Where the hell have YOU been?

Happy New Year guys, ex-lovers, and previous one night stands. I promise you I haven't abandoned you, I'm just in bumble fuck Alaska. Yes, I am up here looking for my very own slice of the American Dream... In fact I am thinking about 'Going Rouge'. But thus far I have spent the last three weeks confirming that my parents are in fact, insane. Yes, yes, yes, we already knew this from the whole disowning me fiasco, but we have entered a new kind of crazy. Dad never shuts up, I mean he has something, no scratch that, he has a lot to say about everything! And my Mom just lets my sexuality and relationship with Logan be the big fat elephant in the room. The way they talk to me is crazy! You would think I am was their seven year old child if you didn't see me standing there. "Great job Aiden, you did a super vacuum job!" Really? Really? Really! I'm 20 years old and I'm not retarded! Over New Years I Went with my old church to a youth retreat... It has been a family tradition and I really enjoyed the whole weekend catching up with people I used to know and such... Though I couldn't honestly answer the question, 'Oh, what have you been doing?" Oh well... Though I was secretly worried this whole trip to Alaska would end up me being kidnapped and sent to a 'Pray the Gay Away' camp.

I am ready to be home to Logan. I get a total of two days with him, maybe three, I haven't decided. I'm going to see him before I drive to Arkansas to visit some family, then I drive to Florida to start my internship. I will be a weird 8 months, I have to work in, the internship, the porn career, and the boyfriend. I probably won't get to come back to Texas until August when it is all over... So this means Logan will have to come visit me... A LOT! Now before you call me selfish and jump all over me you must remember that Logan at one point lived in Orlando and enjoys going back to visit friends. It is just the price of air fare and all that jazz that he may or may not be able to afford. I'm hoping he can. Shoot, I may put out a collection plate if I get desperate! But for our anniversary weekend, we're looking at 300 dollars... I'm worth it right? If the big project starts to actually work I'll have some extra income to help with the tickets. I love the kid and want to see him at least monthly but, it will probably be Feb, March, June and Aug. I'm hoping we can figure something else out.

Speaking of Logan. He finally joined the gym! He's counting his calories and is allowed 1,700 a day. (He has an iTouch application , MyFitnessPal, that is really helping him along!) He weight 230 pounds at the moment, which surprised everyone because looking at him you can't tell that he's a heifer. Before you jump all over me I have his permission to post his weight and stuff on here to keep him accountable! I can't wait to do his before and after photos! Go Logan go!

I can't wait till Sunday when I get to go home and be pounded and I get to see my boy Mason!

New Years Resolutions tomorrow!

Love Aiden