I am a Lonely Little Boy!

Where have I been? Where have you been? You don't comment, or IM, or write! It's like you don't love me anymore! Okay that's a lie, you guys are always up on my nuts, and I love it! I've just been really busy trying to meet people. You would think being a porn model, meeting and getting laid would be so much easier than it has been! I'm by no means arrogant, I know I'm just a good looking guy and there are guys that are worlds better, but for real someone take me to dinner! I've decided I'd like to date another porn model. Why? Arrogance? Fantasy? Nope! Practicality.

If I were to date another porn model, it would make the tension of telling someone, oh I do porn so much easier. That and I wouldn't have to worry about jealousy. (Now, Logan, don't get your panties in a wad, I'm not saying you were crazy about it, but some of these new guys... JESUS CHRIST ON A CROSS!) This is my Adam4Adam profile now:

Nice to meet you

20, 5'6", 127lb, 26w, Swimmer's, Blond Hair,

Some Body Hair, White, Looking forFriendship, Relationship.

Just here to meet friends Not here for Sex.

1. No im not a prostitute

2. Yes I have done porn.

3. Yes i really do just want friends, not sex.

Thanks and have a great day

I am just over being called an AIDs magnet, a Whore, a slut. One guy told me the other day that I'm only 20 and have already ruined my life. Yeah, fuck you very much. I hope you enjoy your 7.50 an hour at Abercrombie and Fitch. Bitch. So yes, I think I'd start to like seeing other boys in the pornography industry and let the commoners sort themselves out. (And if you don't see that I am joking at calling you commoners, you're crazy!) And before anyone says it... No... I will not be dating Mason Wyler. He is my older horny brother. Okay maybe my cousin. I wouldn't suck on my brother's dick. Not that I'm saying I have sucked on Mason's... (Not saying I haven't. Gotta keep you guessing! ) But living in the house of porn, I've gotten to meet and/or talk to some very hot porn guys. (Ok... Ok... Guys, don't whine, I've met a lot of hot non-porn guys.)

You know what guys really get me hot?

Phillip Ashton

Chase Harding

Ryan Raz

Blake Riley (Retired)

I mean are any of these boys too much to ask for! Wow, how arrogant do I sound! It is just tough to meet guys who don't just want to fuck me because I do porn, or who don't judge me for doing so. (Living in the porn house helps.)

So stop doing porn you say! Make me! I love it! It's fun and a community that is pretty exclusive. Heck, I can write a tell all novel about it in a few years and it'll be on the CLEARANCE shelf in weeks! I mean have you ever been on the clearance shelf! I have high goals.

And to address those of you who are asking about Logan, the link to his blog is to the left of my blog text.

I would also like to say... I am not anti law enforcement at all. Again... I am not anti law enforcement. But tonight, I was out driving with a friend and it was midnight, and a cop just saw that we were young and started to follow us to the grocery store. When we were inside the store he sat and waited by the door , then proceeded to follow us to our car. We ignored him and drove off. He freaking followed us half way home, going slow like a creeper. Really?! Really?! I'm a tiny blonde twink who was with a preppy looking guy we are so threatening.

Alright, I missed you guys! I'll update soon!

<3>

UPDATE!

HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID AS TO LEAVE OFF THE MAN WHO GETS ME OFF MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE PORN INDUSTRY ! WHEN I WAS WITH LOGAN I REFUSED TO PLAY AROUND OFF CAMERA... THE ONLY PERSON I WAS ALLOWED TO PLAY WITH WOULD BE :

DERREK DIAMOND (<3)

A Few Things....

1.) THIRD ROW BRITNEY TONIGHT! I AM SO EXICTED! I will get to visit R.J. Danver's "Britney Land" he kept talking about when he saw it! We are gonna go early and try to get "Get in the Zone!"

2.) I got a job! Mason And Marcus Wyler's Roommate got me a job! It's a fun gig! They basically told me to get to work after my interview! So I'm really excited I don't have to go back into the food industry!

3.) I'm not updating as much until we (Logan and I) buy new power cords for our Mac Powerbooks. (I am on the family PC. Does anyone know how to delete Safari's history files?)

4.) Marvel Ultimate Alliance 2 is AMAZING! Fan boys, GET IT!

5.) I have some real posts in me and will do my best to get them up tomorrow. And Logan wrote a paper on gay men and Super Heroes that I'd love to post if I can persuade him!

Alright Boys! I promise to be back soon....

<3 Aiden

BRITNEY!!!!!!

"I know where I've been..."

It's been a trying week for me. Between the looking for jobs, the drugs, and the Wylers I've been pretty mentally exhausted. So let's get this thing started.
I make no secret of the fact that I live with Logan and his family, you can laugh if you want but it is really a great arrangement and I really enjoy living with my foster family. There really are not real rules except we have to do dishes and clean up once in a while. It is like renting a room I don't have to pay for. (Or if you ask Logan, one I don't have to clean.) But anyone who knows me would know that Logan's family is more like my first family now, since my other family seems to think I'm the anti christ because of who I like to share a bed with. So this week Logan's 15 year old brother who we already knew was a pot head, leaves his door wide open with his bong and a tin of "altoids" laying out in plain view. So Logan goes in and takes it out, but sees he's MySpace is open and since we are asked to do weekly inspections of the kids room he looks at this e-mails and finds out the kid is in a mountain of trouble. Everything from who the kid is banging to who he gets his drugs from. Now, I'm not gonna tell you if its wrong or right to smoke pot, if you do that is your business, if you don't that is your business. The reason this is such an issue is A.) There is a zero tolerance policy for anything illegal in this house. B.) The kid is into alot more then pot. (Acid, Cocaine, and other nasties. Forgive me if those nasties are your pleasures, they're just not mine.) C.) He is repeating his freshman year of high school because he didn't pass because he skipped so much to go do these fun little drugs or would get high in school and would sit the whole day in DMC. So that was a huge issue around here this week. Oh, and last night Logan's Mom gets her camera back from the 15 year old and it turns out the idiot took photos of him and all his 15 year old friends with bongs and getting high on her camera and forgot to delete them! This kid is on the fast track to success I think!

The job search. Logan has forced me to ride with him every where he goes and drives through every strip center we come to and makes me run inside for applications. (Unfortunately most places are now doing online applications, which is frustrating because I am prettier in person than I am on paper.) So I have been going back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, to places. I had three interviews that went no where. Hell, one even mailed me a letter of regret. I would have much rather been told no on the phone when I called then to get the perfumed postcard that told me with roses and smiles that they were "Impressed by my talent and what I have to offer, but (they) just can't use it at this time." Fuck you, you're a story for fat ladies anyway. (Forgiveness asked from all the fat ladies.) But those of you who follow me on Twitter will know that I had two job interviews from the same company. It isn't the most glamorous job in the world but it'll do for now. Okay... Here it goes... I have my third interview for a restaurant called STRAIGHTS. I'm not even joking. Logan's family will not stop hassling me about this. Come on everyone get your gay jokes out of your system. I'll wait...



You done?



How about now?


Okay, so anywho, I have my third interview and it is in a really upscale area so it should be good money.

But Aiden what about porn you ask? Well, I am still doing porn! I just have not been able to be as active as I'd like because a few things. I have to have a steady income or they are gonna take Iron Lad (My car) away from me! And I can't drive Iron Lad if I am not insured! (Does anyone know where the name Iron Lad comes from?) And I would have not had to get rush to get a job if the person who was acting as my agent had not just abandoned me. Supposedly I was supposed to have a shoot the last weekend of August. Well, after no e-mail contact back to me or not calling back after I called him probably 20 times I figured the shoot, (My bills for September) were not gonna happen and I had to go out on the job search. I know... I know... Everyone has to get a job but that just makes it harder for me to do porn work. (And no I will not name any names in this scenario, I will just learn from it and not do anything with this company again. It has almost been a month and since I last heard from them.) But never fear, I have plenty of work out there that is still going to be posted. I am going to take this down time to work on my body and put things first that I had put on the back burner. I guess I really never took this whole recession thing into consideration for real real... I live in Houston and our economy is booming down here. The only real effects we can see are things done from companies with their national headquarters are somewhere other than here. So long story short --- Yes I want to still do porn. But I gotta put my "survival" first.

And now the big one... We went to a house party last night. It was good times. All of our local crew getting together for some Drinking, Rock Band, and Steak And Shake. But this guy was there Tyler and he was invited by Logan. He has known Logan longer then I have and I know Logan used to have some serious crushage on him. So last night they spent most of the night drunk and alone together out on the patio while we were inside playing drinking games. I'm really not trying to be the jealous paranoid woman, (Forgiveness asked from all jealous paranoid women) but I dunno what was so interesting outside that wouldn't have been just as interesting inside. Then after we got home at 4:30 am, Logan was continuing to text Tyler till well past I went to sleep. I asked Logan what on Earth could be so interesting that late in the early morning. He said they were continuing their discussion on Christian Salvation and Homosexuals... What's your take on this guys?

And finally The Wylers... Well, I'm not always a Wyler boy. Sometimes I'm in the club sometimes I am not. Right now they are in the middle of a big move, (They chose to move closer to me so I can see them more!) so WylerNation will be up and running soon I think. If not I can try to keep you updated on what's going on with them but I can't tell you everything since it's not my place to be the town gossip. But if you ask me... I think... Nah, nevermind. ;)

<3 Aiden

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"Bros Before Hos"

So tonight I sit at home due to a violation of the Bros Before Hos policy... For those of you who do not know what this is, it is the policy that you do not put your hormonal urges before your friendships that will surely outlast your fling. So since someone put their hopes and in a man and told me they didn't feel like socializing with anyone tonight. So instead of seeing what is bound to be a classic, THE FINAL DESTINATION in 3D, I am sitting here. Also, I am really feeling my age because Brent Corrigan is in town dancing and I can't go because I am so young. So I have to hit the gym so I can dance with Mason when I convince him to perform at Meteor.

Job hunting is going well, I had two interviews today. One for a waiter gig and the other is a woman's boutique. (Stop Laughing!) But hey at this point a job is a job right!

I really had a lot more to talk about but then I started watching T.V.... I'll be back tomorrow with a real post...

Whoa... Total Brain Fart.

<3 Aiden

I've taken on a big load!

Hey guys sorry it has almost been a week, well half a week since my last entry. I've been so busy. I'm looking at houses with the Wyler boys and looking for a job every waking moment. (Not to mention that Logan has started school so he's not really around to kick my ass into doing my porn duties.) But all in all life is good at the moment. I kind of wish I had signed up for classes at this point since it seems like porn work will be few and far between this semester. (I'm really hoping my thing in January works out.) It's funny how one minute you're getting jobs left and right, then nothing, then another pop! Fickle industry. I guess we can't all be Mason Wyler! (Or excuse my ignorance... Who is the big thing right now?) So here I am trying to become a slave to the retail world and hitting a bunch of walls. My favorite wall was this "I love your energy and enthusiasm, I just think I have to give it to somebody else." Work will come. I just hope I don't have to go back to the coffee shop, while I enjoyed, that is Logan's thing and it is soul sucking!
Oh and in honor of back to school I think I wanna post photos of my hot college readers. So if you're hot and in college send me a pic to AidenAsh89@gmail.com and in a week or so we'll do tribute to our hot collegiate boys.
Have you picked up this month's Unzipped Magazine? If not... WHY? I'm in it!

<3 Aiden

Home, Home on the Range...

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Sorry Guys...

I'm sorry about not posting I've been in a totally blah mood and planning this vacation like nonstop. I'll be in Fort Lauderdale this weekend dancing at Johnny's all weekend... If all goes well. Then I am driving back to Florida with Logan on the 7th for a week at Disney then a wedding on the 14th. Then driving back on the 17th. THEN I'm flying back to Florida the following weekend to film a scene. Lots of Florida in the next three weeks! It'll be good though.

If you wanna see what's up and I haven't blogged in a while please feel free to use my contacts! I love to hear from you guys and will respond unless something major is going on with me. I'm usually on at night.

Oh and do any Walt Disney World Cast Members read this? If so can you e-mail at AidenAsh89@gmail.com that'd be great!

But I'm gonna go back to my little cave right now, I will try to get things back on track tomorrow.

<3 Aiden

Oh and the weird ass pictures just prove to me Logan needed to take summer school instead of photoshopping all day:





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A Hunch...

I just thought since I dunno maybe we haven't seen my work in a while I'd post some of it just for shits and giggles... (And Other Things)

There is my DVD POPPING HIS CHERRY





And my work for Boy Fun:





Don't forget I'm on Boy Crush:







Also the small time stuff I did when I got Mega Sexy for Unzipped:





There is also my time with Broke Straight Boys that will be released soon, and a few projects I can't talk about yet.

I mean... I'm just saying...

Enjoy the photos boys. And BOO-YAH, you know who you are.

Well....

I'm Sorry I've Been Gone I Have A Good Reason: r
More Saturday....

Ready... Set... Vent!

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The Evils Of Aiden Ash...

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Letters From My Death Bed...

Hey guys it's Logan. I am writing you this from what very well might be my death bed. Why do I say this... Because who get the flu in July? Alright, go ahead and make your swine flu jokes... I'll wait right here why you go to the comments box and make every little clever swine flu comments your warped brains can come up with. (Yeah, I'm talking to you guy who told me to die so you could date Aiden.) Alright, if you are done making your comments I will proceed. I just figured I'd talk about some porn stuff tonight. What does one do to keep one's sanity when the porn star is away playing... (Not watching Elektra that's for sure, I am NOT digging this movie.) I talked to a fellow porn boyfriend over the 4th of July holiday who went with his boy to a shoot. This is something I don't think I could do... It's better to get a text that says "TTYL BABE, SCENE STARTING." then distract yourself for a few hours. I usually plan on hanging out with Matt during shoot weeks, (he knows our dirty secrets) seeing like every movie that is out, or working a hell of a lot. (The last one usually is the best option because I get so frustrated with retail my boyfriend being fucked seems like a walk in the park.)
I have also found that it is easier to not watch the scenes that Aiden is in. In fact we don't even own POPPING HIS CHERRY. (Though I'd like to see it once.) The only works of Aiden's I ever see are the stills we slap on the blog for publicity. We live normal lives outside of shoot weeks. Our bedroom has no porn in it. The only photos of Aiden are the ones beside our bed of he and I at Pride 08 being goofballs.
It makes it easier when I have some control over the situation. For example, I get to help pick out flight times or this for example. When I get to blog it connects me to this world that I'm not really in but when you're with someone you need to not completely isolate yourself from aspects of their life.
I've also found it therapeutic to have friends that are going through the same things that you are. Marcus Wyler and I have an understanding of things most gay men couldn't fathom. (This is not talking down to anyone, but how many men know that thousands and thousands of men are pleasuring themselves looking at someone performing one of their most intimate acts. Then again, sometimes Aiden and I play on Web Cam!)
But I think one of the parts that really does it for me is that excitement of booking a shoot. For example, in a few moments we will be sending Aiden photo sets to Chi Chi Larue directly to see if the goddess of all porn has any use for him at the current time, or when we were waiting to hear back from Afton Nill's about Twinklight. (He never returned Aiden's e-mail, most porn companies do not do the courtesy of declining like other performance arts.) We are waiting to hear about July's shoot in Fort Lauderdale at the moment. (Though this is kinda nerve wracking because our Disney vacation rides on this shoot!)

It can be tough. It really can be. But overall I look at this way. This is something he really wants to do and makes him happy. You guys get him the next few years, if all goes well. I get him the rest of our lives, or till we break up. Whatever comes first.

~ Logan