Big Rob, Little Rob, And Me...

I don't know if this is a blog or a rant. But I'll risk it. So a few weeks ago I was contacted by a guy on Adam4Adam claiming to be a guy from Orlando Florida in Houston selling Medical Robotics. That makes sense since Houston has the largest medical center in the world. The man's photos are smoking hot, and he is quite the internet charmer... But he is very elusive. He won't give his phone number, he's always in meetings, he only wants to meet up at very obscure times. At first I bought this. He was a cool guy looking to hang out with younger men. But lately, he seems to know everything about me on surface level. That I do porn, about my break up, he has the same interests... I started to look to other sources... My friends, Logan, maybe a guy I had recently befriended (Little Rob). While I could make connections and motives behind some of them, I don't think any of them would take things this far. There are too many things that are too similar for this guy to be real. At the moment I have my primary suspects, if indeed the man is not real.

What triggered such a petty blog you may ask? Logan was bitching to me tonight that he was having a good conversation with a guy who later asked him if he was the "evil genius behind Big Rob (The A4A guy.) " Logan then got really upset and said that made him just feel dirty and cheap. Why would someone accuse myself or Logan of being this guy? Because he frequently sets up gang bangs trying to lure guys to him with me as the bottom boy, and sometimes apparently he throws in Logan from time to time. He has also thrown in some guys that I'm friends with on a4a or have been out with at the clubs. So I'm starting to get the vibe I have a stalker/cyber-stalker. Are you this guy? (I don't want to give out his SN just yet in case he is real.) But I've started to wonder if it's a blog reader that just went a bit too far. I mean it wouldn't be too hard to find information on any porn star if you really wanted it.

So if you are not real... Please stop. I get it, you're all kinds of crazy. You like me. You know things about me and you like to flaunt this. But really... Really... You're starting to disrupt my life and my friends lives. Marcus even questioned if I was making this a big elaborate hoax. NO! So Big Rob... From Orlando Florida.... Who Sells Medical Robotics... Are you real? Or are you an asshole who gets off using me and my friends as fantasies?

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Gay Bashing In My Community

The image I am starting with is Langham Creek High School. The High School is just about 5-10 Minutes from where I live. (Depending on if lights are cooperating or not.) If any of you follow the gay rights rags, or any local Houston news you'll know that recently there was an attack on a student because he was a homosexual. The student asked for help from an assistant principal and his bus driver who both ignored his pleas for help and he ended getting beaten for 7 minutes with a metal pipe. What did the principal do? Went on with his after school duties and let the student get on the bus. What did the bus driver do when he saw the gay student being chased by a gang of nine boys? He drove off. Thank God a local property owner was home, and thank god he had a shot gun. The man fired warning shots, possibly saving the teens life. The assistant principal thus far has remained undisciplined and the bus driver is on suspension. A young man could have died because someone PAID... PAID... PAID! to ensure safety of all their students didn't take the threats seriously. A child was beaten for being gay. Most of my readers are gay this could have been you as a kid.... What really freaks me out is that this could have been Logan.

Logan attended Langham Creek back in 1999-2003 and he has relatives who go there as well. What really concerns me is that one of Logan's baby brother's sweet homosexual friend attends school and now has to spend the next year and a half walking these halls fearing for his safety. This is not just a random school that a random act of violence occurred at. This is MY community. This is the place I call home. This is the place I walk the streets at night to enjoy the fall air. This is the place I work out at. This is the place I go to dinner with my friends in. This is the place I rest my head at night. This is disgusting! This is uncalled for!

This was not an attack on a young gay guy. This was an attack on all gay guys in my community. There are 9 guys in my community with so much homophobia in them they would attack another... AND IT WAS ALLOWED! It was affirmed. They were told it's okay because the adults responsible for their upbringing stood by allowed it!

Here is a link to one of the many coverages of this story!

Please guys.... Call the school: (281) 463-5400

Fax The School: (281) 345 - 3509

Write the School: 17610 FM 529, Houston, TX 77095

LANGHAM CREEK HIGH SCHOOL

Principal Cheryl Johns

This can't stand!

Please do this for me.

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The House Of Wyler

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I am a Lonely Little Boy!

Where have I been? Where have you been? You don't comment, or IM, or write! It's like you don't love me anymore! Okay that's a lie, you guys are always up on my nuts, and I love it! I've just been really busy trying to meet people. You would think being a porn model, meeting and getting laid would be so much easier than it has been! I'm by no means arrogant, I know I'm just a good looking guy and there are guys that are worlds better, but for real someone take me to dinner! I've decided I'd like to date another porn model. Why? Arrogance? Fantasy? Nope! Practicality.

If I were to date another porn model, it would make the tension of telling someone, oh I do porn so much easier. That and I wouldn't have to worry about jealousy. (Now, Logan, don't get your panties in a wad, I'm not saying you were crazy about it, but some of these new guys... JESUS CHRIST ON A CROSS!) This is my Adam4Adam profile now:

Nice to meet you

20, 5'6", 127lb, 26w, Swimmer's, Blond Hair,

Some Body Hair, White, Looking forFriendship, Relationship.

Just here to meet friends Not here for Sex.

1. No im not a prostitute

2. Yes I have done porn.

3. Yes i really do just want friends, not sex.

Thanks and have a great day

I am just over being called an AIDs magnet, a Whore, a slut. One guy told me the other day that I'm only 20 and have already ruined my life. Yeah, fuck you very much. I hope you enjoy your 7.50 an hour at Abercrombie and Fitch. Bitch. So yes, I think I'd start to like seeing other boys in the pornography industry and let the commoners sort themselves out. (And if you don't see that I am joking at calling you commoners, you're crazy!) And before anyone says it... No... I will not be dating Mason Wyler. He is my older horny brother. Okay maybe my cousin. I wouldn't suck on my brother's dick. Not that I'm saying I have sucked on Mason's... (Not saying I haven't. Gotta keep you guessing! ) But living in the house of porn, I've gotten to meet and/or talk to some very hot porn guys. (Ok... Ok... Guys, don't whine, I've met a lot of hot non-porn guys.)

You know what guys really get me hot?

Phillip Ashton

Chase Harding

Ryan Raz

Blake Riley (Retired)

I mean are any of these boys too much to ask for! Wow, how arrogant do I sound! It is just tough to meet guys who don't just want to fuck me because I do porn, or who don't judge me for doing so. (Living in the porn house helps.)

So stop doing porn you say! Make me! I love it! It's fun and a community that is pretty exclusive. Heck, I can write a tell all novel about it in a few years and it'll be on the CLEARANCE shelf in weeks! I mean have you ever been on the clearance shelf! I have high goals.

And to address those of you who are asking about Logan, the link to his blog is to the left of my blog text.

I would also like to say... I am not anti law enforcement at all. Again... I am not anti law enforcement. But tonight, I was out driving with a friend and it was midnight, and a cop just saw that we were young and started to follow us to the grocery store. When we were inside the store he sat and waited by the door , then proceeded to follow us to our car. We ignored him and drove off. He freaking followed us half way home, going slow like a creeper. Really?! Really?! I'm a tiny blonde twink who was with a preppy looking guy we are so threatening.

Alright, I missed you guys! I'll update soon!

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UPDATE!

HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID AS TO LEAVE OFF THE MAN WHO GETS ME OFF MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE PORN INDUSTRY ! WHEN I WAS WITH LOGAN I REFUSED TO PLAY AROUND OFF CAMERA... THE ONLY PERSON I WAS ALLOWED TO PLAY WITH WOULD BE :

DERREK DIAMOND (<3)

Auditions...

So lately, I haven't been as online active as I usually am. I've been preparing for a big audition that I had today in Austin Texas. (No, it wasn't porn.) So, I have been dancing, and dancing, and dancing. (Don't get me wrong, I'm not quitting porn, or what is that term that everyone is throwing around these days to get attention... 'Retiring'. You gotta get benefits to retire!) But, I am trying to get a gig setup to bring in some income. (I have a job now, I just don't work there much.) But, please don't mistake this as me leaving the industry after a year. (After all, there are things coming up that I can't tell you about!) So, Marcus "Wyler" and I are in Austin, living it up at the Extended Stay motel (Hey, it's got a kitchen!) and living it up on our mini-vacation. We've met some hot boys, gotten some phone numbers, and of course taken in the local Austin weirdness. I also saw a pair of underwear here, I can't live without! For the love of God someone buy me an early Christmas present! (I'd def do a sexy shoot for the blog with these.) There is something big coming up for me soon, but I don't wanna drop that bomb just yet! But it's gonna change my life for a few months.

Things are going awesome with my mother. She came down for a few days. We hung out, went to see MARY POPPINS: THE MUSICAL, Went shopping, she found an enema kit in my car. You know all the normal things that a mother and son do together! I'm going to go back to Alaska for Christmas this year! I am really excited. She wanted me to come for Thanksgiving as well, but do you know how long all those flights are? Plus, I already promised some people I'd be spending the Thanksgiving holiday with them. Oh, I left out that Logan, and my mother met face to face when she was down here. They have never really been two peas in a pod, but it was... good? awkward? I'm not sure how it went... I just needed him to sell us a bottle of Cinnamon Dolce syrup! But, that was odd the ex... Meeting the mother... Than they started text messaging each other back and forth! VERY ODD.

Alright, Marcus and I are going to go out and try to get some Austin boys naked now.

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Just a few photos from Halloween.

I didn't have my camera at the club. Which I regret. Jail Bait... And His Date Helga.