad weather in Phoenix so I was delayed two hours going there. The same thing happened on the way home last night! There was bad weather in Denver and if I chose to go to Denver and not stay in Phoenix over night I risk being stranded in Denver! So, I would have much rather have stayed in a house with people I knew in Phoenix than to have sat alone and read my book in Denver. (Logan wasn't happy that I wasn't coming home though!) But on my way to get my bag I was stopped by the man at the desk who I had offered to give up my seat earlier (The flight was oversold). I was told because I was going to give up my seat he could get me on direct flight home that night, I would just have to get my bag the next day (Today) from the airport. So after like hours of airport drama I got home last night and just had to have Logan take me to the airport to get my bag today. (Which has a lot of photos in it that Brian from Boy Crush took of me for the blog, he is a fantastic photographer!) I did have to chuckle a little when I saw that my dildo was at the top of my bag. (I had wrapped it in a shirt, which means my bag was checked and someone found the rubber blue dildo that I shove in me before I bottom! Suckers!)

If you are asking why I travel with a dildo when I'm going to spend the weekend getting fucked on camera. Afton Nills once told me during the filming of POPPING HIS CHERRY that I should loosen up before a scene that way we don't waste valuable filming time. When I filmed with Xander on PHC it took a bit for him to ease in. But hey, he was POPPING MY CHERRY! So that is why it travels everywhere with me! And I know Logan likes putting all 10 inches in me!

So... I have two big announcements. And I can't tell you either. One is going to happen come August... Or September. And I expect everyone to partake in what is going to happen. The other is HUGE for my career but tentative. It really could change a lot of things in my life. So stay tuned everyone.

<3 Aiden

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My "Plan B" ... I hope I'm not beating a dead horse...

2009-06-30T23:15:00.001-07:00
"t's not that I don't think you should be doing porn, as much as It think you should also be working very hard on "Plan B".

I don't know any porn stars personally, and I could be all wrong, but my guess is that the notion that most of them don't hold onto their money is probably true. What percentage of twink porn stars from just 10 years ago are still successful in something porn related?

Could you survive on the amount of money you make doing porn right now? Figure out how much it takes to maintain your lifestyle. You are living with your BF's parents, I'm guessing rent free. How much to rent an apartment a month in Houston, or how much for a down payment on a house... plus electric, gas, food, car insurance, clothes, broadband service.. the list piles up quickly.

Then figure out how many scenes you need to do or how many nights you need to dance on a bar just to make enough money to live the life you have now. Are you anywhere close to that financial reality as Aiden? You are not getting any younger, and there will always be guys who are younger and more "twinker" than you, willing to get gang fucked for half of what you would charge.

There is so much free porn on the "interwebs" now it's hard to see that the porn industry you long to be a part of has much of a future. Ask your readers how many have paid to see you, and how many got to see you for free.

Take a look around at people you admire.... people you'd like to emulate in your life. If they are not in the porn biz, try to figure out how much money they will make in their lifetime, and then figure out how many scenes you need to do to keep up.

It's great that you have other porn star friends to talk this all out with, but you need to also seek out the ones who didn't make it, because their dream was exactly the same as yours is now.

I don't look down on you for being a porn star. But in 15 years, when your youth has faded, and your just another one of hundreds of porn star has-beens and wannabe's, I will feel sorry for you for the choices you make now... because you do have a choice.

I wouldn't say "Stop!", because I understand all about dreams, but I would say look very, very hard at your "Plan B"."

This is a comment I got on a previous post. I don't respond in anger to anything. If Logan has taught me anything it is don't respond to something until you have a cool head and can respond in love not hate or with malice.

As porn stars we are very aware that we have maybe 5 years in porn if we make a name for ourselves. Some of us move up to direct or run sites or be agents (what I'd like to do). Some of us write memoirs, move to dancing, go to school, or just fade away. You don't know our "Plan B". I do have a very solid "Plan B" and my "Plan A" is what is going to solidify "Plan B". I know Mason's "Plan B" is going to be financed by "Plan A". You'd be surprised how much we do not get noticed in public. (Yes, I get talked to at the dance club alot but that's it.) Mason is never stopped in the galleria, and I bet outside of our little porn world if you ask someone about the "it" boy they'd say "Brent who?"

The porn industry is a niche in the world. Its performing. You don't put performance credits on a resume. Logan's would read.

Previous Experience:

Johnny Carinos - Waiting Tables
Cat on a Hot Tin Roof - Reverend Tooker
Thadeous and Tila - Thadeous
Starbucks Coffee Company - Shift Manager

Not how resumes read guys. I am not trying to be defensive but again it raises the question. The fella who left the above comment is clearly a part of the porn industry if he's reading this blog. If he doesn't want me to do porn as my "Plan A" don't buy or watch porn. And all this free porn you speak of... Comes from boys who do pay sites. Or magazines. The paysites and magazines then go and put out a teaser for you so you want to go see the full photoset. (Which you should or you're like the guy who goes to SAMS CLUB for lunch on Saturday and just eats all the free samples!)

I hope I am not beating a dead horse with this entry but us porn stars are normal guys who just want to do normal things. I know you see the crazy fantasy side of us but isn't that why you watch porn? Heck, RJ Danvers just last night was talking about missing his boyfriend. We don't think about sex 24/7. Logan and I got into an heated talk last night about if we should stay home and watch some DVDS or go see THE PROPOSAL. (Logan's DVDs won.) We are also constantly thinking about the next step. The "Plan B". I have even visited multiple schools that are the best at what they do for my "Plan B".

Though lately I have been thinking about this alot. If I do make it big... I want to get a group of gay porn stars to step forward and do some positive things for out communities and take the first steps of revamping the stereotype that sadly even our fans have placed on us.

In Conclusion: I don't know any porn models that think "THIS IS IT! THIS IS WHERE I AM MEANT TO BE!" This is a vehicle to bring what we want. I was once told humans do two things. We move towards pleasure and away from pain.

For me porn... Moves me towards pleasure: Finances to step towards a better future. Away From Pain: The broke sad life my parents left me in when they peaced out on my life for my homosexuality.

I'm in Arizona by the way. I got here just fine. Logan on the other hand. That poor kid is having one of those awful days. I told him to post it tomorrow so he can do the Wednesday comic pull list.

<3 Aiden

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"I to hope I get a shot at gay porn someday. It would be nice to swim once I jump in however I realise it is easy to sink in those waters. In the end I respect anyone who manages to float. You are beyond floating though and wish you luck at this chance to swim in clear water." - Ivan from a previous blog.

Worlds Shortest Post...

2009-06-29T22:00:00.000-07:00
Packing
Spending Time With Logan
Boy Crush in The Morning
<3 Aiden

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You Don't Know Me...

2009-06-28T23:21:00.000-07:00
Tonight I had planned on blogging about what a great time Houston Pride was and how much fun my posse and I had... But then I got for the millionth time the message about how I am ruining my life... So allow me for a moment to be the hot mess Zach from Unzipped.Net dubbed me from day one...

"You know yes your hot but why r you on this website??? I don't get it, r you seriously here to promote yourself as a piece of meat or what? Ok so you've chosen to get into the porn industry...congrats...will pay you decent money but you'll spend it all the sec u get it til you get older and then have nothing...So whats your deal???"

Why is it that everyone assumes that porn will ruin our lives? I went into this industry after a very long discussion with Logan about all this. I am aware that there are places of business that will frown upon the choices I make at this point in my life and there are some that will consider me a plaque to their establishment and not hire me. I can't be a teacher, I can't work for a church (unless I have a crazy born again story), I can't work with children. Because I do porn I am not a sex fiend who wants nothing more than to educate the ways of the sex industry and push my ideas on the very well established moral society. In fact, I think I shall attack the institution of marriage next because I do adult films. But I digress... There are places of business who will black list me. I get that.

I'm a horrible person because I do pornography. I get that message a few times a day. I'm also a disease infested whore. I am told this frequently on sites such as Manhunt, Dudes Nudes, or Adam4Adam. I am putting myself out there as a piece of meat as well... I was told this by the cock photo. I am squandering all my money as well... I use it all on my addiction. The American School System. I Just can't get enough of this damn thing called school! I've tried to quit but I just can't! Please don't judge me!

But seriously this brings me to the question: Why is it okay for you to look at porn, but it is not okay for me to be in porn? If I wasn't in the porn what would you look at? If everyone lived up to standards that are set how would the preachers and teachers and policemen get the porn they look at nightly before bed? We should love our porn stars, producers, and distributors... and don't forget the porn blogs! They keep our sexual needs met and the homicide rate down. Hell, I wonder how many men we have been able to keep married to their wives because they picture pounding Mason Wyler or RJ Danvers as they fuck the woman the woman they married because it was expected of them...

I am not sure if I am being bitchy or venting or just saying what's on my mind. But I think we should thank our boys and girls in the sex industry. We are no different than you. At the end of the day I lay in bed with my boyfriend and we talk about movies and movies... The only difference is we do what everyone else does on film.

<3 Aiden

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Happy Pride!

2009-06-27T16:00:00.000-07:00
Today is the big day! Houston Pride! I'm so very excited. In reality I should be over there now enjoying the activities of the day but the heat index is 105 and Logan already woke up with a small headache. (He gets migraines often.) So we're just hanging out at home till we can get there when the sun goes down. (The parade never starts on time in H-Town.) We're also waiting on Matt to call us so he can join us at the parade but he's been MIA today. It's been a great pride day for us though! We had lunch and went bowling with the Wyler boys and Logan got his mall action on. We stayed up late last night watching gay themed movies. (Milk and Bed Time Stories. Okay Bedtime stories isn't gay but it was pretty silly.) So we're really looking forward to tonight! We'll be dancing at South Beach all night.

News in the porn world. Afton Nills wrote a blog post that hit a little close to home today. Though I couldn't say I totally disagree. I try at every shoot I go on to be professional. Shoots are business and not excuses to party. I've received compliments on my professionalism at shoots but I think I'd have to disagree with Afton's definition of a star. I think a star is the total package on and off camera. Don't get me wrong he is VERY right that you need to bring 115% and live the fantasy on camera but I think a star is also accessible to his fans and they are the ones blogging daily and staying "real." Do I think I'm a star? No. Heck Mason tells me he doesn't consider himself a star... I think we all have our definitions of stardom. But most of us porn "stars" don't think that way, there are the few who are Divas but most of us don't see ourselves as anything other than regular guys who like to bowl and watch Disney movies at 4am.

Happy Pride Guys....

<3 Aiden

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Are you an Autobot or a Decepticon?

2009-06-25T20:41:00.000-07:00
I know it has been the question on everyone's mind this week and will linger well into the weekend! (If you see the movie, this question will be answered for you.) So I just want to throw this out there... Don't listen to reviews. The movie is kinda long but overall myself and Mason and our boy toys all really enjoyed it. (Okay, 2 Large Sodas later Logan probably missed 20 minutes total from all the trips to the urinal he had to make.) But anyway go see it! So today I got some fun news... That I really can't tell you because it is not yet set in stone. BUT, in the next month I MAY be doing a scene with a really hot, fun person. Don't get your hopes up for a HUGE star but this guy is a total up and comer. So it will be really cool if this all works out and my shoot with this particular website works out. Sorry I can't tell you more but I was only teased with this information tonight. But you are all welcome and encouraged to leave your guesses in the in the comments section! (And if you think you know you can guess but jut not let on what you know!) I am total stoked though. I've also made some awesome contacts today with guys who promise to be big on the scene in the next year or so. June has been such an awesome month for me... It was a month with lots of work and the promise of more in the future. (Still crossing my fingers for a part in Twinklight, even an extra part would be awesome

It's really just a slow few days before Houston's HUGE pride event.. (there will be lots of pictures.)

But before I go I wanted to show you that humans are sick fucks... We make porn of everything... I give you TRANSFORMERS PORN! (Sorry its STR8)

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Just To Clear The Air

2009-06-24T19:27:00.000-07:00
The post below this about Twinklight is not a for sure thing. Lots of you have been asking when filming starts, I was just part of a mass e-mail casting call. But I still hope to be added, they could use a natural blond in that sea of brown hair. Heck, not all vampires have dark hair. I know, I used to live with one. So no word back from Afton yet. But we can still remain hopeful can't we? So if for some rare chance you know Afton you should be like "Oh hey, Afton, are you hiring that hot hottie Aiden Ash?" I'm just saying.

So we all know I'm a comic book guy and for those of you who don't know Wednesdays are comic book release day and today was like Christmas for those of us who live in the Marvel Universe and I had to really be thrifty. (Until Afton calls.) I've decided that on Wednesdays I'm gonna post my weekly pull-list and see if that starts any convo off the blog. So here are today's pulls.

X-Men Utopia Dark Avengers 6
Dark Reign: Elektra 4
Ms.Marvel 40
Secret Warriors 5 Wolverine Weapon X 3

What do you guys think is going on with Ms.Marvel? I need to get in touch with RJ Danvers about all this!

For those of you who are rolling your eyes about this post, I just wanted to say I am not alone! Logan McCree (Wolverine's name?!), RJ Danvers (Carol Danvers Ms.Marvel's alias), Diesel Washington are just a few of the comic book loving porn stars out there. So I don't feel too nerdy or bad about all this. Though I won't lie, I really want to get a Marvel statue for my room, I just don't know if this unemployed porn star can drop a few hundred on a statue!

Speaking of unemployment my shoot with Boy Crush is June 30... That's soon. I'm excited to go back to the place I got my start and according to my guy in Florida, I should be returning to Fort Lauderdale in July to do some more work. (And hopefully dance at Johnny's!)

Alright boys, if you are in Houston tonight head over to South Beach around midnight where I will be stripping. (Mason Wyler is gonna be with me.... oh and our boyfriends.) So come have a cheap drink, see the boys, and of course the fabulous Kourtney Van Wales!

<3 Aiden

Oh and in honor of Comic Book Day:

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My Life Just Got Interesting....

2009-06-23T20:03:00.001-07:00
So as I was surfing the interweb today I ran across something that really got my pulse going... An e-mail from Afton Nills with an invite to send in some pictures for the final round of casting for Afton Nill's Twinklight. It is just an invite to submit my name but I'm pretty excited. As some of you may recall I applied for this project earlier this year and never heard anything back. I watched as cast member after cast member was announced and just assumed I did not get a role in the film. It was disappointing but I was okay with it. But now that I've gotten an invite again, I am pretty stoked and crossing my fingers! You should too! I sent off my photos to Afton today and I guess I will know by the weekend if I get a shot at being casted or get a roll possibly as one of the extras. (Anything would be awesome for this one. Yup, I'm a Twilight fan.)

So if any of you follow the porn blogs you'll know my boy Mason Wyler has been out of town for a good while but is coming back tomorrow and I'm really excited. If you're in Houston we'll be out at South Beach with our men and you should come by and say hi to us! (And vote for me in the strip contest!) So it will be a full week of fun until the Houston Pride festival this weekend! ( I can't wait! I can't wait!) Who all is going to Houston Pride??? (Let me know!!!)

<3 Aiden

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This Is the Moment ....

2009-06-22T19:48:00.001-07:00
Well it is up Aiden Ash's Cool Whip And Cheeto Photo Shoot. Well there are a few hundred photos but I won't really put those up for awhile so that the boys at Unzipped get credit where credit is due! I am not gonna really write much so that you go and look at the photo set! I really hope I get to do some more stuff for Unzipped in the future because I really had a good time! (I even had two boys blowing on me after!)

<3 Aiden

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Back to normal tomorrow guys!

One Wedding... My Funeral....

2009-06-20T14:11:00.000-07:00
Hey boys and girls. I'm about to head out to a wedding of one of Logan's childhood friends. I hate weddings. Especially weddings of people that I do not know. Logan says they are a NASCAR, Honky Tonk kind of family. I am not sure what that means but I bet its not a good thing! (Sorry to all you NASCAR fans, not my thing.) Logan promises me that after the wedding we can go to a movie of my choice. (That means we won't be seeing YEAR ONE Logan!) So here is the plan watch the sappy wedding, go to reception hall, eat some food, say "Lovely bride, best of luck." Bail. Do you ever feel weird being the only gay couple at wedding? Its like you can't dance because it would cause a scene but you don't want to just sit there... That is boring, unless there is an open bar! But being the wee lad that I am I can't even enjoy that!

I have already posted too much from my Cheeto and Cool Whip shoot but it should be up on Unzipped.Net around Monday. (I really hope they aren't too mean to me!) It was a lot of fun shooting the photos. We went over to my friend Steve's house, his house is a gorgeous ultra modern looking home, though I fear you can't see the home's beauty in the photos. Steve and Logan had a good time with all the Cool Whip and Cheetos putting them all over me and flinging stuff at me. When it came time for me to get hard... Well lets just say Steve now knows what a Cool Whip covered cock with Cheeto flakes tastes like. (Hey don't say ew, Steve said it tastes pretty good.) We finished the shoot in the shower with a few shots... Steve was kind enough to clean me off while Logan uploaded the photos. This is where it comes in handy having a very understanding boyfriend who likes to watch... Steve made sure every part of me was clean... Taste Test are best! Luckily his shower doubles as a steam room so there are two shower heads, benches, and best of all room for a naked Logan. Once Unzipped.Net posts my shoot I will post the behind the scene shots and "bloopers".

<3 Aiden

(The next few blogs upper left photo are from my time in FTL taken by Baileey my host and agent for the Florida shoots.)

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Unzipped...

2009-06-20T00:38:00.001-07:00

That is all I will say about my day. (Unzipped.net gets first dips. Yup even before my own blog.)

Home Again...

2009-06-18T22:48:00.000-07:00
Yup, that is the closet and the messy floor in my room in Texas. (Where I am typing this blog from.) I got home safe and sound today and have had more sex today then I did all last week in Fort Lauderdale... And I had ALOT of sex in FTL! Logan is in the shower, I have a feeling I'll be impaled one more time before bed! It is really nice to be home, though I am sad I missed FTL Pride by two days! Florida was wonderful, I met so many awesome people and have a feeling I will be invited back!

Speaking of "awesome" people. Zach from Unzipped.net posted a survey of what should Aiden Ash do next. (Zach apparently is the key to climbing up the list. I'm a C-List porn star now!)Sooooo sometime this weekend I need to photograph myself with Whipped Cream and Cheetos. Yup... Cheetos. But hey, I'm game. I'll have fun taking the pictures and they will post some stabbingly sarcastic blog entry poking fun at me. But if you're not having fun doing porn and not able to laugh at the things you do... Why are you doing porn to start with? (To my dissatisfied reader, you know who you are, please email me... I wanna make things better for you.)I bought the Whipped Cream today but was informed the deal was Cool Whip... So back to Wal-Mart tomorrow. (Does anyone in Houston have any fun places for me to shoot the photos?)

Ok, I'm tired and Logan just turned off the shower... So you know the drill... Until tomorrow.

<3 Aiden
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Florida: Day 7

2009-06-16T23:57:00.000-07:00
Twitter is a very powerful thing. If you haven't been following the Iranian elections (I better start following them! More on that later.) then you may not get that Twitter is literally helping to shape the world we live in. The United States government even asked Twitter to push back scheduled work on the system so that the voices of the people could be heard. But on a more personal level Twitter has connected me with a plethora of people that I would normally not have access to in the Gay Porn community, which I can now say I feel I have my foot in the door! Heck even my boyfriend, Logan is getting in on the action! Though I have to admit it, when Logan and I are texting back and forth we don't refer to people by their real names, when we talk about Zach from Unzipped, we say @UnzippedMedia or when we talk about our newfound love for Ryan Raz we say, "Did you see what @RyanRaz84 just said?" For all of you who doubt the power of this social networking giant (COUGHMATTCOUGH) take a look at CNN and then tell me that I'm wasting my time Tweeting my life away. (Or as a matter of fact, I believe I owe it to Twitter that when I walked into a room today a big time agent, FabScout Howard says "I finally get to meet TheAidenAsh. Lets talk about a cool feeling.)
While we are talking about cool tweeting feelings, I'd like to bring everyone's attention to the latest blog entry on Unzipped.Com. Zach is a pretty fun guy to talk to, and I feel a great person to know in the Biz, so last night in my trying to figure out what to blog about he gave me the suggestion for the post below. Since Mason Wyler's monster can be controlled by a the God at Unzipped Media, I was granted a C-List Porn star status! (Thanks Zach! Logan was really stoked now we can stop eating dollar menu and start getting happy meals!) So in jest(?) A POLL ABOUT AIDEN ASH has gone up posing the question "What should Aiden Ash do next." What good C-Lister would pass up this chance for attention and free press? (Okay, I'm really doing it because it seems like a lot of fun.) So if you aren't already checking out Unzipped.net (Shame on you by the way.) Head on over to the blog take the poll and then take some time to check out a great bloggers work! (Though the real question is, What becomes of my underwear if it gets sent to Unzipped? I think it should get a spot in the editorial section myself!)

So I was lounging on the couch, texting dirty test to Logan this afternoon and had figured I was just going to get dance at Johnny's tonight and my scene work for the week was done... But just when I started touching myself to my boyfriend's dirty dirty words I get a call from the guy representing me on this trip (Bailey) and he says Howard (Fabscout) needs a bottom like right now. Meaning be ready to go and get fucked in 10 minutes! I've never cleaned my hole that fast in my life! It worked out so perfect too! I was so worked up from Logan that I was really, really, really, wanting to be fucked! So I filmed a scene with an authentic porn virgin, the boy has never even been with a guy! How cool is that! Most of the time they're faking their straightness but this guy was actually a straight guy! Its is like a gay man's dream come true to have a straight guy fuck them isn't it!? Also, the site (I'm not sure I can say its name yet) is an old site that shut down and I get to be apart of the relauching of it! I'm really excited. The scene went excellent! Plus meeting the famous Howard and Misty Eyez was really cool, since they are like celebs among the porn boys.

I may have another scene tomorrow, but that is another of those be ready in ten minutes calls. Cross your fingers for me boys!

Oh and while we're at it... I have a porn crush on RJ Danvers and I think the stills from his shoot today are pretty bad ass. I don't care who you are, this guy makes this look hot!

I have loved, loved, loved, Florida but I am ready to go home and see Logan! Today we realized we have only texted all week and not actually talked on the phone, and the whole time we were on the phone he was talking to himself about the ingredients for the Poblano Chicken he was shopping for to make for dinner! So, on Thursday if I am not reachable during the day, I am getting my brains fucked out by Logan (Rumor is come July, I'll be back in Fort Lauderdale doing some more work!)

<3 Aiden

And... Uh oh Manhunt Daily figured out my weakness for Superheros!
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DID YOU TAKE THE POLL YET?

Florida: Day 6

2009-06-15T23:42:00.001-07:00
So today... I shopped. I twittered. I talked to Logan. And that is really about it. Sorry guys, most shoot weeks give you a day off. I may have a shoot tomorrow with Fine Star studios. I won't know till, well tomorrow. So I will have Logan update the blog when I know. If I am not filming I will be dancing at Johnnys! Come see me. But since I was told by Zach from Unzipped Media that I should blog every day I did and the other advice he gave to me was you can't go wrong with Kameron Scott! (He lives in Ft.Lauderdale, Logan calls him my porn BF! He came to see me dance and is hella cute.) So to save this entry I give you Kameron Scott!

A Quick Break From Updates

2009-06-14T14:59:00.000-07:00
Soooo... I don't normally do this but Logan shot this video my way. It is a perfect porno! 2 minutes of story then just sex, no cheesy lines, just men enjoying their bodies. And towards the end I noticed someone, do you?

Click here for More Free Porn Movies

Yup, that is Ashton Cooper, the guy I was supposed to do a shoot with but it fell through. That was a surprise. I'm dancing at Johnny's tonight. Come see me! I'll do the Day 6 update tonight

<3 Aiden

Texas: Day 5

2009-06-13T21:47:00.000-07:00
That's right I said Texas: Day 5. Yup, it's Logan today! On the left is a photo I pulled from a folder labeled for Logan's eyes only. This is one of the photos he sent to me when we first started dating and he was still a virgin. (That's right, I popped that cherry.) Before he met me he was a virginal music major who wanted to teach at a Christian High School. I turned him into a bottom whore who does porn. (You're welcome by the way. His Mother hates me.) He had a rather uneventful day today laying around, the only real action he saw was meeting with a director and he is not sure how that short meeting went. So cross your fingers for work everyone. I'm really excited for him because it feels like the ball is starting to roll down the hill and things are being set into motion. I really want this for him because he wants it so bad. (And hey! He's not even a Diva about it! Ask Nikki! Oh, and by the way Nikki I have a source who tells me Tommy Anders left the porn business, sorry girl, Aiden will fill the void.) From the start the ultimate goal for Aiden Ash was to be in a Falcon DVD. (I believe the deal is we'll get engaged if he does. So mixed feelings on that one guys!)

I haven't talked to Aiden much today he was resting up because he is doing his first dancing gig at Johnny's in Ft.Lauderdale. (Dancing for tips boys and girls!) Last I talked to him he was having a really good time! His Twitter buddy Kameron Scott ( @KamScottxxx ) was on his way up there to visit with Aiden last time I checked the Tweetverse! If things go well he'll be at Johnny's tomorrow or next weekend shaking that hot twink ass. (And my God, is it a hot ass.)

Sorry guys... He's been gone for 5 days! So I'm pretty much a horn-ball! Everyone should get twitter and follow Aiden! @theAidenAsh plus its alot of fun to follow other porn stars! I found a new boy I'm in love with his look. Ryan Raz!! Hottie:

Sleep well boy's and Girls.

~ Logan

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Florida: Day 4

2009-06-12T22:24:00.000-07:00
So clearly I am running low on pictures if I am posting Halloween photos. (Yeah, I was Thomas The Tank Engine, What Of It!) Today we wrapped up our shoot with Broke Straight Boys. (You should know this cause I was moaning and screaming as that straight boy pounded me like I was a chick. I would have told him to slow down but it just felt too damn good.) So after my third facial in three days, I got my check and a call from Logan. He had booked me another shoot! I'm going back to do two scenes with Boy Crush. It'll be good and there is still a chance I may get a gig or two here in Florida! Not really much to say tonight but if you thought the screen writer of Milk was hot... Check out his leaked sex photos. (Yeah, Yeah, Perez Hilton.com, I lifted it off Unzipped but they took my birthday pictures so it makes it okay!) I'm about to go dancing in Fort Lauderdale. Look out world, I'm on a natural high, horny and ready to dance!!!!

<3 Aiden

Oh ya, and Old School Gamerz : Check out this horny nerd fantasy!

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Florida: Day 3

2009-06-11T20:39:00.001-07:00
This is a "What was I thinking!?" photo, the blond had not set in yet. (Don't ask.) Day three of shooting today, Broke Straight Boys does progression videos. Today I was teaching the two straight boys from yesterday how to suck cock. "Just think of it as a large tongue!" It was a lot of fun. Tomorrow we get to the fuck scene which will be a lot of fun because I have really good chemistry with NOLA and the other guy in my scene. And here comes the "monster" my director told me it was "One of the best shoots he's ever done." That's right boys, Aiden Ash is a porn master. (Now to get the rest of the world to see that. Florida is a lot of fun and I'm staying in a beautiful area in beautiful homes, I may just have to relocate to Central Florida soon! I may have two more studios interested in me while I am down here, at the risk of jinxing myself I don't want to say their names. But my June 18th departure may have to be moved back. (Sorry Logan!)

It is always so much fun to stay in a house with other guys. There is a certain sense of trust amongst porn models. We go through the same stuff and have the same laid back attitudes. Tonight we just all hung out a guy's house and played in his pool. It was peaceful. When I shot in Las Vegas we all had our own hotel rooms and the only time I saw the other guys was when their cocks were in my mouth. I spent more time in the hot tub talking to total strangers and talking to Logan on the phone. Though we did all go to the Waffle House. But staying in a home you don't really have that escape option you do in a hotel and it is kind of nice.

I am really excited that things seem to be falling into place for me lately. Even Logan isn't being his usual weirdo self by being indifferent to me while I am on the shoot.

I'd also like to say Dudes Nude is threatening to delete me because I said I was in a Boy Crush shoot and had a photo on it. Apparently its a violation of their photo terms. Yet, I see screen shots from Falcon and Jock shoots on there? Hmm, twink haters!

<3 Aiden

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Florida: Day 2

2009-06-10T20:02:00.000-07:00
Hey guys, first I gotta say... I like how I am part of the plug for a party I can't go to. (No, really I do like it Zach! Thanks for the plug! Keep up the good work!)(While we're on this note, y'all should check out the unzipped blog, it's always a good time. But only after you read my daily blog!) Today Logan's intensity started. (He does this every shoot, he has a day or two where he gets a little on edge, nothing I can't handle. He gets uber horny when I recap the shoot to him.) Today I sucked off two guys, two straight guys, one of which I am staying with at the house in Florida. Logan and I cal him NOLA (since he's from NOLA) The boy had a great cock! It makes it so much easier to go to town when I love the cock I am playing with. (Especially when I have two loads shot all over my face at the end!) I'm really looking forward to tomorrows shoot where I will finally get to have my hole stretched... I don't have a photo of the other guy but here is NOLA:

That was quite a fun cock to suck on! I'm meeting with two directors on Friday to see if they want me to do any work for them during this trip or later this summer. I'm really hoping I get to! I have a to buy list going! (Leather harness to make Logan happy, and Disney World hotel in August! Oh... and car payment... damn it!)

I hope everyone is enjoying their pride month supposedly I have lots of profiles coming my way soon. So we shall see what happens but I've really enjoyed talking to all of you this week on Yahoo and Dudesnudes. I found another extreme hottie on DudesNude. A reason to go to L.A.! A perfect combination of youth and hair! (Not to mention he's alot of fun to talk to!)

Sorry for the fluff pieces guys. The make-up, the lights, the hours of sex... They make me wanna lay back and watch Queer As Folk all night... Though I wouldn't mind being fucked by one of my house mates, but that is all I will say about that!

<3 Aiden

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Florida: Day 1

2009-06-09T20:08:00.000-07:00
Hey boys a quick one from Ft.Lauderdale. I am so tired. I spent the whole day sitting in the studio doing paperwork and waiting on my solo scene. I'm so relived that I get to be the gay boy in the scene, I don't wanna have to have that awkward conversation with my fans. I'm staying with a new model and an ex-Randy Blue model! Its totally awesome! And Florida is beautiful, it is just missing Logan. I've got a scene tomorrow where I suck off two straight boys and I'm pretty excited about that. The guy who got me this gig is going to try to get me another gig or two while I am down here and I'm excited about. I need to get some more photos to send out. Now that I have quit the hotel I need to focus on my porn work. I didn't get much sleep so I'll post more tomorrow. Oh and see this photo:

Where is my Aiden Ash portrait! =)

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The Eagle Has Landed

2009-06-08T20:48:00.001-07:00
Well I am sorry for missing the day yesterday. (I am blog master Logan this week!) I spent the day getting the Diva.. Eh, Aiden ready. It is not easy to be a porn stars boyfriend. You're the one the night before applying any wax to any stray hairs that have decided to pop up. You're the one checking his ass for perfection (and you can't tap it because he has to save his cum!) The porn boyfriend is the one who has to hurry out of work (even though the power is out and the safe is short 20 dollars) and drive the boy to the airport to send him across the country to be fucked by men you will never meet and know nothing about. The porn boyfriend is a different breed.

Is it hard to do it? Sometimes.

Why do I do it? Because it makes him happy.

Do I get jealous? Only that he gets to travel so much. (He spends his money on me!)

Outside of porn he doesn't have sex with other guys, unless its a planned three-way.

Aiden landed in Florida a few minutes ago and is on his way to his lodging and tomorrow he will film his first scene with Broke Straight Boys. Later this week he will be meeting with two directors about possibly working with them. Though the thing that really thrills him is he will be hanging out with Kameron Scott later this week. Me? I'll be working... But actually I may go out to Dallas or New Orleans with some of the boys. Though Aiden has picked up a new "BFF" on Dudesnudes, who we both think is totally worth a look.

This week is going to be a series of Aiden and I tag teaming the blog, since he'll be busy and I'll be doing nothing till NOLA. Anyone wanna come?!?

~ Logan

Here are a few pics of Aiden's hottie find: