Mom and Logan

It's my blog and I'll bitch if I want to!
Dad: Are you purposely trying to hurt me?
Me: What do you mean?
Dad: You haven't called in 8 days!

Boys... Do you call your parents every time you turn around? Now don't get me wrong... I love my parents... But they cut contact with me for a year. Not the other way around. I tried to keep in touch and to make amends and I was told that I would eventually "Get AIDS and die." Now I really want to work things out with my Mom and Dad and I want to have that close relationship with them we once had... But... Time people! Time! Texts are sufficient are they not? Do you need a detailed report of everything I do every time I do it?

Why is this bothering me today? Logan and I aren't totally back together, but we are in a semi getting back together process. Working out our issues? I don't know what the hell to call it but it is what it is. But here is the issue...

My Mom and Logan are TEXTING!
Small talk!
Not real talk!
Small talk!
What do I do? They were talking about coffee and shopping!
I don't know what to do... Advice please!

Love Aiden

The Green Monster....

"Aiden where have you been? You always say that you're going update and stay on the ball but you never do!"

Well I'll tell you why! My roommate is off to a big company tomorrow to possibly sign on with them! Don't assume you know who it is, because you don't. So don't guess and pity me. I guess I dropped the ball for a bit. All these things with Logan and my internship coming up, I've just gotten discombobulated. Yes, I said it things with Logan. I don't know what it is. Last weekend he begged me to take me on a really nice date so of course I let him... I didn't know it was going to be dinner at fancy Italian restaurant, staying over night at five star hotel (that I know cost him most of his paycheck for one night!), and get his... A ring, a freaking diamond ring! He said it was a promise ring that I can wear to know he's waiting on me for when I decide I want to come back to him. Sweet? Yes. Arrogant? Possibly! Did I like it? Yes. But right now... I also like sucking dick and taking names!

Living in the house of Wyler has been amazing and I love it, but sometimes it is hard to look around and see these jocks totally trampling me as far as porn goes... I know twinks only do so well in porn... Hell, my friends at Unzipped love to poke fun at us... as do my house mates. I love them but I guess I am just discouraged. Okay, okay, I know I have talked about this big deal I may have coming up but that's months off and I just really want to feel like a star in something! I know it sounds lame but... Is that too much to ask? Just to be the alpha dog at something! (And no I won't join the king of the twinks battle!)

On a plus side, I threw a great get together last weekend. Met some cool new people and almost broke some of my friends up. (Opps!) But it was a lot of fun! And my Thanksgiving was fantastic. Logan's Mom had me over and we did the twenty person Cranium thing! I promise more news soon boys!

Love Aiden

My Life Is So Hawt...

Not to sound like I'm full of myself but my life couldn't be more awesome than it is right now. The freedoms I have are amazing. There is nothing and no one tying me down. I am making amends with my family. I am twenty, flirty and thriving! (13 Going on 30 reference.) I guess I am just really happy with where I am right now. I'm meeting a ton of awesome guys. Going on some stellar dates. It's just fun! (Well there is the occasional creepage from Logan. I am trying to be his friend but he just doesn't get it. Friends boy! Friends!)
I had an amazing date last night. It was a guy I met on one of the fag locator sites and we had started to swap texts back and forth for a day or so before we decided to hang out. I was a little worried though because his screen name insinuated that he was after sex and most of photographs were either of him with his cock out or his cock. But he ended up being a good cuddle buddy!
So Halloween is coming up and I'm going as Jail Bait! How does one go as Jail Bait? Wait and see!!!

<3 Aiden

"You Can't Spell Break-Up Without Break."

Okay guys... Truth time.

I've been struggling with some personal issues. Logan. We are on a break. Out of the blue I know. It kind of was for me too. I just woke up yesterday and realized, I don't think I love him anymore. I mean I still love him as a person, but I'm not in love with him. I think. I dunno. Just so much in my life is in shambles. My job, my schooling, my career, my family. I dunno. Logan just is the easiest to let go.

He just always would make little comments, and I know to him they were innocent but they really hurt me. Maybe I should have said something to him but I dunno if he would have stopped. The other night he went out with Matt and I danced at the club and they were going to meet me later. I felt better in that two hours alone than I did with him. My selfesteem was way up.

Also at his place its like I share a small bedroom with him and a house with his family. I don't have a place I can go and just turn my music up and think. I know I had it good there, no rent, or food, or bills, but I just had to get out to think for a bit.

I told Logan it's a break. But I have a feeling it could be a break up.

I feel bad though, Logan's friends say he is a mess. Apparently in class he just stares at the floor, and he tears up alot. I feel kinda bad because I called into the radio station to make a comment and he randomly had that station on and heard me and apparently upset him more.

I told him we will talk. And we will. When I am ready.

I don't know what to do. He texts me and he apologizes for everything he's ever done wrong. But he just doesn't get it. I don't even know if I do. What do I do guys?

This guy is so important to me but I don't know where he fits anymore?

<3 Aiden

Dear Ms. LaRue....

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"No Fancy Birthday Parties, With Ice Cream And Cake...:

Can anyone name the musical the title of this blog is from? I'll give you a lap dance if you can!

I know... I know... Pride stuff... But I'm so excited because it was such a great 20th birthday. I got up at 8am (Which is weird for me because I work really weird hours outside of porn.) it was really good to get my birthday started off early. The first thing I saw when I left the room (besides Logan drooling in the pillow) was there was a huge poster of me in a dress on our bedroom door. Logan's Dad put it there. (He's really something else, he's like the Dad you wish was your Dad. Well ya, he's my adopted Dad.) But ya, the first thing I saw was a huge poster of me in a dress from our Prom. (There may still be some photos if Logan hasn't deleted them all.) So I get up and just have a few hours to myself before the day started. Which is really nice, I really like living in this house but there are six of us here so any time you can be alone playing a video game or watching T.V. or heck just sitting on the couch trying to figure out why in the heck Logan's Mom painted the living room yellow with brown sponge paint, is a good few hours.

I woke lazy ass Logan up at 10am. (He usually works at 4am daily, so on his off days don't wake him!) And randomly the boy woke up really quick and was ready to ravish my body. And ravish he did! So far, it was a pretty good birthday. Then we go to lunch/brunch at Panera bread after checking the blogs and e-mails and all the blogs I follow and as usual Panera = Awesome! After lunch we ran a few errands and Logan randomly pulled into the movie theater and said pick a movie. So I did, Angels and Demons... AWESOME FLICK GUYS. And Spoiler Alert : Ewan McGregory would have been our hottest Pope if that movie were not a work of fiction. So after the film Logan asks if I want ice cream. (I ALWAYS want Ice Cream) We drive out of our way to Katy, because Logan knows I like Cold Stone Creamery the best out of all the ice cream places. So at this point its about mid afternoon so we hit the mall to do some shopping, and both find DVDs we have been looking for but after a few minutes decide it isn't our heart's desire. (We really went to the mall to see if that theatre had the film 17 AGAIN but only at 6:30 and Logan had dinner plans at 8.)

After the mall we head back to our part of town and Logan starts acting really weird and frantic and was sending a million texts, I was like why are you being so weird and he wouldn't respond. So I was like whatever, while I'm showering and getting ready to go to dinner he starts to act even more like a weirdee. He's in the back yard (in his baby blue boxer shorts <3) yelling on the phone, he is sending MORE texts and he locks himself in the downstairs bathroom and starts to run the water in the tub and sink. So whatever, he hasn't told me anything about the plans that night, but at this point I can tell something is amiss. So we were supposed to be there at 8 and Logan is upset cause he said his reservations weren't until 8:30 (now if you know Logan, it takes ALOT to get him frazzled or upset. Unless you fuck with his Money, then he cuts first and asks questions later.) So as we get closer to Willowbrook (the area of town we had dinner in) he about gets us killed on the road texting and fuming....

We pull into Olive Garden and Logan freaks out via text. His fingers are flying he is looking around alot. We walk in to the Olive Garden and "SURPRISE!" Twenty of my friends standing in the lobby greeting me wearing Curious George Masks and birthday hats. I was so shocked. It was so amazing, balloons, gifts, a centerpiece! (Logan was upset cause they told him they'd have the party seated by 7:30 it was 8:45 by the time we sat Willowbrook Olive Garden, I don't recommend it, service sucked too.) But it was so awesome! The Wyler boys were there, Leigh and Stephanie, Matt, and a ton of people I hadn't mentioned! It was just a night of good fun. Mason Wyler entertained a four year old all night who told him "You are so silly." and "Sooo immature." (She later rode the giraffe the Wyler boys gave me around the room ((inside thing)).) But there were gifts and singing and more four year old on the table making announcements about various courses and her introductions of everyone around the room. It was great fun! The best part was Stephanie is very conservative and kinda uptight and she for some reason naturally gravitated to Mason and Marcus who told her their whole history in porn. It was hilarious, we had to prove to her later that Mason was not lying. She screamed. It was so funny.

Afterwards we headed to Leigh's house have cake. A large cookie cake that read "Happy Birthday Rainbow", and had rainbows all over it. Adorable! The four year old is Rose's (Logan's bestfriend) daughter who has no concept of gay or straight and calls me Rainbow. CLASSIC. Well boys I'm off to see if Logan will give me some sweet loving before bed. Love you and thank you for the birthday wishes!

(Photos will go up on this one. Check back later! I just have to upload them.)

<3 Aiden

Oh and I almost forgot one of the main reasons to post! I got some love from my blog and porn buddies! Such as My Buddy Mason (My Porn Mentor) My Friend Chucky Bear (Lots of Hot Videos on His Site!) And Dewayne! (A master porn reviewer.)

Thank you boys!!!

A Classic! (But Not Really.)

Yesterday when bowling Mason Wyler said to Logan, "I seen Beyonce at Burger King". Logan then says, "She was eating, she was eating." Mason then asks Logan, "Oh yeah? What was she eating." Then the two went head to head on what she was eating.... What is this tomfoolery you ask? Well, it is the gay rapper Cazwell's hilarious rap that Logan showed me last Christmas... They play it at the club sometimes a dance mix. Logan saw it for the first time at Meteor, a gay lounge in Houston, and now I will share this piece of solid gold with you:



Enjoy! I'm off to talk to my new friend, who may be moving to Houston this summer! Logan and I love summer friends! But they usually don't last more than a summer... It's not our fault though! Sometimes our sisterhood just gets broken. (Nah, we're not fems it's just a joke boys calm down!) Oh and... Logan wants to bring back the word Tomfoolery... So everyone do your best to incorporate the word tomfoolery into your everyday vocab.

You Can Thank Logan....

It's been a long day guys! Logan and I went out with the Wyler boys and bowled, played laser tag, had dinner, then went to see the new Star Trek movie (which rocked) and I was so tired but Logan said "NO AIDEN! YOU PROMISED PICTURES TODAY!" So he drug my ass out to the pool and we took some photos. I'm gonna take some tomorrow in the light. But here are a few of what we got guys, I know one is blurry but it sums up the "shoot".






And I love my present from New York Mason and Marcus!

The One With All The Links

School is in the final weeks and you know what that means... The start of porn season. With all the the little boys out of school the studios will be pulling out their cameras and looking for the next big thing! (Hey I'm here guys!) I have two for sure shoots this summer and am I looking for more! If you ever read the comments section of my blog you will see that I told Ken I will be on Mason Wyler's Website come January. So Mason, Marcus and I will be hitting the gym. (Hear that Logan, ya fat ass! Hit the gym with us!) I am very hopeful for this summer. I am hoping to work with the guys at Boy Crush again, but that is really iffy, I may just reapply to work for them and go through the proper channels for work. I will for sure be working with Broke Straight Boys and pretty hopeful for a shoot with Toegasms (Do they give free pedicures?)

Anyone hitting up SoBe tomorrow? My normal group is scattered to the wind this week and I really want to go out I've been laying around watching Desperate Housewives all day. I've even neglected my Twitter Which is TheAidenAsh. So it has been a slow today here in Houston. I am hoping to go into town with Logan today and sit while he takes his test then maybe get into some trouble. So if you have an idea of where I should apply for jobs Let me know.

Oh and Click Here For A Bunch Of Free Shots Of Me Pleasing Men....

<3
Aiden

Ok I admit I abused the link system here! But I had fun... Well off to follow a lead on a job.

So quick question....

With a shoot coming up June 8 - 13th I have to work my ass off to get my body trim and toned. It's a lot of work, but I am working at the hotel so much I am exhausted! (That and I don't sleep well when Logan is gone. He is on a road trip to Atlanta... yet somehow I got a call from Bourbon Street... Is that on the way? Or is my man a lush?) I am really looking forward to getting back into the swing of things as far as porn is concerned, I really need to start hardcore applying to various places that way I can work with more then two sites. If you are in Houston I strip at South Beach the nightclub almost every Wednesday night. Just in case you wanted to come see me. I am really optimistic about this summer guys!

I hope to have some new photos up this week. We're house-sitting a friends house who has a pool and what else do you do when you're a budding adult film entertainer. The answer is take your clothing off and pose!

Just a quick one today since I had to work from 10pm - 6am last night and I go back in at 2pm - 10pm today.

Oh and going along the comic book theme, Logan found this and sent it to me! It's pretty crazy. Oh if only Peter Parker were this hot.

Aiden

I have the most amazing, most wonderful, most caring boyfriend ever... And I love him so very much. - Logan

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Hey guys Logan here!

Aiden was called into work... AGAIN. His co-worker is sick at the hotel... I really think he's just got a hot boy staying there and he's hoping to put the HO back in HOtel. Wow bad pun! But for real guys, I'm a senior in school and can't afford to stay up all night entertaining Aiden!!

But the good news for me and maybe you... He's on Twitter Now!

I got one and am addicted. I twitter more than Ashton Kutcher! But since I know no one wants to follow the porn star's boysfriend's life I Guess I should give you Aiden's. (Just kidding boys, no jealousy here, mine are mainly WTFs!?!?! about books and comics I read.)

Aiden's Twitter is TheAidenAsh

It's like the Yahoo name! While we're at it we might as well give you the whole list!

Twitter: TheAidenAsh
Yahoo: TheAidenAsh
Aim: AidenAsh
Gmail: AidenAsh89@gmail.com
Myspace: www.myspace.com/theaidenash

PLEASE guys keep him busy at work so this exhausted boy can graduate! Almost there!

On the porn front: Aiden just started talking to the guy from Toegasms today. So a Toegasm could be in his future.

Photo Shoots With Logan

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Love On The Pages...

So as you know by now Mason Wyler and his boyfriend Marcus Wyler are helping me bulk up so that I can get more work that and they're just all around fun boys to hang out with. Logan still won't join us at the gym... He gives all kinds crazy excuses... Something about school and graduation!

Marcus helps Mason write alot of his blogs and gave me some really really good advice tonight. Write about ANYTHING! I guess it's true you guys are here because you want to read not because you wanna look at the same blog over and over again, so I'm going to take Mrs.Wyler's advice and start the first in a series of blogs I would like to start doing about... You guessed it:




Gay Super Heroes. Now, now, before you click the X button to leave my blog hear me out! This is an insight into Logan and I's relationship which you guys HAVE been asking me about quote a bit. So I'll start by giving you the fun stuff about us!



Aside from Ms. Marvel my favorite superheros in the Marvel Universe would have to be Hulkling and Wiccan. They are members of the Marvel team The Young Avengers, who are brought together by a character named Iron Lad to protect him from his future self. The boys end up developing a huge crush on the other and start a relationship in the comic.

This is some pretty heavy stuff for the comic book world. Yes, we have had some gay trail blazers before the young couple, but this is the first openly gay couple that I am aware of in the books. The two boys openly show affection for each other and tell the other one subtly that they love them. The problem with this is that the relationship is not fully developed because The Young Avenger's don't have a continuous book in the Marvel Universe, and frequently share their pages with another group of young "capes" The Runaways.


While it is a great step that these two characters exist and are regularly featured in major Marvel Comics events, they still face many obstacles and stereotypes. I believe the characters have been making the rounds in 616 (Comic book talk for the main stream Marvel Universe) for roughly 4 years give or take, they have still yet to kiss or share a moment of extreme intimacy. I don't know about you guys but when I was teenager. (Like right now!) I can't keep my hands of cute boys that I'm around. Logan and I have to at least jerk off together every night before bed. Now, I know what you're thinking, that this guy is green! Teddy, Hulkling is a shape-shifter and frequently takes his human form in the comic books. I just find it slightly unbelievable that there is no sexual tension between the two of them whatso ever! Their teammates Patriot and the female Hawk Eye practically eye fuck every comic! I'm not asking for full on Hentai but it'd be nice if the two boys who are so supposedly desperately in love at least kissed. Sorry Wiccan... I guess you'll have to be pulling on your cock just a little while longer!




While we are talking about the things I dislike about the couple, I find it a little stereotypical that the homosexual is the one who dables in Wiccan practices and uses all the magic. (Buffy the Vampire Slayer anyone?) But in Marvel's defense, Billy (Wiccan) was created by The Scarlet Witch's mind when she altered reality made her self twin boys Wiccan and his brother Speed. I just find it annoying how the gay characters are always the one who seem to have connections to occult things and magic. Can't we have a nice Roman Catholic Altar boy as a hero!

The reason I am such a huge fan of these two guys, is that I really think their relationship resembles Logan's and myself. Plus there are a lot of other characteristics between the boys and me and my boy. While I don't do magic, he is the one with the heart of gold who even in my darkest hours has come to me no matter what the cost is to himself. He's bigger then me I'm little. Whenever he loses his cool, I'm able to bring him back and refocus him on what is important. Hell, he even named his green Ford Explorer and my red Ford is named Wiccan.

For our one year anniversary I found the two solo comics each of the two boys had and had it framed and matted for him. He is a huge fan of it! Its so cute how two comic book characters can capture the a real life relationship and you can see it on the pages. Now I'm totally goofy and naive and I know they're just comic book characters but I think we all have the people we were like or the people that we see from a far that we feel we can relate to.

So what do you think guys? Gay comic book characters interesting or waste of blog space? If you liked it I can do some more gay comic book character bios, to fill days I don't really have much to write.... But actually... I have some things to write about today but I think I'll hold you in suspense till tomorrow. So hold tight till tomorrow and we'll get back to the porn!!!

<3,
Aiden

Oh boy, Mason Wyler makes me sore!!!

Hey guys I would say I'm sorry for not updating but... There is not much to say other then I am waiting on the 11th so I can work with Ashton Cooper! What have I been doing in the mean time?

Working out with Mason Wyler of course! That's right Mason, Marcus (his boyfriend) and I have been hitting the gym. (If you were wondering why Logan isn't hitting the gym with us... well, I don't know you should ask him what his excuses are today. Is he too tired? Too broke? I think its just being lazy.) My whole body is sore everyday but the boys are great personal trainers, we should be seeing some ab-action in the next few weeks.

Why am I doing this? Most companies want the college jock look and the defined chest look! I'm making the twink circuit while I can but most sites won't hire you more then a few times, the ones that used boys over and over are the big studios and if I want to work for them I am going to need a big studio body. So with the help of one of porn's top names and his mastermind partner I hope within a year to be big studio ready! (And Logan, in a year you'll just get fat and lazy unless you join the gym too. He says he's intimidated by Mason and Marcus.) Basically, I'm trying to get a body where I can get steady work being a sexy boy.

So what is everyone doing for Valentine's Day? Logan said he had big plans, but then his brakes stopped working. Like literally he says he hit the breaks and the car kept moving. Luckily he wasn't hurt nor was anyone else and he just coasted to a stop, then his phone busted... So now he has to pay for all that and I may have to help him make a school payment. (He's not a mooch I swear, just hard luck!) So, it looks like we may be having a simple Valentine's day this year. And on Feburary 21st is our one year anniversary, but see above. We were gonna go see Legally Blond the musical but we'll see if some strange miracle pops up and we get to.

What are you guys doing for Love day.... Hot dates? Orgies? Burning all Boyfriends Photos? C'mon guys let me know!

See ya soon,

Aiden


Oh... Rumor is once a week Mason may be posting my progress working out. We have a solid plan that will be revealed at a later date.

Over It...

Well... I've been exhausted as usual but unfortunately its not porn related. The place I currently work for is going down the shitter so I have been looking for jobs everywhere! I've gotten offers to work security. (As small as I am I'd get killed.) A soap store, and maybe a bar back position! (Which I would love because I would love to do because I could work my way up to bar tender.) I've been asked by two different managers to apply at Abercrombie and Fitch, but both of the stores weren't hiring? WTF huh? I've applied at two Apple Stores and they were kinda sketchy about the details...

But I do make money at South Beach the night club stripping most Wednesday nights! "Cheap Drink Nights", formally "College Night". I think you should come cheer me on and clap so I can beat the resident bar flys that are ALWAYS there. And not to mention the resident drag queen Kourtney is the most amazing drag queen you will ever see. And she has great tits!

Logan is convinced he wants to go on "The Biggest Loser" after seeing it tonight. Logan thinks he looks like Jabba the Hutt when he may have maybe 10 extra pounds on him. What is it with gay men and wanting to look like a piece of paper?

Nothing really new to report on the porn front! Same old stuff as last time. Helix, that euro company, the start up site... Wish I had more, but I was told I'll be invited back to Boy Crush this summer. But then again I was told I'd be invited back this Spring. So hopefully that will happen. Cross your fingers, or join the site and E-mail the site owner Bryan and tell him you wanna see more Aiden Ash.

This is a big month for me, a few shoots, and Valentine's Day and Logan and I hit our one year anniversary on the 21st. I'm really excited about that, but being broke we may have to have our nice dinner at McDonalds, unless someone wants to help out with that. If you're interested in the Logan, Aiden dinner fund email me. AidenAsh89@gmail.com .


Other then that sports fans, I think thats all I got for tonight. Still waiting on the Boy Fun pictures to go up and two more sets on Boy Crush.

<3 Aiden

Patrick and Aiden

Hey It's Logan! Aiden is at a shoot so I'm doing what the procrastinator should have done last week! Here is the first set of Aiden and Patrick from www.Boycrush.com!

The Bite Of The Drag Queen...

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A picture is worth a million words right?!

Hey guys... I just have felt lazy lately but that is good for you because here is the first part of some of my stills from my Video with Boy Crush staring myself and Andy Kay!!! As usual everything belongs to Boycrush.com and I'm just being loaned... my own ... image... weird....