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"I know where I've been..."

It's been a trying week for me. Between the looking for jobs, the drugs, and the Wylers I've been pretty mentally exhausted. So let's get this thing started.
I make no secret of the fact that I live with Logan and his family, you can laugh if you want but it is really a great arrangement and I really enjoy living with my foster family. There really are not real rules except we have to do dishes and clean up once in a while. It is like renting a room I don't have to pay for. (Or if you ask Logan, one I don't have to clean.) But anyone who knows me would know that Logan's family is more like my first family now, since my other family seems to think I'm the anti christ because of who I like to share a bed with. So this week Logan's 15 year old brother who we already knew was a pot head, leaves his door wide open with his bong and a tin of "altoids" laying out in plain view. So Logan goes in and takes it out, but sees he's MySpace is open and since we are asked to do weekly inspections of the kids room he looks at this e-mails and finds out the kid is in a mountain of trouble. Everything from who the kid is banging to who he gets his drugs from. Now, I'm not gonna tell you if its wrong or right to smoke pot, if you do that is your business, if you don't that is your business. The reason this is such an issue is A.) There is a zero tolerance policy for anything illegal in this house. B.) The kid is into alot more then pot. (Acid, Cocaine, and other nasties. Forgive me if those nasties are your pleasures, they're just not mine.) C.) He is repeating his freshman year of high school because he didn't pass because he skipped so much to go do these fun little drugs or would get high in school and would sit the whole day in DMC. So that was a huge issue around here this week. Oh, and last night Logan's Mom gets her camera back from the 15 year old and it turns out the idiot took photos of him and all his 15 year old friends with bongs and getting high on her camera and forgot to delete them! This kid is on the fast track to success I think!

The job search. Logan has forced me to ride with him every where he goes and drives through every strip center we come to and makes me run inside for applications. (Unfortunately most places are now doing online applications, which is frustrating because I am prettier in person than I am on paper.) So I have been going back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, to places. I had three interviews that went no where. Hell, one even mailed me a letter of regret. I would have much rather been told no on the phone when I called then to get the perfumed postcard that told me with roses and smiles that they were "Impressed by my talent and what I have to offer, but (they) just can't use it at this time." Fuck you, you're a story for fat ladies anyway. (Forgiveness asked from all the fat ladies.) But those of you who follow me on Twitter will know that I had two job interviews from the same company. It isn't the most glamorous job in the world but it'll do for now. Okay... Here it goes... I have my third interview for a restaurant called STRAIGHTS. I'm not even joking. Logan's family will not stop hassling me about this. Come on everyone get your gay jokes out of your system. I'll wait...



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How about now?


Okay, so anywho, I have my third interview and it is in a really upscale area so it should be good money.

But Aiden what about porn you ask? Well, I am still doing porn! I just have not been able to be as active as I'd like because a few things. I have to have a steady income or they are gonna take Iron Lad (My car) away from me! And I can't drive Iron Lad if I am not insured! (Does anyone know where the name Iron Lad comes from?) And I would have not had to get rush to get a job if the person who was acting as my agent had not just abandoned me. Supposedly I was supposed to have a shoot the last weekend of August. Well, after no e-mail contact back to me or not calling back after I called him probably 20 times I figured the shoot, (My bills for September) were not gonna happen and I had to go out on the job search. I know... I know... Everyone has to get a job but that just makes it harder for me to do porn work. (And no I will not name any names in this scenario, I will just learn from it and not do anything with this company again. It has almost been a month and since I last heard from them.) But never fear, I have plenty of work out there that is still going to be posted. I am going to take this down time to work on my body and put things first that I had put on the back burner. I guess I really never took this whole recession thing into consideration for real real... I live in Houston and our economy is booming down here. The only real effects we can see are things done from companies with their national headquarters are somewhere other than here. So long story short --- Yes I want to still do porn. But I gotta put my "survival" first.

And now the big one... We went to a house party last night. It was good times. All of our local crew getting together for some Drinking, Rock Band, and Steak And Shake. But this guy was there Tyler and he was invited by Logan. He has known Logan longer then I have and I know Logan used to have some serious crushage on him. So last night they spent most of the night drunk and alone together out on the patio while we were inside playing drinking games. I'm really not trying to be the jealous paranoid woman, (Forgiveness asked from all jealous paranoid women) but I dunno what was so interesting outside that wouldn't have been just as interesting inside. Then after we got home at 4:30 am, Logan was continuing to text Tyler till well past I went to sleep. I asked Logan what on Earth could be so interesting that late in the early morning. He said they were continuing their discussion on Christian Salvation and Homosexuals... What's your take on this guys?

And finally The Wylers... Well, I'm not always a Wyler boy. Sometimes I'm in the club sometimes I am not. Right now they are in the middle of a big move, (They chose to move closer to me so I can see them more!) so WylerNation will be up and running soon I think. If not I can try to keep you updated on what's going on with them but I can't tell you everything since it's not my place to be the town gossip. But if you ask me... I think... Nah, nevermind. ;)

<3 Aiden

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Home, Home on the Range...

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My "Plan B" ... I hope I'm not beating a dead horse...

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Florida: Day 7

Twitter is a very powerful thing. If you haven't been following the Iranian elections (I better start following them! More on that later.) then you may not get that Twitter is literally helping to shape the world we live in. The United States government even asked Twitter to push back scheduled work on the system so that the voices of the people could be heard. But on a more personal level Twitter has connected me with a plethora of people that I would normally not have access to in the Gay Porn community, which I can now say I feel I have my foot in the door! Heck even my boyfriend, Logan is getting in on the action! Though I have to admit it, when Logan and I are texting back and forth we don't refer to people by their real names, when we talk about Zach from Unzipped, we say @UnzippedMedia or when we talk about our newfound love for Ryan Raz we say, "Did you see what @RyanRaz84 just said?" For all of you who doubt the power of this social networking giant (COUGHMATTCOUGH) take a look at CNN and then tell me that I'm wasting my time Tweeting my life away. (Or as a matter of fact, I believe I owe it to Twitter that when I walked into a room today a big time agent, FabScout Howard says "I finally get to meet TheAidenAsh. Lets talk about a cool feeling.)
While we are talking about cool tweeting feelings, I'd like to bring everyone's attention to the latest blog entry on Unzipped.Com. Zach is a pretty fun guy to talk to, and I feel a great person to know in the Biz, so last night in my trying to figure out what to blog about he gave me the suggestion for the post below. Since Mason Wyler's monster can be controlled by a the God at Unzipped Media, I was granted a C-List Porn star status! (Thanks Zach! Logan was really stoked now we can stop eating dollar menu and start getting happy meals!) So in jest(?) A POLL ABOUT AIDEN ASH has gone up posing the question "What should Aiden Ash do next." What good C-Lister would pass up this chance for attention and free press? (Okay, I'm really doing it because it seems like a lot of fun.) So if you aren't already checking out Unzipped.net (Shame on you by the way.) Head on over to the blog take the poll and then take some time to check out a great bloggers work! (Though the real question is, What becomes of my underwear if it gets sent to Unzipped? I think it should get a spot in the editorial section myself!)

So I was lounging on the couch, texting dirty test to Logan this afternoon and had figured I was just going to get dance at Johnny's tonight and my scene work for the week was done... But just when I started touching myself to my boyfriend's dirty dirty words I get a call from the guy representing me on this trip (Bailey) and he says Howard (Fabscout) needs a bottom like right now. Meaning be ready to go and get fucked in 10 minutes! I've never cleaned my hole that fast in my life! It worked out so perfect too! I was so worked up from Logan that I was really, really, really, wanting to be fucked! So I filmed a scene with an authentic porn virgin, the boy has never even been with a guy! How cool is that! Most of the time they're faking their straightness but this guy was actually a straight guy! Its is like a gay man's dream come true to have a straight guy fuck them isn't it!? Also, the site (I'm not sure I can say its name yet) is an old site that shut down and I get to be apart of the relauching of it! I'm really excited. The scene went excellent! Plus meeting the famous Howard and Misty Eyez was really cool, since they are like celebs among the porn boys.

I may have another scene tomorrow, but that is another of those be ready in ten minutes calls. Cross your fingers for me boys!

Oh and while we're at it... I have a porn crush on RJ Danvers and I think the stills from his shoot today are pretty bad ass. I don't care who you are, this guy makes this look hot!

I have loved, loved, loved, Florida but I am ready to go home and see Logan! Today we realized we have only texted all week and not actually talked on the phone, and the whole time we were on the phone he was talking to himself about the ingredients for the Poblano Chicken he was shopping for to make for dinner! So, on Thursday if I am not reachable during the day, I am getting my brains fucked out by Logan (Rumor is come July, I'll be back in Fort Lauderdale doing some more work!)

<3 Aiden

And... Uh oh Manhunt Daily figured out my weakness for Superheros!
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A Quick Break From Updates

Soooo... I don't normally do this but Logan shot this video my way. It is a perfect porno! 2 minutes of story then just sex, no cheesy lines, just men enjoying their bodies. And towards the end I noticed someone, do you?

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Yup, that is Ashton Cooper, the guy I was supposed to do a shoot with but it fell through. That was a surprise. I'm dancing at Johnny's tonight. Come see me! I'll do the Day 6 update tonight

<3 Aiden

Discouraged...

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I am nobody. . . but so are you. . .

Okay to start this blog off we're going to play a game. Look at the following porn actors and models and I want you to tell see if you can think of their names or who they are without looking it up.

Ready? Go!












How many do you think you got? Honestly I could name two just by looking at it. My buddy Mason Wyler and Jeremy Jordan. (Yes, Yes, I know Brent is big, but I wouldn't know him myself!) All these models and most of you probably have no idea who they are!

Why on Earth would I post a bunch of random porn stars? Tonight I was cruising my Dudes Nudes because I talk to some great people on there and really enjoy it and ran across a fellow model who has worked for Falcon and Chi Chi Larue, these are both goals of mine, so I messaged him. I said to him:

"Hey I really like the work of yours that I've seen. I hope to work for Falcon one day myself, but thus far have only done a few small shoots and am getting help from Mason Wyler to get work."

If I were to get a message like this. (And I often do.) I thank them and if they ask for advice on how to get into the industry, even if I KNOW they have no chance in hell of doing it I always answer their questions. I never say, wow those zits take you right out or its hard to find work for guys your size. I always tell them what I know and if I know of any good sites or agents who are looking for their type I direct them there. The response I got back from this porn "star" was this:

"Uh Ok.. You have to have the right look and know the right people." (This is not word for word, because I corrected spelling and grammar.)

I then proceed to pleasantly reply:

"Yeah that can be the hardest part can't it! I'm working with Mason Wyler on contacts and stuff. Any hints for an aspiring porn kid."

He then deletes my message without reading it. So I figure maybe he did a bulk delete and it got deleted. So I sent it again. Because like I've always been taught, its who you know and who you blow. He deletes it again.

I'm not trying to be a Diva guys, I'm really not. But the point of all this is, I found it funny that he thought he was someone big and special. If you look above most of those guys have been or are big in the adult industry yet I bet a majority of you guys have no idea who they are. Mason, who is a pretty big name in the porn industry says all the time, "I'm not a star." Which I would totally disagree with. Alot of guys know Mason Wyler! (I did not post the guys photos above because I don't want a pissing contest.)

What is the point of this blog: We're all nobodies in the end. There are Billions of people on this plants and I bet a good chunk of them are really hot men with great bodies who a large chunk of which would probably do porn.

I'm reminded every day and every time I apply somewhere that I am a nobody in the industry. And I'm not asking for compliments I'm just stating a fact. I don't get alot of jobs I apply for or I'm told to bulk up, slim down, shave this, grow that, tan this, lighten that. Mason will even tell you its not about Superstardom its about longevity. And I agree. Mason has had a very long career for a porn star. 5 years. Thats a LONG time for gay porn. (Unless you're a lifer like Matt Rush.)

I think we also all owe it to each other to not be catty Divas. We're all just a bunch of hoes peddling our bodies for a buck, and like I said its not an easy industry and their are a lot of bodies to be peddled!

Anyway boys if you're in porn remember love each other, help each other,
Rant? Maybe. Truth? For Sho'!
<3,
Aiden