A sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, day....

I'm not even lying, I had a really fun blog planned for today. It was gonna feature me naked and having sex... But this morning I was woken up but a very distraught Logan. Marvel comics is slated to be bought out by The Walt Disney Company. Slated should just be said as it will happen. Disney will buy the company for 4 Billion Dollars and pay every shareholder 30 dollars for every share of Marvel they own. There is going to be a shareholders meeting to vote on the future of Marvel, but more importantly what will happen with their portfolio of 5,000 characters? I've been reading a ton of articles about what little news is out there with this just being an offer and I believe MTV.Com offers some of the best thought provoking questions...

Will Marvel dumb down its adult story lines?


Will the racy and gay characters disappear or be faded out?

I don't think this will happen because as they bring up, Disney does have some more adult oriented story lines and shows. (Desperate Housewives, Ugly Betty, The Soaps.) But I guess any true fan boy would be a bit nervous when a Cinderella Captain America cross over is just an e-mail away. It was a long day reading e-mails and getting my nerves rattled, so I had to go out and buy myself some graphic novels.

Oh, and what Universal Studios, Island's Of Adventures .... They host Marvel Super Hero Island, and Spider Man is their mascot! Universal is Walt Disney Worlds biggest rival.

Think about it guys...

Work and Pleasure

Well News: I will be returning to Fort Lauderdale in late July for some shoots.

That is all I really have today and now I want to talk about comic books. If you don't like comic books return tomorrow for a non comic related blog... Here are some photos to tide you over... My comic talk after the jump. (There will be spoilers.)







Yup it was Comic Porn. (But hey it is my blog.) Okay, so for anyone who lives in the Marvel U(niverse) you know that everything is topsy turvy with ol' Norman Osborn in control but there are some things going on I just don't understand right now. (Granted I only follow like six series.) Lets just start with the obvious... Why the hell have they handed the reigns over to Normal Osborn? That would be like us handing the keys to the kingdom to Osama Bin Ladin. You just don't forget and forgive mass murderers! I mean I get that it is a comic book and I really do like the idea of the villains in charge but why didn't an underling take over and Norman be the one pulling his strings. Secondly, if this is truly a post civil war government operation why is H.A.M.M.E.R. based out of Colorado and not D.C. like every other defense department?

Those are my two complaints with the overall story line. Now I'd like to move on to Ms.Marvel... Does anyone else find it kinda jarring they went back to the idea of the story teller? (Do we even know what happened to Devin after the Ms.Marvel: Storyteller one shot?) I'm just curious why Marvel keeps relying on reality altering characters to jar change. I would ask what anyone else thought about the death of Carol Danvers, but after last issue... It is a little more than obvious. Don't get me wrong THIS is my favorite storyline and I really was upset when she died but if you're gonna fake the death of the title character, make it a big deal and don't be like... She blew up... moving on. I would of have loved to see mourning and sorrow but everyone else was like, 'Welp, that sucks." But since the blue entity put the Ms.Marvel logo on the ground I think it is safe to say the Storyteller babies will bring back Carol and all will be well plus.... have you seen this week's cover?

Dead Pool - I know right now the Merc with the Mouth is just having some crazy antics with Hawkeye/Bullseye and is going to run off and be a pirate but I'm so confused why such a keyplayer in this game is being treated so lightly. Yes, I know he's Dead Pool but Ms.Marvel and him are the two that could destroy Norman and they're kinda brushed aside.

Elektra - Does anyone know what "The Stars Are Safe In The Sky Means?" I just read issue 4 and I think I missed something.

War Machine - What in the heck did that whole Zombie Computer virus have to do with anything in WAR MACHINE DARK REIGN.

Dark Avengers - I think they are going to be crucial in final hours of Norman's Dark Reign but does anyone else feel like they are off doing their own thing right now and for people as close to Norman as they are not really involved.

I want to say again I LOVE Marvel and I LOVE Dark Reign but I do have the question :

How are Dead Pool , Hawk Eye, Norman, etc... in so many books and never reference it in the other books what went on? (I know they have 30 pages to tell the story.) But it really just feels like Hawkeye/Bullseye is on EVERY book trying to kill EVERYone. (I am not really following his book till the TPB.)

There are some books I follow but only as TPB (Trade Paper Backs) or HC (Hardcovers) if I find them used (Or you want to buy them for me!): Wolverine Origins, New Avengers, Mighty Avengers, The Amazing Spider-Man, and the various odds and ends like I will get the mini-series in TPB when they come out.

So come together comic nerds lets discuss leave your comments. You too Matt! I want to know!

<3 Aiden


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Just To Clear The Air

The post below this about Twinklight is not a for sure thing. Lots of you have been asking when filming starts, I was just part of a mass e-mail casting call. But I still hope to be added, they could use a natural blond in that sea of brown hair. Heck, not all vampires have dark hair. I know, I used to live with one. So no word back from Afton yet. But we can still remain hopeful can't we? So if for some rare chance you know Afton you should be like "Oh hey, Afton, are you hiring that hot hottie Aiden Ash?" I'm just saying.

So we all know I'm a comic book guy and for those of you who don't know Wednesdays are comic book release day and today was like Christmas for those of us who live in the Marvel Universe and I had to really be thrifty. (Until Afton calls.) I've decided that on Wednesdays I'm gonna post my weekly pull-list and see if that starts any convo off the blog. So here are today's pulls.

X-Men UtopiaDark Avengers 6
Dark Reign: Elektra 4
Ms.Marvel 40
Secret Warriors 5Wolverine Weapon X 3

What do you guys think is going on with Ms.Marvel? I need to get in touch with RJ Danvers about all this!

For those of you who are rolling your eyes about this post, I just wanted to say I am not alone! Logan McCree (Wolverine's name?!), RJ Danvers (Carol Danvers Ms.Marvel's alias), Diesel Washington are just a few of the comic book loving porn stars out there. So I don't feel too nerdy or bad about all this. Though I won't lie, I really want to get a Marvel statue for my room, I just don't know if this unemployed porn star can drop a few hundred on a statue!

Speaking of unemployment my shoot with Boy Crush is June 30... That's soon. I'm excited to go back to the place I got my start and according to my guy in Florida, I should be returning to Fort Lauderdale in July to do some more work. (And hopefully dance at Johnny's!)

Alright boys, if you are in Houston tonight head over to South Beach around midnight where I will be stripping. (Mason Wyler is gonna be with me.... oh and our boyfriends.) So come have a cheap drink, see the boys, and of course the fabulous Kourtney Van Wales!

<3 Aiden

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Finals Week

Hey guys it's finals week, so today are my last two finals, so I need to study up for those I just wanted to say, so far everything is fine in my world. (Well Logan is literally having a mental breakdown over school, I've never seen him acting like this before.) The stuff that was stolen we're getting no cooperation from the Unit. We're gonna talk to the District Manager next week. Anywho we'll get back on a regular blogging schedule in the next week or so, and I'm gonna hand the blog over to Logan when I'm in Flordia being a broke straight boy. (I AM two of those three things ;) ) But going along our gay comics theme, I'm gonna go ahead and throw these up there, Logan found them pre breakdown, like back when his eyes weren't super wide and there wasn't a throbbing vein in his forehead.:

So quick question....

With a shoot coming up June 8 - 13th I have to work my ass off to get my body trim and toned. It's a lot of work, but I am working at the hotel so much I am exhausted! (That and I don't sleep well when Logan is gone. He is on a road trip to Atlanta... yet somehow I got a call from Bourbon Street... Is that on the way? Or is my man a lush?) I am really looking forward to getting back into the swing of things as far as porn is concerned, I really need to start hardcore applying to various places that way I can work with more then two sites. If you are in Houston I strip at South Beach the nightclub almost every Wednesday night. Just in case you wanted to come see me. I am really optimistic about this summer guys!

I hope to have some new photos up this week. We're house-sitting a friends house who has a pool and what else do you do when you're a budding adult film entertainer. The answer is take your clothing off and pose!

Just a quick one today since I had to work from 10pm - 6am last night and I go back in at 2pm - 10pm today.

Oh and going along the comic book theme, Logan found this and sent it to me! It's pretty crazy. Oh if only Peter Parker were this hot.

Love On The Pages...

So as you know by now Mason Wyler and his boyfriend Marcus Wyler are helping me bulk up so that I can get more work that and they're just all around fun boys to hang out with. Logan still won't join us at the gym... He gives all kinds crazy excuses... Something about school and graduation!

Marcus helps Mason write alot of his blogs and gave me some really really good advice tonight. Write about ANYTHING! I guess it's true you guys are here because you want to read not because you wanna look at the same blog over and over again, so I'm going to take Mrs.Wyler's advice and start the first in a series of blogs I would like to start doing about... You guessed it:




Gay Super Heroes. Now, now, before you click the X button to leave my blog hear me out! This is an insight into Logan and I's relationship which you guys HAVE been asking me about quote a bit. So I'll start by giving you the fun stuff about us!



Aside from Ms. Marvel my favorite superheros in the Marvel Universe would have to be Hulkling and Wiccan. They are members of the Marvel team The Young Avengers, who are brought together by a character named Iron Lad to protect him from his future self. The boys end up developing a huge crush on the other and start a relationship in the comic.

This is some pretty heavy stuff for the comic book world. Yes, we have had some gay trail blazers before the young couple, but this is the first openly gay couple that I am aware of in the books. The two boys openly show affection for each other and tell the other one subtly that they love them. The problem with this is that the relationship is not fully developed because The Young Avenger's don't have a continuous book in the Marvel Universe, and frequently share their pages with another group of young "capes" The Runaways.


While it is a great step that these two characters exist and are regularly featured in major Marvel Comics events, they still face many obstacles and stereotypes. I believe the characters have been making the rounds in 616 (Comic book talk for the main stream Marvel Universe) for roughly 4 years give or take, they have still yet to kiss or share a moment of extreme intimacy. I don't know about you guys but when I was teenager. (Like right now!) I can't keep my hands of cute boys that I'm around. Logan and I have to at least jerk off together every night before bed. Now, I know what you're thinking, that this guy is green! Teddy, Hulkling is a shape-shifter and frequently takes his human form in the comic books. I just find it slightly unbelievable that there is no sexual tension between the two of them whatso ever! Their teammates Patriot and the female Hawk Eye practically eye fuck every comic! I'm not asking for full on Hentai but it'd be nice if the two boys who are so supposedly desperately in love at least kissed. Sorry Wiccan... I guess you'll have to be pulling on your cock just a little while longer!




While we are talking about the things I dislike about the couple, I find it a little stereotypical that the homosexual is the one who dables in Wiccan practices and uses all the magic. (Buffy the Vampire Slayer anyone?) But in Marvel's defense, Billy (Wiccan) was created by The Scarlet Witch's mind when she altered reality made her self twin boys Wiccan and his brother Speed. I just find it annoying how the gay characters are always the one who seem to have connections to occult things and magic. Can't we have a nice Roman Catholic Altar boy as a hero!

The reason I am such a huge fan of these two guys, is that I really think their relationship resembles Logan's and myself. Plus there are a lot of other characteristics between the boys and me and my boy. While I don't do magic, he is the one with the heart of gold who even in my darkest hours has come to me no matter what the cost is to himself. He's bigger then me I'm little. Whenever he loses his cool, I'm able to bring him back and refocus him on what is important. Hell, he even named his green Ford Explorer and my red Ford is named Wiccan.

For our one year anniversary I found the two solo comics each of the two boys had and had it framed and matted for him. He is a huge fan of it! Its so cute how two comic book characters can capture the a real life relationship and you can see it on the pages. Now I'm totally goofy and naive and I know they're just comic book characters but I think we all have the people we were like or the people that we see from a far that we feel we can relate to.

So what do you think guys? Gay comic book characters interesting or waste of blog space? If you liked it I can do some more gay comic book character bios, to fill days I don't really have much to write.... But actually... I have some things to write about today but I think I'll hold you in suspense till tomorrow. So hold tight till tomorrow and we'll get back to the porn!!!

<3,
Aiden

Secret Identities (The one with lots of comic references)

Bear with me! This is really a blog about betrayal and porn but we'll start with some comic talk.


Secret lives, we all have them. You are not the same at work as you are at home. You are not the same at church as you are at the bar. You are not the same when you're shopping at the mall. We all live lives with multiple roles. An extreme example of this would come from Marvel Comics where a character known as Carol Danvers. She is most commonly known as Ms.Marvel, she is constantly evolving and changing costumes to fit her current era or situation. Sometimes she is Carol, a down on herself ex-airforce officer, other times Ms.Marvel former leader of the Mighty Avengers, or when she loses control she is Binary, her sort of spazzed out self. But in the end she is still Carol Danvers. This leads me to my next point, secret identities...
We all have them at some point in our lives... You may say you don't but think about it you do... Are you really HUNGSTUD69 or LOVESDISNEY@YAHOO.COM (don't email it I'm sure it belongs to someone.) Some people have more prolific secret identities... Steve Rogers is Captain America... (Well before... actually I'll get to that later.)
Peter Parker is Spider-Man.
Carol Danvers is Ms.Marvel.
Jennifer Walters is She-Hulk.
Mason Wyler is - - - He's kill me for telling you!

I bring up Mason to illustrate that as adult models we have to have secret identities ourselves. Of course I'm not Aiden Ash! My name isn't as sexy as that! But I can't tell you what my name really is, I mean sure I'm sure YOU'RE a nice guy but what about that guy who sends me 15 emails a day asking for my underwear do I really want him knowing my name or how to track me down? For example.. I have given my cellular phone number out to a few people who I talk to Via AIM on my AIDENASH screen name, those numbers now pop up as "Creeper Do Not Answer" when they call... at three am, five or six times in a row. For real man, if I don't answer in over a month, I'm not interested in talking.

Lets go over some extreme examples of why we don't like our identities to be made public, I turn again to Marvel Comics:

Captain America was forced to register as Steve Rogers and a fugitive from the law, when he turned himself in:


Peter Parker Unmasked himself to do what was "right" in the eyes of Iron Man:




Now I'm not saying that I expect any acts of violence against myself or my family but I don't like when guys come up to me at the club or when I'm on a date with Logan in the gay part of town and talk my ear off. I don't mind fans, in fact I love fans, but poor Logan just sits there and counts ceiling tiles! More so porn stars are worried about people knowing who we are because as a gay film star I have the advantage that most of the world won't know who I am. Hell, I tell people I'm hanging out with Mason Wyler and they always ask me who.... We live in a society where its not acceptable to be a porn star. (But why, when I know most of the people who shun porn stars watch it!) It could hinder career advancements, my already on edge parents would flip, and for real most people would look it up! I don't want Logan's mom seeing my asshole! That could make for some really awkward Sunday dinners!


Why is this suddenly a relevant topic? Well, last week I had a really weak moment and almost did something that could have forever harmed my relationship with Logan because my best friend... possibly former best friend caught me in a moment of weakness and thus decided to encourage me to move to Dallas or go into hiding away from Logan. (Sound dramatic? Well it was, but I believe Logan and I will be stronger now for it.) But that is not what this is about. I recently got a text message from a former professor who I absolutely adore asking me about my current career. The best friend goes to her and is talking and slips in the fact he and I are on the outs, and mentions I do porn. (This is a baptist school keep in mind.) He then tells her "OH, I THOUGHT YOU ALREADY KNEW." Yes... I go around telling everyone I do porn, just like he tells everyone he and his boyfriend have sex in animal costumes. (Hey, its okay to blog about, I think everyone already knows.)

While this isn't completely devastating it is annoying that someone betrayed my trust and who knows how far the ball will roll now. (But I left the school so it shouldn't be too bad.) Though I do know that there are going to be times in my life when people do find out I do porn for a living and as Logan and I talked about before my first shoot with Boy Crush there will be a price to pay one day possibly. I guess this is my first lesson in what the cost of secret identity can be.




Okay, on a different note, I may be going to the Gay A V N awards in March, where my DVD Popping His Cherry is up for best twink film! It's pretty awesome that my first film is up for an award! You should buy a copy or two, give them to your friends. (Hell give a copy to me so I can see it!) I may be going with Mason and Marcus Wyler which will be great exposure and great to meet industry people. I don't think Logan will be able to go with me which could be weird, but I'm sure he'll deal. If not I'll leave him a bottle of his favorite Midori and he can drink himself into a coma... Or just work on his book! (Finish that book Logan!!!)

My BoyFun Photoset is up! I'm not a member so I can't see it but I can see the freebies on the page. I'll have all of those up tomorrow for you to see!

Sorry It's been so long. Love you guys!

Aiden