Sharpening my Shank...

I've been doing porn since the weekend of Hurricane Ike. For those of you not from Houston that was almost two years ago... For most of that time I've had some conversations with Mr.Diesel Washington. (MOST of which have been playful jest.) Now don't get me wrong when I post this I think Diesel is a fine porn performer. He takes his work seriously, he knows how to market himself (a vital skill that many new porn models should model after him), and Mason tells me he is incredibly nice guy. (Though every time Mason and I talk about Mr.Washington he seems to get taller and taller in the stories. I think he's up to 9 feet tall according to Mason.) There have been incidents where Diesel went after the Twink Models and often decided that I would alluded to, or times where he had a few choice words for me, but thats water under the bridge and I'm glad he came out of retirement because I could never wish ill on another comic book junky. No scratch that... Diesel is the king of the gay comic book world. You need to check out his blog and you'll see how hardcore Marvel this guy is and I respect that! But as much fun and poking as he's at my expense and I at his... I beg of you Diesel... PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! Be gentle with Derrek Diamond! I love him and his perfect body and I would die if anything happened to him! Derrek is everything that is beautiful and perfect in the world and I know how you like to give it fast and hard.

Just look at how perfect Derrek is... Diesel please send him home intact...

Okay so here is the game plan I'm going to put together a grassroots militia to be on Standby while Diesel has his way with my precious porn love Derrek. We are going to be sharpening our dildos and anal beads and be ready to create an angry mob to stop Diesel if he doesn't listen to Derrek's safe word...

Aiden, why is this such a big deal you ask? Well look what he said to Zachary Sire!

@ZacharySire Im going to treat that ass like it stole money from Me, slapped my mother, killed my dog, and busted windows out of my car!!

I've been on the end of his wraith and I didn't do anything remotely close to any of this! So whose with me! We need to protect Derrek! So join my cause and together we will protect that perfect man from having to use a wheelchair for the rest of his life. (I've seen Diesel's videos! He's an aggressive top!) Why... Because I'm insanely Jealous Diesel gets it and I probably never will :(

Not even going to sign this happy... and in all lower case . aiden ash.

Sex, Sex, SEX!!!!!

I want to first off apologize for it taking so long for this to get out. Ive been working between 40-50 hours a week, and taking classes... I know I've said it before so I am just going to say to my fans I thank you for sticking with me it means a lot.

So as you all know, I love sex. Its why I love that I have gotten many opportunities to get paid to do it, because it is something I enjoy a lot. I've always wanted to explain to all my readers and get their feedback on how i view sex. I view sex as something that can happen on 4 different levels.

1. Hookup/Bathhouse/Work sex
2. Friend Sex
3. Sex with Feelings
4. Love Making

1. Hookup/Bathhouse/Work Sex

This kind of sex is pretty self explanatory. It generally does no involve feelings and generally is only good for gratification right here and now and leaves no lasting effect. I have had some really good sex like this (my scene with Rad Matthews, and my Broke Straight boys scenes) and some really bad sex like this. I have come to learn that a lot of gay guys only like this kind of sex. It is my least favorite

2. Friend Sex


This is the kind of sex that involves friends with benefits and can sometimes involve feelings but generally does not. I can't really give much details with this because I don't have this kind of sex because it makes friendships really awkward in my opinion. For a lot of people this is the only thing that gets them off though.

3. Sex with Feelings

This kind of sex is pretty self explanatory, its sex that involves feelings. Its more than a hook up because if you are having this kind of sex you hope and/or plan to keep the person you're having sex with around for a good bit. This is the most tricky sex in my opinion because sometimes one of the people is having this kind of sex while the other may think its a hookup or sex with friends kind of thing. I am the worst person that unless it is clearly expressed as a hook up I will assume it is sex with feelings. I love sex just as much as the next guy, but I do my best to have the sex I have outside of work mean something. That may make me sound like a dumb twink, but okay with being a dumb twink if it means I get to have great sex. Sex with feelings usually ends up being worlds better than Sex with friends or Sex as a hook up.

4. Love making

This kind of sex again is self explanatory. Love making, in my opinion, generally takes love planning but when it takes you by suprise it is the best sex of all. For me, this kind of sex is where the real orgasms are at. Knowing the person you are having sex loves you just makes my whole body shiver and makes me moan extra loudly. I have luckily been blessed to have love making with two people life. I have talked with people who are much older who have never experienced this kind of sex. Giving yourself to one so completely that only they and you having sex matters can be risky but it so more than worth it. I recommend everyone have love making as much and as often as they can.

I may have a favorite kind of sex, but in the end any kind of sex is still worth it in my opinion, as long as you are being safe and having fun. No one deserves a shortened life because of an orgasm. Please, please, please know I may love sex and have it often, but I am always safe in hopes that I can entertain people for many years to come.


I would love to hear your thoughts on all of these and know what your favorite kind of sex is. So please leave comments so we can start a good discussion.


Love you bitches!

Aiden <3

I Am Sorry!

Okay, Okay, Okay, So maybe I underestimated the amount of time and effort this internship was going to take! (Shouldn't they pay you more if you work your butt off?) And like I did tweet I'm going to put a more thought out blog up once I've proofed it a bit but I just thought I'd say 'Hello! I'm Alive.' And I'd just answer a few blog comments.

I have taken the advice of one guy and made it where I don't have to moderate what is said. That way there can be more discussions going on.

Logan's Helga Von 'Unt blog is alright. I wouldn't call it hilarious but I think it is him when he is drunk bitching about stuff in our circle of friends. I'm interested to see if he continues to write it or he lets it go to wayside.

I'd also like to wish Logan a Happy Belated 25th Birthday and a speedy surgery recovery. (He had surgery on the 17th to remove some Polyps on his vocal cords lets all hope they're not cancerous.) It's completely changed his voice too! He now has this booming deep voice its scary.

I'm doing well myself. I'm really enjoying Florida and the weather! I just work so much! Its not unusual that I pull a ten hour plus day and that usually will be all the shifts I do in a week. Nine hours one day, ten the next, twelve the next. Thank God for days off! The real balancing act is that I'm enrolled in classes back in Houston so I have to do that on my days and try to work fun into my schedule for the sake of my own sanity!

I have not abandoned the porn world. It is still something that I have in my life and I'm still in touch with my contacts. Unfortunately porn careers don't last forever and rumor is that twink careers are even shorter so I have to focus on things sometimes that will prep me for life after porn. So that's where I am at right now. Though I was really thrilled to be made fun of by Zach Sire today. Though I have a feeling covering myself in food product will haunt me the rest of my life! (But I had really good sex after the "shoot" thats all that matters.) And for the record Diesel made me his arch-nemesis. I never raised my voice at the big loveable teddy bear!

To all my Houston boys: Mason, Marcus, Porter, Logan. - - Etc, Etc, Etc : I miss you guys and you better come out visit me soon! We'll go to the beach and to the bars and play Window Bingo at Parliament House!

I will post a blog of more substance once I proof it a bit.

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Love,

Aiden

Attention Everyone, This is the REAL Aiden Ash

First off I would like to apologize for the time gap between the last post and this one. I had meant to post that day but my internship is keeping me super busy. I am generally working until 9 or 10 at night. Then driving to the gym because I value my body being in shape, then trying my best to make some connection with my room mates, and then sleep. When I wake up I have homework generally to do, errands, and then of course work. (Maybe I'm over reacting a little bit to how busy I am, I guess this is what real life feels like)

In regard to the last post. Yes I am meeting some new boys here, and going out a few times here and there when my schedule allows, but the post that was written was a little over exaggerated. I had asked Logan to help me out with the post because I felt terrible for not posting since arriving to Florida and gave him some ideas of what to go off and he took it a little too far. This is why you should not let other ghost write for you.

I'm not going to lie, I love sex, and have had some AMAZING sex since being here, but I have not sucked a different dick every night of the week. If that is the kind of blog you are looking for there are plenty out there for you to read.

To all of my readers who say they value that I am a down to earth guy who is articulate and noticed my last post did not sound like me, I am very grateful. To the people who read one entry and disregarded everything else they had read or seen I could really care less.

I also would like to take the time to inform everyone that my blog will be changing a little bit over the next couple of months to more of a video based blog atmosphere. If yall don't like it, let me know and I can change it back to doing video blog and text based blog entries.

Lastly I just want to say I do this blog for you, I try to give everyone some humor, some stupidity , some craziness, some fun, and some entertainment in their day. If you dont think I'm doing that let me know. I want to please you in the best way i can. I also promise that I have a whole slew of pictures to show everyone from my adventure so far buy my camera chord is missing and I am doing an investigation to find out as I type this.

-Aiden

I LOVE THIS TOWN!

Why didn't anyone tell me Orlando was the greatest city on the planet! It is so fun! It has all the theme parks and the best clubs. Basically it's this child-at-heart's wet dream! When I'm not hanging out on a rollercoaster or shopping at huge malls, I'm dancing half naked at a gay club or getting a blow job on the back bar! This place is great!

In Orlando they have a gay bar for every night of the week it's a non-stop party! I mean sure, sure, sure, my job is aight and stuff but it's once the 9-5 is over that the real fun begins.

Houston? Houston who? This city kicks Houston's ass into next week. My friend's from back home are telling me that it's the excitement of it being new and I'll want to come back to Houston in August, but we'll see. I'm falling in love with the sunshine state! Logan lived here for a year and said the glamor wears off and you realize that you're not living real life and it is just one pointless game. (That is why Logan is still in undergraduate school after seven years, because he's a moron!) As for the Wyler boys... Wyler who? Maybe if they called a bitch I'd be able to remember who they are!

Oh man and the men here are so hot! It's a tourist town so it is an all you can suck buffet of cock. Adam4Adam, Craig's List, they're all just rotating doors for new men. Married men, traveling men, single men, cheating boyfriends! I can say I want an uncut cock tonight and find like ten options! If I want a white guy with a big ass, BAM! If I want a married man whose kids are off playing in the theme park, Breed me Daddy! It is fantastic! I'm never leaving! My friends can come here! It's not like it wouldn't be nice to have a change of scene from Houston anyway!

I've made some awesome new friends and am loving it. Most of which are interns as well, Logan, as usual is being a preachy bitch and says that "It will only last 8 months and it all goes away". It must be hard to be a cynic. I'm living in the here and now! This is age of Aiden Ash! I'm gonna go out and get what I want!

And right now I want to suck a big fat cock!

Love,

Aiden

Sorry Guys.

Hey Guys! So sorry I've been away! I thought I'd have a lot more free time than I do now! Florida has been so amazing and so busy! Did you know that there is different club for every night of the week in Orlando! It's like a week like circuit party that never ends! I promise to update soon! I'm doing well! I love y'all!

Love,

Aiden

That Son Of A Bitch...

Dear Mason Wyler and Whom It May Concern,

Tonight I received some rather troublesome news from Logan. He was hanging out with Mason who was bragging about winning the Unzippy for Slut of the Year... Apparently he is very,very, very proud of it. As we know all Sith Lord's apprentices must eventually face off with their apprentice and either defeat them, or fall themselves. I am one who will not fall in the face of a challenge. I love my boy Mason, but I will overcome him and I will one day be the master. Mark my words, I will be the Slut of The Year. You can all keep your Performer of Year, Newcomer of the Year, Blogger of the--- (Okay no, I want that eventually too), you get the jist of it. All your fancy pants awards are fine and dandy and I'm sure look shiny on the resume you send to Chi Chi, but what I want is Slut of the Year! Why? It will be hell of fun to earn, and I'd love to plow through... ehhem, get plowed through the crowd to get it. Here and now I vow to bend over, suck, lick, jerk, eat, and wiggle on whatever is necessary to get the attention of the masses to say... "Whoa, that Aiden Ash is a fucking slut." I will learn my way around every bath house, taste the cum of every man between here and the judges, and make Mason Wyler look like a little school girl licking on her lollipop. The apprentice will become the master. I understand that "Mechanical Bull Wyler" has a few years in his hole, and I understand that I may not be able to stuff that award in me just yet but my time will come. Mark my words... I will be lurking in the shadows ready to suck you off and get you to attest in time. I am a fucking slut.

The Line In The Sand Has Been Drawn.

Respectfully Yours,

Aiden Ash

200th Post!

What better way to celebrate my 200th post than by saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friend and secret lover MASON WYLER! You've been an amazing friend to me this year, whether it be taking me in when things are rocky or just telling me how much I suck at video games. I love you friend and here's to another great year! (Oh, and you're still the Houston Porn Mafia's oldest member. NEVER FORGET THAT!) What better way to celebrate Mason than to post naked photos of him! Happy Birthday!

Aiden Is On His Way!

Today was the start of Aiden's big road trip to his internship. He headed up to Dallas today then to Arkansas then on his way to Florida for his internship. It was a great two days and I'm (Logan) am going to be doing the blog while he is on the open road the next four days. (Hopefully I can keep up with it better than he can!) I'll give you any notable updates from the road, which thus far there is nothing to report other except for the fact that he had a good smooth drive! But to not make this all fluff I took some photos today of him getting ready and heading out!

Oh and in the next week I wanna talk about this guy!

The Wee Hours Of The Morning...

Hey, It's Logan. It's 4:15 am and I am sitting here next to a sleeping Aiden. My room is hot from the heater that is in the attic directly above my bed, and Jay Brannan's IN LIVING COVER is playing softly from my iPod speakers. I should be able to sleep. I should take comfort in the fact that my guy is home for a few days before heading off for 8 months but I think that is exactly the problem. I'm a senior in college and I'm about to enter real life and when Aiden and I are not love-making or hanging out with the Wyler boy(s) I am in left with my thoughts. What am I going to do? 8 months apart with a few visits scattered in between. Sure, I think this is what is best for him. This internship is something he has been talking about for the last two years but there is a form of resentment that comes with him deciding he wants to go and do it. I used to leave by the motto that we are too young to live for someone else.... But, lately...

When Aiden and I were on our break, (which we called a break-up at the time) I was the most miserable I had ever been in my life, I didn't eat or sleep. Every text or call that wasn't from him would make me furious. I lived for the moments we would talk or spend some time together... Coming out of that, I have realized I love this goofy little man. He completes me. I am so thankful for our break because I know now what I want in life is him. I know this is a porn blog but... This is what going on in our lives.

If I sleep, I will miss some hours of listening to his breath. I will miss the moments of feeling his skin against mine. If I sleep, I will spend 6 or so hours dreaming about Aiden and not being with him. I guess it is silly but... In 8 months, I will be done with school and I have no idea where I will be... Or what I will be doing.... Will I be able to provide for him? Will things be different when he gets back? Will our love still be strong? These are silly things but they are the thoughts that plague my head as I lay away awake and play with strands of his blond hair between my fingers.

I have not done much to prepare for a career in Advertising. Shit, it isn't what I want to do with my life. I want to write books. It is the one thing in my life I know I am amazing at... But, I know once I finish the book it takes years from notebook to a bound copy. Those are the gaps I worry about. I am not asking for much in my post college years, but I know I want a house for Aiden and place he is happy to rest his head at night. The future is scary. He leaves Tuesday. My world is going to change Tuesday. Maybe for the better. Maybe for the worst.

All I know is that I love him. And I had to get this off my chest because the silence of this room is deafening. I need to go. I am wasting moments I could be laying next to him on this silly machine.

Thanks for listening.

~ Logan

Happy Birthday Marcus!

For those of you who aren't familiar with Marcus (ex)Wyler, he is one of my best-friends and the ex-boyfriend but still roommate of Mason Wyler. (Yeah, it's complicated... Don't worry too much about it.) But I just wanted to say Happy Birthday to the old man! I was in Seattle and unable to attend the party at the house of Wyler, but from what I hear it was a great time and all the boys had a good time. I am up early because I am about to fly back to Houston to spend the next three days with Logan before I make the trek to Florida. I'll worry about talking about this and mourning what I will be missing for the eight months later. But right now I'm just excited to see my boys and get to cuddle with Logan.

Love Aiden.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

Where the hell have YOU been?

Happy New Year guys, ex-lovers, and previous one night stands. I promise you I haven't abandoned you, I'm just in bumble fuck Alaska. Yes, I am up here looking for my very own slice of the American Dream... In fact I am thinking about 'Going Rouge'. But thus far I have spent the last three weeks confirming that my parents are in fact, insane. Yes, yes, yes, we already knew this from the whole disowning me fiasco, but we have entered a new kind of crazy. Dad never shuts up, I mean he has something, no scratch that, he has a lot to say about everything! And my Mom just lets my sexuality and relationship with Logan be the big fat elephant in the room. The way they talk to me is crazy! You would think I am was their seven year old child if you didn't see me standing there. "Great job Aiden, you did a super vacuum job!" Really? Really? Really! I'm 20 years old and I'm not retarded! Over New Years I Went with my old church to a youth retreat... It has been a family tradition and I really enjoyed the whole weekend catching up with people I used to know and such... Though I couldn't honestly answer the question, 'Oh, what have you been doing?" Oh well... Though I was secretly worried this whole trip to Alaska would end up me being kidnapped and sent to a 'Pray the Gay Away' camp.

I am ready to be home to Logan. I get a total of two days with him, maybe three, I haven't decided. I'm going to see him before I drive to Arkansas to visit some family, then I drive to Florida to start my internship. I will be a weird 8 months, I have to work in, the internship, the porn career, and the boyfriend. I probably won't get to come back to Texas until August when it is all over... So this means Logan will have to come visit me... A LOT! Now before you call me selfish and jump all over me you must remember that Logan at one point lived in Orlando and enjoys going back to visit friends. It is just the price of air fare and all that jazz that he may or may not be able to afford. I'm hoping he can. Shoot, I may put out a collection plate if I get desperate! But for our anniversary weekend, we're looking at 300 dollars... I'm worth it right? If the big project starts to actually work I'll have some extra income to help with the tickets. I love the kid and want to see him at least monthly but, it will probably be Feb, March, June and Aug. I'm hoping we can figure something else out.

Speaking of Logan. He finally joined the gym! He's counting his calories and is allowed 1,700 a day. (He has an iTouch application , MyFitnessPal, that is really helping him along!) He weight 230 pounds at the moment, which surprised everyone because looking at him you can't tell that he's a heifer. Before you jump all over me I have his permission to post his weight and stuff on here to keep him accountable! I can't wait to do his before and after photos! Go Logan go!

I can't wait till Sunday when I get to go home and be pounded and I get to see my boy Mason!

New Years Resolutions tomorrow!

Love Aiden